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‘Alas! I am alone."
—A young girl’s letter.
BY MARY E. BRYAN.
Say not ‘alone,’ though lips ol Love
ltenii not to press your lips;
Because Love's eyes shine not for you,
Oh! sit not in eclipse.
Are there not other birds to sing
Beside the turtle dove ?
Bloom there not other flowers beside
The radiant rose of love?
The kiss of childhood's dewy mouth
The thirsting lips may bless
And truth lives more in Friendship s clasp
Than in Love's wild caress,
Nor can the poet tie alone,
The stars, the clouds, the flowers—
All lovely things her kindred are,
And smile in loneliest hours:
The rain plays its wild lute for you,
To you the bright waves call,
The golden jessamine nods to you,
I'pon your cottage wall.
The west wind parts your silken hair
With fingers,soft, unseen,
And cool from tossing tlie white spray
Upon the billows green:
And though you sit ‘alone’ to-day,
By no fond arm caressed,
Look round: the beautiful, the true
With love, your life have blessed:
Alone! there is triumphant joy
With strong, young heart to stand
Amid the world's conflicting throng
And ba tie hand to liana.
Without one arm to lean upon,
save His strong arm alone,
And no soft voice to drown the call
01 1 luty’s clarion tone;
To draw tiie hand from Love’s warm clasp
And grasp the sword <>f truth,
And lay oislabor's noble shrine
The energies of youth;
To say to memory and regret
I have no time for tears;
There's earnest work for iiand and brain
Through all the coming years.
a.
ant
ter,
each
brillit
verish
And yet to keep the heart stii! warm,
Although unwed—unwon,
And give to all the love that else
Might have been kept for one;
To have the yearning heart enfold
Its human brotherhood,
And feel with them in joy or woe
Jnd ; to 1,' them .mud-
JEALOUSY;
—OR—
That Charming Widow
COMPLETE IX OXE XT MBER.
BY M. K. D.
She was a beautiful, attractive woman, black-
eyed, and crimson cheeked, with a splendid
bust and arms which she did not mind show
ing. I was a little pale creature, neither ugly
or pretty; but I did not envy her. Let all the
men on earth admire her; one loved me. If I
was fair in his eyes I cared nothing for the rest.
The other girls were jealous at times. Madge
Burt and Barbara Brown declared that there
was no such thing as getting any attention from
any one where she was; and certainly she tried
her best to fascinate every man, single or mar
ried, who come near her. Millicent Bray was
her name, and I understood that young as she
was, -she was a divorced woman.
It may be that she had been very much ill-
used by her husband, and was the injured par
ty altogether; but a woman should bear a great
deal, and try every other means rather than sev
er the holy tie that binds her to a husband’s
side; and there is always a doubt about a di
vorce. Some of the* ladies at Mrs. Norton's ho
tel shrugged their shoulders, and wondered
what the old lady had been thinking of to take
Mrs. Bray in. The gentleman, however, fougbt
in her defence. Beautiful, musical, fond of flir
tation and apt at flrttary, she won her way into
their liking. For my part I did not respect her
one bit. I did not see anything to love in her,
but I admired her. Unlike most women, I al
ways found myself able to see the charm that
men see in a personally attractive woman.
But were I man, I could not do a3 men do—
flatter those flirts at the expense of true-hearted
women, who love them with all their souls.
When good Mrs. Carmen went to her room with
tears in her eyes, leaving Mr. Carmen whisper
ing soft nothings in Mrs. Bray’s ear, and when
little Eflie Fay crimsoned and trembled with an
ger because her lover forgot her while he turn
ed the beauty’s music and looked down into her
eyes, I often thought to myself that those were
poor triumphs after all, and that those men who
gave them to her were but silly creatures. She
liked nen^of them. She mocked them, and had
little nicknames for each.
She was as cold in her heart as she was warm in
manner. Her impassioned glances were those
of an actress, nothing more.
She gave those glances to my Harry as well
as to others, but I had no fear of their effect.
Of course he knew she was handsome and that
she sang well, so did I.
We had met at Mrs. Harlon’s. I was an or
phan, and taught music for my bread. He v .
a young clerk in a large wholesale house. At
our first meeting we had liked each other, and
he was the only lover I ever had. We had been
engaged three months, and were to be married
at Christmas. We were wrapt up in each other,
and I believe concerned ourselves very little
about Mrs. Bray. I did not. It pleased me bet
ter to think of better women. There were oth
ers whose minds were continually running on
her, however. JealouR Eflie Fay could never
quite forget her. Over and over again she sat
in my room with tears pouring down her cheeks
and talked of her.
