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w 1 ..... —■ ( JU LI A L. • j CONCLUDED. O ice more I descended the stairs and sat , Diyself quietly on the last sw f p. I did uot.waii ninny moments. Shading the ligh' will) her . h Hid, J ilia stole down, ami opened •> doot in i the passajt. We were in a little parlour—ihe . gaping sei van’ was about also to enter. 1 wins- . pered her lo slay without. Julia did not s p euij to observe or to heed this. Fr ilrq s in this a- ' partrnent— -connected with all the associations ■ of daylight and safety—she fell herself secure. 1 She appeared, 100, to look round the little room ■ will) a s iiisfj -d air, and her face, though very [ pale, had lost its aspect of fear. 'Pin? room was cold, and look' d desolate enough, heaven knows—‘be furniture all disar ranged and scaiteied, the tables strewed with liner, tue I'Og turned up, the ashes in the grate. Bui Julia lieie sufE led me lo lake her hand, and , Jali i here lea.H upon my liossum, and 1 kissed away the tears fioni her eyes, and she confessed she had been very, very unhappy. Then with all the power that I.ova gives us ■ over the one beloved, that soli despotism that j nudls away the will, I urged n)V suit to Julia, I and implored her io let us become the world io j each other. And Julia had yet the virtue to refuse, and her Gank simplicity had already half ' restored my own better angel lo myself, when > 1 heard a sleight alarmed scream from without [ ■ —an angry voice—the door opened—l saw a' female vvlwnn I was at no loss to conjecture must be Julia’s sister. What a picture it made! Tiie good lady with her bonnet de nuit, and, ber—but, alas 1 the story is too serious I u j'*st; yet imagine how the small things of life inter fere with its great events : the widow had come ■ down to look lot her keys that she had left be hind. The pathetic , the passionite ; alt mar- i ted by a bunch of keys. She looked hard at me before she even desirne'd to regard my com- ■ panion ; and then a|»pr< ;£ eg us» she > »k J>> 1 ]i'a imighly enough by du itn. “<»o up stni. s. go 1” said she. “How have you deceived me. And you, sir, what do you < Irerc ? Who are you ?” “My dear hfiy, take a chair, and let us have ’ ’•I ' H | some raiiond conversation. “Sir, do von mean to insult nu ?” “How can you imagine 1 dot” Leave tie- house this instant, or I shall order ' in the polic m.m ! • “N >: y • >tt 1“ “How—will I not ?” J dei, d'd of an oscanc, had already glided from h<* i num “M • I mi,” said 1 “listen to me, I will not leave Hus ipjrrninnf until I ti ve- exonerated yor sister from .>ll lilaine in this interview. 1 (Chimed die fi<»ns<~irrikTTowu~ lo tier; I went at once to hoi pwrt ? »<n>Jir—ypmstaft ; it was so ; I speak Hie Dinh. 7 msi'i.ed on Speaking to he is 1 insisted <>n upo. king to yon now ; ttnd if vhi wII not hear me, know the result’ it is this; I will visit the house, guard it as you cm ; day and night I will visit it, until it hold Julia no more, until she is mine 1 Is this '.lie 1 emnage of a man whom you can control ? Come, he seated, and her me.’’ Tin* M stress of th<‘ house thus iDechanically took i chair. We cunvei>ed together for more th r; an hour. And 1 found that Julia had been courted th.e year before by a man in ex ceilm ' circumitufices, oi her own ige, anti her owu .s'aiuin i;i I’fe ; that she li id once appeared (b'ju'sed ;•>. fivi'f l.u-s suit, mil that Since she I It'd kiii'Wii ilf , sh" hidr< j 'Cted it. The Sis- 1 th I* a> v i v mxtoiis >he should not accept it. I Sir t, pc de t i > me tvhe’her 7 -mould persevere ' in i suit tii it could < ot end honorably to Julia; i to ■■ exclusion of one 'lull would secure her! ; 111 ' ’ .Cirespectali le v, a St: lion, and a home. ! 1 a>s strut kby this appeal. Tiie widow was like most <d In" • i ss, ii shrewd and worldly 1 Worn d • nm'.'iii •>' tdlow up the advantage , she b"i ' unej ; ml, at length, emboldened hv ' my sdenee. i.d dependin’ gre ily on my evi-, dem p (ssimi r Julin, she threw out a pretty | bro nt linn th i’ ..." only w y io fi esti die dis- j pule 1(1'1; wis r<» m.tri y Jnh i uiysi If. I said Ho ’itii'i ii im<wei in rhe w i lows suggestion, but I 1 ► ill e.| ner iis >. i us.' f oni u»\ mmu'i,ih it I it hi- tr j. ■ i - fl ci. I left th • House after - tin am c. l He c.’in '> •' i se. <)n m>i* n1 I eu giged .)o : > .dd:> >s J .ill hei sell' any nioie. <.) .1 r)i•».;i »v ’• ji . s(i«' nn's.'i.*, Ihi t, oil ; uppi; bei, s w.ial 1> ts me m >uy time to S»'C J I . • veil due. L It 111 1 11' . * l. I A Mil 1 -Ik r>r r • it i" x w • : v» I Hid i stuirp contest w.’l» mi -)• Cml'l w t ii love stdl Im niuj in > * vmi, .• >i> H, • m Hiiiri J,ili i ? Y>‘l cmii.l I . <«> .cpi.vi? per of the holv mil lesii".- <-i s a.ioii she |i 1 ii in ht-i pottf r (,» hoi ! I > ’ i •>.,• n>■ ■.‘io, ’ >• ' > Hi> ! sti i>s purpiii.* in he< >1- ' I .Hon ? A h »! chose wis left m>>; sin ul i I iie\ !».• »<■. ■ 1 s nin f .nd pniffer nrir- II i ? Io i.i"e rt » -me beautiful, indeed, sn> ’!