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■. r- ', mm lit wvw, \w w. < By RALPH CONNOR ^ liopo I may never become a mule. " " I am willing to be led, or want to be at any rate. I must do the best, not second best, for her, for me. The best only Is God’s will. What else would you have7 I3e good to her these days, dear did fellow. Yours, . Craig. How often those words have braced me lie will never know, but I am a bet ter man for them: "The best only Is God’s will. What else would you have?’* I resolved I would rage and fret no more and that I would worry Mrs. Mavor With no more argument or expostulation, but, as my friend had asked, "be good to her." WMc "Do you mean that people"—she be gan anxiously. "No; I am not ‘people.’ I have eyes, and my eyes have been opened.” “Opeued?" "Yes, by love." Then 1 told bar openly how weeks ago I struggled with my heart nnd mastered it, for I saw It was vain to love her because she loved a better man, who loved her in return. She lodkcd at me shyly and said: “1 aui sorry." “Don’t worry,” l snid cheerfully. “1 didn't break my heart, you know. I Btopped It in time." "0111" bIio said, slightly disappointed. Then her lips began to twitch, and she went off into a lit of hysterical laugh ter. "Forgive me,” she sail humbly, "but you speuk as If it had been a fever.” "Fever Is nothing to It,” I said sol emnly. "It was a near thing." At which she went oil again. I was glad to see her laugh. It gave me time to recover my equilibrium, and It re lieved her intense emotional strain. So I rattled on some nonsense about Craig land myself till I saw she was giving no hood, but thlnkiug her own thoughts, and what those were it was not hard to guess. { Suddenly she broke in upon my talk: "Ho will tell mo that I must go from him." "I hope be is no such fool," I said emphatically and somewhat rudely, I fear, for I confess I was impatient with the very possibility of separation for tlieBe two, to whom lovo meant so much. Some people tako this sort of thing easily and some not so easily, but love for a .woman like this comes once only to a man, and then ho car ries it with him through tho length of his life nnd wnrms his heart with it in death. And wliou a man smiles or sneers at such lovo as this I pity him and say no word, for my speech would ho in an unknown tongue. So my heart wnq^soro ns I sat looking up at this woman who stood before me, over flowing with the joy of her now lovo, and dully conscious of tho coming pnlu. But. I soon found It was vain to urge my opinion that she should re main and share tho -work and life of tho man she loved. She only answer ed: "You will help him nil you can, for it will hurt him to have mo go." The quiver in her voice took out all tho anger from my heart, and before I know I had pledged myself to do All I could to holp him. But when I came upon him that night, sitting In tho light of his Are, I saw ho must be lot nlono. Some bat tles we light side by side, with com rades cheering us and being’cheered to victory, but there are lights wo may pot share, and these nro deadly fights, whore lives are lost and won. So I could only lay my hand upon his shoul der without a word. Ho looked up quickly, read my face nnd said, with a groan: "You know?” “I could not holp It But why . groan?" "She will think it right to go," he said desperately. "Then you must think for her. You must bring some common sense to bear upon the question.” "I cannot see clearly yet," he said. “The light will come." "May I show you how I see it?" I asked. "Go on," he said. For an hour I talked, eloquently, even vehemently^ urging the reason and right bf iny, opinion. She would be do ing no more than every woman does, no more than she did before. Her motli-' er-in-law had a comfortable home, all that wealth could procure, good serv ants and friends. The estates could be managed without her personal super vision. After a few years’ work here they would go east for little Marjorie’s education. Why should two lives be broken? And so I went on. He listened carefully, even eagerly. “You make a good case,” he said, with a slight smile. "I will take time. Perhaps you are right The light will come. Surely it will come. But;" and here he sprang up and stretched his arms to full length above his head, "I am pot. sorry. Whatever comes I am. not sorry. It is great to have her loye, but greater to love her as I do. Thank God, nothing can take that away. I am willing, glad, to suffer for the joy of loving her." Next morning befqre I was awake he was gone, leaving a note for me: My Dear Connor—I am due at the Land ing:. When I see you again, I think my way -wtll be clear. Now all ia dark. At tlmea I am a coward and often, as you -come time* kindly infoisji,©*. JWP.JUPU but the CHAPTER XII. LOVE IS NOT ALU r^HOSE days when we were waiting Craig’s return we spent in the woods or on the mountain sides or down in ennyon beside the stream that danced down to meet the Black Rock river, I talking and sketching and read ing and nlie listening and dreaming, with often a hapfry smile upon her face. But there wero moments when a cloud of shuddering fear would i her head like a queen. that face. “Go In and lie down: I’ll bring you something." "Wake me in the afternoon,” he said. "She Is waiting. Perhaps you will go to her.” His lips quivered. “My nerve ! Is rather gone.” Then, with a very I wan smile, he added, “I am giving you a lot of trouble.” | '‘You go to thunder!" I burst out, for ; my throat was hot and sore with grief for him. "I think I’d rather go to sleep,” he re plied, still smiling. I could not speak and was glad