She’s a deceitful, bold, forward, cruel crea-
she declared. ‘She knows Charlie is en-
to me—she knows it! I see it in her eyes
And she works so hard to
get him to herself. I shall
break with him yet, and I do
love him so. No one will
ever love him so much.’
Then she would cry again
and begin the old story of
Mrs. Bray’s conduct, of her
looks, her contrivances, her
becks and wreathed smiles.
I felt sorry for the child—
she was but sixteen—and
sorry for Charlie, too, who
was acting as most foolish
boys do under such circum
stances. But one morning
she began another strain..
‘Mrs. Bray is at work with
your Harry now,’ she said,
‘and she’ll twist him round
her finger soon, as she does
my Charlie. It’s witchcraft
those women have -an unho
ly power of some kind. You
’ll see, Ethel; you’ll suffer as
I do soon.’
And then she spoke of
words and looks and actions
which had quitejescaped me,
but which, spoken of, made
me strangely uncomfortable.
I had utter faith in Harry,
but I did not like to hoar
such things. At first it was
only that; but after a while
it was more.
As the days went on, I no
ticed one or two things that
were suspicious. I saw that
she contrived to meet my
lover in the halls and on the
stairs; to sit near him at din
ner time; to go out upon the
balcony when he did. Char
lie Beach was allowed to
slip back into his old place
in Eflie’s heart, and my
Harry was Mrs.Bray’s object.
Eflie had been sharper
than I; but Harry was too
strong in his love for me to
vield. I.felt sure.
I It was about the time that
! Harry’s business compelled
him to go back to town. He
left Mrs. Norton’s, only com
ing down to see me occa
sionally, and we began to
write to each other. I have the little notes he
wrote me carefully hidden away even now.
They are very precious to ine. As I read them
: over they bring those hours back again, and I
am a young and lovely girl once more.
I never loved Harry more tenderly than when
I sat down to my desk one morning to tell him
of a little festivity which I had been invited to
attend, and to ask his escort. I shall never for
get that day. After I had posted the letter I sat
in my room and finished making the pretty
dress I intended to wear, thinking all the while
that it was Harry’s favorite color, and that he
would be sure to like it.
Eflie, happy in her recovered lover, sat with
me and read alond from a little book of verses
Charlie had given her. They were not elegant
verses, nor was she a very good reader, but
there was love ia them and in her heart, and
that sufficed.
We are so unaccountably happy sometimes,
as we are unaccountabty sad at others. It is as
though unseen spirits, good or bad, hovered
about us and whispered to us. I was glorious
ly content that day. Outside the sun was bright
and the air soft. The geranium that stood in
my window was full of crimson blossoms. My
canary bird sang shrilly. Eflie, with pretty
smiles on her face, basked in the bright fire
light, and between her verses talked of dear
Charlie.
I Lad finished the dress, and sat looking down
into the street, when I saw the postman com
ing towards us, and Eflie, who had seen him
also, ran down stairs to bring my note to me,
for we both knew that it was my answer he
carried in his hand. She ran down gaily hum
ming a tune. She returned with a very serious
face. A note wss in her hand, with my name
upon it in Harry’s writing, but her expression
frightened me so that I caught my breath.
‘What is it, Eifie?’ I asked
‘Ethel,’ she said very sadly, -I must tell you,
though you will hate me. The postman who
ed to make yen jealous, and
I wrote to your beau to ask
his escort somewhere.
‘Two notes came at the
same time to the house. I
knew very well that there
was a mistake made—that
mine had been put into your
envelope, and yours into
mine. I scratched your
name out of that one you
have there, and showed it
about to make yon jealous,
‘He’s as true as steel to
you. I love you for saving
my face, aDd I tell you that.
Now try to ‘‘orgive me,
utter purposelessness of modern femalo educa
tion. ‘Girls nowadays, she said, are not taught
to recognize that they have work to do.’ Miss
Oliver also endeavored to prove that in devot
ing herself to a profession whether as teacher,
physician or preacher a woman was not for a
moment compelled to sacrifice the household
duties arising from the marital relation *< n
the contrary,’ she claimed, ‘the best of wives
and mothers, in devoting themselves to an Aino
in life, set an example to their children which
bears fruit in years to come.'
When Miss Oliver had concluded Mr. O Dce-
nell, raising his voice to its loudest pitch, ex
claimed, ‘Brethern and sisters, you have heard
the sweet sermon of our sister.
Does it not
T - >-> —— seem that, with the magnetic charm of her voice,
was too happy to do any- j the earnest conviction of her nature, the eio-
mg else. 1 knew that I quence that appeals directly to your hearts she
is tully qualified to hold a permanent pastorate :
Let us pray that our sister, who is now but a
thing else. I knew that
what she said was true. And
when she asked me I stoop
ed down and gave her a kiss.
It was our last interview
but one.
When Mrs. Bray recovered,
v _ ,, she left Mrs. Norton’s, and
.'J Harry Heathcote never knew
* jSPpIkv.’. 1 anything about those two
miserable days until I had
been his wife too long to
have any secrets from him.
Years afterwards, I met
Mrs. Bray once more. At
first I did not know her. In
the quiet lady with a touch
of sadness on her face, *who
bent over the cct of a sick
girl in a hospital, I failed
to recognize the coarse blown
beauty of former day?. I
temporary preacher, may soon hold a stated
position.’ Prayer was then offered, and Miss
Oliver gracefully retired, leaving the assemblage
| in conference.— Boston Globe.
Charley Ross
wife and mother. Her na
ture was deepened and chas
tened,
‘She said gratefully: ‘I
thank God and you for The I
change. You saVed my life. |
The nearness to death, the j
impression your noble un- |
selfishness made upon me, j
worked on my heart and j
finally changed the ,whole
She ru .slice! toward mi her cloth ini; all ablaze.
. brought the note brought one for Mrs Bray.’
I was so relieved that I burst into a fit of
laughter.
‘Why should that trouble ne ?’ I asked,
‘Don’t you see your Harry must have writ
ten both ?’ she asked.
‘No,’ said I, ‘I do not. I am not jealous of
Harry.’
Then I broke the seal, and these were the
words I read;
•Madam: I have another engagement, and am
obliged lo decline yours. H. Hkatucote.’
I put the cold billet down with a strange chill
any he had ever wri me, and with his un
doubted signature oot! It was no forgery
I even knew the pi rare and costly kind
with his own m02 upon it. It began
‘Darling and ende<r own Harry.’ I did
not scream, I did non; I faced the terrible
truth as best I inig
She had won hi) me; but I was in no
wise to blame. I W. I was sinned against
not sinning, attddow should not crush
me.
I did not even’ myself to play the
mourner. Contetmy lover had taken the
place of love.
He should kn*’not grieve for him; and
I asked good ollfeolloran to be my escort
and wenf'to th# next evening with a
smile on my fatah my heart ached sore
ly, and life seem#Id and cruel thing to
me.
They told ma fey that night. I chatted,
I ate and drank*! whenever I was asked
to do so. All tb’ the words of that letter
Harry had writfelrs. Bray were in my
ears.
When old Mk .‘an took me home, he
told me I had ‘woiyseif out, and was be
ginning to feel if I was strong yet.
To-morrow I Ik to do that would de
mand all my stto take the matter into
my own hands, ite an adieu to Harry,
send him back !s and letters in my pos;
session, and as' of him. As I went up
stairs old Mrtnn looked out of her
room.
‘Your beau w to-night,’ she said. ‘I
expect he was <o find you out, but Mrs.
Bray took charfui.’
I tried to laiil my life I felt I must
now laugh whed rather cry. I must
hide my heart, e should ever call me a
disappointed ' No one should pver
speak of me »-ho had been jilted.
I wrapped m my dressing-gown and
sat before my ould not sleep. I could
not even lie dThe clock struck twelve,
one, two, and ntched the dying embers.
Ten minutes id gone by,' when sud
denly a frightfk rang through the house
—another and. I rushed to the door.
Other people the entry. The shriek
came from Mrs room, and ere we could
open it, it war, ide and she rushed to
wards ns witbthmg all ablaze, a hor
rible moving of fire. I don’t know
what I thoug’m’t know what I did. I
cannot remea thing more, until £ had
A Eair-Haired, Bine-Eyed Boy at Milan—In
the Custody of Italian BeggarS—He Se-m*
to Understand English.