of the chance of being alone with Dandy. When I came In, I found him sitting with his head in his arms upon the ta ble fast asleep. I made him tea, forced him to take a warm bath and sent him to bed, while I went to Mrs. Mavor. I went with a fearful heart, hut that was because I had forgotten the kind of wolnan she was. She Was standing in the light of the window waiting for me. Her face was pnle, but steady; there was a proud light In her fathomless eyes, a slight smile parted her lips, and she carried sweep the smile away, aud then 1 would talk of Craig till the smile came back again. But tho woods nnd the mountains and the river wore her best, her wis est, friends during those days. How sweet the ministry of the woods to lior! The trees were in their now sum mer leaves, fresh nnd full of life. They swayed and rustled above us, flinging their interlacing shadows upon us, arid their swaying and their rus tling soothed aud comforted like the voice nnd touch of a mother. And tho mountains, top, in all the glory of their varying robes of blues and purples, stood calmly, solemnly, about us, up lifting our souls into regions of rest. Tho changing lights and shadow^ flit ted swiftly over their rugged fronts, but loft them ever ns before in their steadfast majesty. "God’s In his beav en." Wlint would you have? And ever tho little river sung its cheerful cour age, fearing not tlio great mountains that threatened to bar its passage to the sea. Mrs. Mavor heard the song, and her courage rose. “Wo, too, shall And our way,” she said, and I believed her. But through those days I could not make lior out, and I found myself studying her as I might a new ac quaintance. .Years had fallen from her. She was a girl again, full of young, warm lifo. She was as sweet as before, but there was a soft shyness over her, a half shamed, half frank consciousness in her face, a glad ( light in her eyes that made her all new to me. Her perfect trust in Craig was touching to see. "He will tell me what to do," she would say till I began to realize how Impossible it would be for him to be tray such trust and be anything but true to the best. So much did I dread Craig’s home coming that I sent for Graeme and old “Come in,’’ slia said. "You need not fear to tell me. I saw him ride home. Ho has not failed, thank God! ’I am proud of him, I knew he would be true. He loves me”—she drew in her breath sharply, and a faint color tinged lior cheek—“but he knows love Is not all—ah. love Is not all! Oh, I am glad and proud!" “Glad!" .1 gasped, amazed. “You would not have him prove faithless!" she said, with proud de fiance. “Oh, it is high sentimental non sense!" I could not help saying. “You should not sny so," she replied, ? nd her voice rang clear. “Honor, aith and duty are sentiments, but j they are not nonsense." ' In spite of my rage I was lost in I amazed admiration of the high spirit I of the woman who stood up so straight ■ before me, but ns I told how worn ! and broken he was she listened with ! changing color and swelling bosom, her prpud courage all gone and only love, anxious and pitying, in her eyes. “Shall I go to him?" sho asked, with timid eagerness and deepening color. "He is sleeping. He said he would come to you,” I replied., "'"I shall wait for him," she said soft ly, and the tenderness in her tone went straight to my heart, and it seemed to me a man might ‘ suffer much to be loved with love such as this. In the early afternoon Graeme came to her. She met him with both hands outstretched, saying in a low voice: "I am very happy." “Are you sure?" he asked anxiously. "Oh, yes,” she said, hut her voice wns like a sob, "quite, quite surel" They talked long together till I saw that Craig must soon be coming, arid I called Graeme away. He held her hands, looking steadily into her eyes, and snid: “You are better even than I thought mau Nelson, who was more and more ! I’ 111 £°l n S to be a better man.” Grueme’s trusted counselor and friend. They wero both highly excited by the story I hud to tell, for I thought it best to.tell them all, but I was not a little surprised and disgusted that they did not see tho matter In my light. Iu vain I protested against the madness of al lowing anything to send these two from each other. Graeme summod. up the discussion In his own emphatic way, but with an earnestness In his words not usual with him. “Craig will, know better than any of us what is right to do, arid he will do that, and no mail cun turn him from it, and," he added, “I should be sorry to try." • Tliep my wrath rose, and I cried: “It’s a tremendous shame! They lovo each other. You uro talking seutl- montnl humbug and nonsense." "He must do the right,” said Nelson in his deep, quiet voice. “Right! Nonsense! By what right does he send frpm him tho woman he loves?" “ ‘He pleased not himself,’" quoted Nelson reverently. ' “Nelson is right,” said Graeme. “I should not like to see him weaken." “Look here," I stormed. i ‘,I didn’t bring you meu to back him up in his nonsense. I thought you could, keep your heads level." “Now, Connor," said Graeme, “don’t rage. Leave that for the heathen. It’s bad form and useless besides. Craig Will walk his way where his light falls, and, by all that’s holy, I should hate to see him fail, for if he weakens like the rest of us my North star will have dropped from my sky." “Nice selfish spirit," I muttered. “Entirely so. I’m not vji saint, but 1 feel like steering by one when I see ^hen, after a week had gone, Craig rode up one early morning to his shack door, x his face told me that he had fought his fight and had not been beat en. He had ridden all night and was ready to drop with weariness. “Connor, old boy," he said, putting out his hand, ‘‘I’m rather played. There was a bad row a,t. the Landing. I have just closed poor Colley’s eyes. It was awful. I must get sleep. Look after Dandy, will you, like a good chap,” "Oh, Dandy be hanged 1” I said, for -I knew it was not the fight nor the .watching nor the long, ride that had shaken his Iron nerr^andgire? him Her eyes filled with tears, but her smile did not fade as she answered; "Yes, you will be u good man, and God will give you work to do.” . 