[From the Chicago Times:]
Milan, Italy, June '20, 1S7S.—About one year
ago some excitement was created here among
Americans by the appearance in the streets of a
strolling party of musical beggars, having with
them a boy supposed to be Charley Ross, the
_ ptolen boy of America. This opinion was based
found she was now a loving | upop his actions and the picture and descric-
wife and mother. Her no. I tiou of the boy seen in America. When atten
tion was first attracted to him there were several
children listening to the music who continued
speaking to each other in the English language,
hearing which he left the performers and mined
them, and seemed to recognize the language
This was noticed by one of the keepers, who, ia
apparent alarm, hurried to him and rudely
jearked him out of this company, and the psrtu
b'ft• This excited.the suspicion of a lady from
, Cincinnati, who saw the affair andCho incurs*
Wt'du-„i.n it ——-w--• -i"”" .r.-.-ci ”'J„n C r'i % me * ?‘ •
iite. Then i met a good iiAui ; among Americans. In a lew days ..ITciWaW ti.-
party was seen in another part of the city, hud
a lady at a distance of a rod or more spoke its
English, saying, ‘Charley, come to me,’ He
seemed to understand, and started toward im- v
but was again seized rudely, and with angry
words hurried out of sight. All further efforts
were d r eated by their suddenly leaving the
city. he party is composed of a possibly de
formed man who sits in a hand-cart and is
drawn about by a villainous-looking man, each
about thirty-five to forty years old, of very dark,
swarthy skin, hair and eyes black. The boy
plays an accordeon and the man-hoise collects the
coppers. The boy is judged to be eight or
nine years old; eyes large and bright blue; fea
tures open, refined and delicate; fair, clear
skin; regular, fair teeth; hair light, approach
ing red; faint freckles about the nose; of deli
cate or light build; seems bright and cheerrul.
His appearance and manners will convince the
beholder that he is not an Italian, and in no way
The interest in this case
who loved me honestly ahd
I married him, and my little
babe came to show me what
sweeter and purer aims and
meanings life may have.
MISS OLIVER’S SERMOiV.
Tlio Fail* ISai’Iiulor of ISoslon
Ffuauliiii^ flat. Doors ill
■Erooklyii.
Under the large awning spread between the
trees of Lefferts Park, Brooklyn, a crowd of sev
eral thousand people congregated last Sunday
afternoon to listen to the sermon of Miss Annie
Oliver, the girl bachelor of divinity graduated
from the Theological School of Boston Univer
sity. After the singing of hymns Mr. O’Donnell,
who conducts the open air services held at the
park every Sunday, arose and introduced Miss ! akin to his keepers.
Oliver. She is a slender young brunette, with i was intensified by the knowledge of the prac-
raven hair, flashing black eyes and a noble and | tice in this country of stealing children to aid
expressive face. Facing the multitude with a
perfect self-possession acquired by not a little
experience in the pulpit, she requested that all
who might be unable to hear her voice when
she should have begun her sermon would oblige
her by holding their hands to their ears, and
thus indicate the necessity for her to raise her
voice, for with the help of the Lord she meant
to speak ioud enough for the man ai the furthest
end to hear. Then she took her seat and there
was more singing. Then the lady preacher was
reintroduced, and,from Judges, fourth verse of
the fourth chapter. 'She judged Israel at that
time,’ she preached a sermon especially direct
ed to young women, based upon the fact that |
Deborah, a woman, had been called upon to
judge Israel. ‘And why shouldn’t she ?' asked
the preacher, with emphasis; ‘why shouldn’t a
woman judge? What is there in her sphere,’
the practice of beggary and all manner oi
catch-penney exhibitions. A bright, handsome
child is a small fortune in the hands of stroll
ing vagabonds.
A Noted Gymnast Divorced from the Woman
with the Iron Jaw.
One of the principal attractions ofVan Amburg’s
Circus and Menagerie is Mme. de Granville,
known throughout the civilized world as the ‘Wo*
man with the Iron Jaw.’ In one sense ‘jaw’ isihe
stronghold of women in general, but this particu
lar woman’s jaw-power lay in the strength of mus
cle and bone, and the spirit of daring which ani
mated her. While many women have been known
to ‘raise Cain,’ and excite revolution by the wag
ging of the jaw, Mme. de Granville was in theha’o*
and she smiled contemptuously at the word j it of being raised herself with 500 or 000 pounds
sphere, ‘that should hinder her in performing ! weight, sustained by her jaws. The Madame was
at my heart. Wnathad I done to deserve this? i her down upcoor, and a blanket I had
What did it mean? What should I do ? A note
like this from a betrothed lover, from whom I
had parted with the tenderest caresses !
Eflie saw that I was in trouble, and forebore
to question me, but she glided out of the room
amt did not return for an hour. When she came
l 'k her face was wet with tears.
. ted! "- hat it is?’ she asked.
v Vn nded him unconsciously. I
can ngmore.’
Wnt. -• -inor-bell rang I went down stairs
as usual, m assing the parlor door, I saw Mrs.
Bray, biio was reading a note aloud.
‘I declare, I never was so surprised,’she said,
‘I thought he was in love with that little girl.
Ah ! there she comes.’
She hurried away as she spoke, in assumed
terror. The next moment I saw Eflie speak to
her and a white paper was passed into her hand.
Whatever it was, she knew and would tell me.
She did. That evening she brought a letter in
to my room—a letter that Mrs. Bray had exhib
ited to all the house—love-letter from Harry
Heathcote, tenders am! more passionate than
snatched fronhat lay on the table
the entry wrbout her. I heard myself
crying:
‘Lie still llwill save your face.’
‘I saw the thoked out and the light
black tinder tbont me, and knew that 1
had at ‘least B" from being burned to
death. Soonthat I had saved her life.
It was nig' when some one came to
my door, ane that Mrs. Bray wished to
see me. Of iwent to her. She was ly
ing in her bep J in bandages, and she
could not stroked at me earnestly.
‘Send then' the room,’ she said. T
want to spe* done.’
And wheas* had closed the door be
hind herself .Norton, she lool^d at me
again in thBtinge way.
‘You savei, she said. ‘Yes; and I re
member whtii, ‘‘Lie still, and you’ll
save your font women would have liked
me to spoil, had I used them so. And
you don't ki vorld either. Go to that
desk. The:»r there. It’s yours. I want-
the duties to which she feels herself called 5
The word sphere is one of the worst abused
words in the language. In former times color
decided a man or woman’s sphere in life. I re
member a now distinguished mulatto who, when
he wanted to enter a law school, was laughed
at by the legal professors and toldp that for a
man of his color the barber shop and not the
bar was the proper sphere. The distinction of
color«having since ceased to exist, that of sex
comes tc the front to the discouragment and
dismay of young women who are willing, even
anxious, to fit themselves for useful occupa
tions.’
Miss Oliver then told the following anecdote:
‘The captain of a vessel was iying danger-
ill. The first mate turned traitor and deu*-
mined to change the course of the vessel and
ultimately seize the cargo. The captain’s wife,
who had been travelling with her husband and
watching by ,his bedside, discovered the mate’s
treachery. -She*! forthwith went on deck, faced
the sailors and "declared her intention of com
manding thewessel during her husband’s illness,
and askeiLthem to stand by her. Every man of
them, in True sailor fashion, threw up his cap
and swore by the new captain. The mate was
pnLiirchains, the vessel kept on her course and
finally landed safe in port. ‘This,’ said Miss
Oliver, ‘illustrates what a woman can do when
she feels herselt called upon to do it. This story
was told in a parlor the other day, and one of
the ladies present turned up her nose and re
marked ‘she would rather hd|e let the whole
crew go to the bottom than havBjBtepped out of
her sphere.’ Her sphere, forsooth !’ cried Miss
Oliver, turning np her pretty nose. ,‘Sphere;
is an individual choice. Each woman has her
own sphere; she belongs to no class; as she feels
called upon to act, so must she act, with the
Lord only as her guide.’
Then Miss Oliver dwelt with stress upon the
a handsome woman, and while travelling with the
circus made many conquests. Among her adorers
was Louis Leslie, the noted gymnast, a resident of
this city, now with Forepaugh at Chicago. In
1874 Leslie and the iron-jawed woman were mar
ried at Liberty, Ky., and lived together as man
and wife until sometime in 1876, when the woman
went travelling on her own hook. She is now
Australia with Cooper & Bailey. A short time age
her husband employed Mr. Solon Sapp to procure
a divorce for him from his gifted spouse, whose
front name is Millie. The petition was filedinthe
Circuit Court and depositions taken to prove that
while travelling with Van Amburg the faithless
Millie was intimate with th&star equililibrist and
- ..ovv. The woman filed no answer,
ii». . . .o uuubiful whether she ever heard of the
application. The allegation of adultery was prov
ed to the satisfaction ot Judge Tliajer, and yester
day a decree was granted and Leslie was freed
from his marital connections with the Woman
with the Iron Jaw.—St. ljouis Duuocrat.
Our modern poets may well complain that
all the similes have been used np before their
time. ‘White as snow,’ ‘white as a lilly,’ ‘white
as ivory,’ are now general property; but the
Welsh poet, Davyth ap Gwilym has a complete
ly new image—he calls the maiden of his love
‘white as lime.’
An Irishman, who had been to war, was de
scribing the many curious things which he had
seen during the war, said: ‘The first bullet *
saw coming towards me, was a brickbat com
ing over the fence.’
A visitor at an art gallery being asked wheth
er he preferred pictures to statuary, said he pre
ferred the latter, as ‘you kin go all round the
statoos, but can’t see only one side of the
ters.’
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