1-Ie bent; bis head over her hands and stepped back from her ns from a queeu, but he spoke no w * 0l 'd till we came to Craig’s door. Then he said, with humility that seemed strange in him: “Connor, that is groat—to conquer oneself. It is worth while. I am go- lng~to try.” I would not have missed his meeting With Craig. Nelson was busy with tea. Craig was writing near the window. He looked ap as Graeme came in and nodded an easy • good evening, but Graeme strode to lilm and, putting one bund on his shoulder, held but his oth er for Craig to take. After a moment’s surprise Craig rose to Ills feet and, facing him squarely, took the offered hand In both of his and held it fast without a word. Graeme was the first to speak, and his .voice was deep with emotion. "You are a great man, a good man. I’d give something to have your grit." Poor Craig stood looking at him, not daring to speak for some moments. Then he said quietly: . "Not good or great, but, thank God, not quite a traitor." “Good man!” went on Graeme, pat ting him on the shoulder. "<£ood man! But it’s tough.” Craig sat down quickly, saying, “Don’t do that, old chap!” I went up with Craig to Mrs, Ma yor’s door. She did not hear us com ing, but stood near the window gazing up at the mountains. She Was dressed in some rich soft stuff and wore at her breast a bunch of wild flowers. I bad never seen her so beautiful. I did not' wonder that Craig paused with his foot upon the threshold to look at her. She turned and saw us. With a glad cry, "Oh, my darling, you have come to me!” she came with outstretched arms. I turned and fled, but the cry and the vision were long with me; It was decided that night that Mrs. Mavor should go the next week. A miner and his wife were gbirig east, and I, too, would join the party. The camp went into mourning at the news, but it was understood that any display of grief before Mrs. Mavor was bad form. She was not to be an noyed. But when I suggested that she should leave quietly and avoid the pain of say ing goodby she flatly refuted. “I must say goodby to every man. They love irie, and I love them.” It was decided, too, at first, that there should be nothing in the way of a testimonial, but when Craig found out that the men were coming to her with all sorts of extraordinary gifts he agreed that it would be better that they should unite in one gift. So it was agreed that I should buy a ring for her. And were it not that the contribu tions were strictly limited to $1 the purse that Slaviu handed her when Shaw read the address at the farewell supper would have been many times filled with the gold that was pressed upon the committee. There were no speeches at the supper except one by myself in reply on Mrs. Mavor’s behalf. She had given me the words to say, and I was thoroughly prepared, else I should not have got. through. I began in the usual way: “Mr. Chairman, ladies and gentle men. Mrs. Mavor is’’— But I got no further, for at the men tion of her name the men stood on the chairs and yelled until they could yell no more. There were over 250 of them, and the effect was overpowering. But I got through my speech. I remember it well. It began: “Mrs. Mavor Is greatly touched by this nmrk of your love, and she will wear your ring always with pride." Aud it euded with: “She has one request to make—that you will bo true to the league- and that you stand close about the man who did most to make it. She wishes me to say that, however far away she may have to go, she is' leaving her heart in Black Rock- and she can think of no greater joy than to come back to you again." Then they had “The Sweet By and By," but the men would not join in the refrain, unwilling to lose a note of the glorious voice they loved to hear. Be fore the last verse she beckoned to me. I went to her standing by Craig’s side as he played for her. "Ask them to sing," she entreated. “I cannot bear It.”. “Mrs. Mavor wishes you to sing in the refrain," I said, and at once the men sat up and cleared their throats. The singing was not good, but at the first sound of the hoarse notes of the men Craig's head went down over the organ, for he was thinking, I suppose, of the days before them when they would long in vain for that thrilling voice that soared high over their own hoarse tones. And after the voices died away he kept on playing till, half turning toward him, she sang alone once more the refrain In a voice low and sweet and tender, as if for him alone, nnd so he took- it, for he smiled up at her his old smile, full of courage and full of love. Then for one whole hour she stood saying goodby to those rough, gentle hearted men whose inspiration to good ness she had been for five years. It was very wonderful and very quiet. It was understood that there was to be no nonsense, and Abe had been heard to declare that he would “throw out any cotton backed fool” who couldn’t hold himself down, and, further, he had en joined them to remember that her arm wasn’t a pump handle. 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