■ . s» .j>>, im ni i out hi( h, education ; w > >• ;»» iviiii mv-elf in a single lh m■ >• 1 o i {b • lit tml »t iuv ovn desue, Hli.l 111 •. i * • ll I. . ; Ii ■I, he Si n<e to I eel must be a di con J •ml el- u ped Ide for the mere vv > stti;> of • x erti d i| ■>! 1 : tes { et, yet, in a M.n l, I ieh as if I cotai 1 arrive ai no decision 1 r IllVs'Jf.. V ieu .'lovepr. v ..led »ver all. I resolved • o call .m lie w low, > ii quest permission to S»o h|i.kx cii :> i .sit .lull i at her house, and, '• '>a»,i p * soij M■■ uige, still to pay her 1i0,',0: : hi a conll ship, wi ii a view of ascertaining ■"tr ii'in >,'!s and di : ms.t.ons v me as coiigetii • ' > n IteArls. / f Such a prupusition, i ‘I reasonable and conirno.i sense i ‘ no\” day I c died on her sister ; «li>>se slirewdeye spirkled it the pioposiiiou. ‘ s ll'lll.jod! Is w.l.lia! \Vh ltd. lia|| ne lin her (.ice ! i\ on «h it sin,les and )-s ip threw lims.-lf m uy a l ines ! 1 was • -iimJ ri I hap] v. An I u >'.v ( <all>d every d >y, and every div <nvJib t ; (mt (<■,-• he t’l si interi<-w, the >• uni wis hrok n! 1 s.w with new eyes ’ i tt • s star. comm" rt.,l 1.1 de |> .( k-bone of iter ■il, a sb ’ •(»(. j indeed p ( he t'r.oiioh' of Hie s ;> ut Ida her s;-. » uis in m ke. J dis wis ex lei.'lv im -.ess '.l bv die .». iou‘s joy and vis #:uns ol splviiduui evidently ui.uglcd with bios • 4 l *» ofhive. ’ V/jiat ojarn natural ? Lwe perhaps ’ predominately over all; bur was it possible that, ; in a young and im'iginauvrj mind, the worldly vanities should he wholly dormanF? Vel it was natm.il, also, that my suspicion should be 1 mused, that 7 should fear 1 was deceived, that j I might have been designedly led on this step, that what had seemed naluie m Julia was in ic nlitv art ! I looked in her face and its sunny an I be in- i tiful candour reassured me hut th»’ moment at- j terwards the though! forced itself upon me a- ; i gain — I recalled also the instances 1 had ever ' . known of unequal mirrtages, and I 1 mcied I sow utihappincss in all, it seemed ! that the superior had been p ilpabiy emp I. ! Thus a coldness insensibly crept over the wnnt- j ied ardour of my manner, and instead of that blessed thongli'lessness, the L.ys'-in crcduliiy , ' with which lovms should give themselves tip to ■ the transport of die hour, and ini 'gine to >! each is the center of all porfe.cti<*‘, I became rest • less and vig'dent, for ever sifting motives, and j diving deeper than the sweeet surface of the I present time. Mv mind thus influenced, the j delusion that conce ils all faults and tiDcongeni ' aliiies gradually evaporated; I noted a th msand things in Julia that made me start at the noimn lof seeing her become my wife. So long as . marriage bad not entered into my Views , so j long those fmltsbid not me; had I passed unlmeded ; I sow her row with other i eves. When I sought in her l->v«- and beau-v ah n? I was cotile.nteil. to ask no more. At p»*.*-n' I sought more; site is to become tue cumoanmn of :i hfe,~ ami I was atuinud, nay, > even exaggerated, the petty, cause* of mi dis pleasme; and inelegance of expression; a neg ligence of conventional formes; fretted and ir- ■ ritaied me in her far more than they would have done in one of my own station. ! Whet) love first Im comes reasonable, it soon i afterwards grows unjust. I did not scruple to comuiunicale to Julia alt the little occurrences , of die day, or little points in her m.iitnec. that ( had annoyed me ; and 1 found th it she did not , take r;.y suggestions, mild and g irded as they ’ were, in i manner I thongtu I hid a right to ! expect. Sue Ind i accustome Ito see me enamoured of her ii-irest word oi gesture; , she was n it prepued to find me now cavilling i and reproving; her face, always ingenious, e ■' voiced at once her mortification at tiro change. She thought me alwns in the vvrotig, wearisome, ' exacting, and Unjust. She never openly icsem ed ar first, merely pouted om bet pretiy lip and ■w is s.b nt for the next h ill hour; but by de- ' t’rees, mv beautiful Jidii begin to evince tra ! ces of a “spirit”—a spirit not indeed, unlemin : inc, ami never loud—a spiiil ol sorrow r»t.her ! than anger > I was ungenerous, she said I had j never found these faults before—l had never ; n q'tired all this perfeciion —md then she wept nJ that went to my heVu t ; and I was not i satisfied with myself till she smiled again. Bm i ii wis easy to perceive th it fiom taking pleas ure in each other’s society we grew by degrees i to find embariasment ; the fear of quarrel, dis ' content, and a certain pain supplying the place lof eager and all ;, bs nbing rap >i< <■ ; md when / looked to the future, 7ti nii 1 », Ina word, jhi repeat once moi'. —“ 17»c c/i .rm ta<if Oh, epoch in the h.story of human |i ’>sion ! when'li it phrase is spoken, what velum's does iit not convey 1 Wlni bitter what irremed able I disappointment f what dread conviction of the ; fallacy of hope and the false colouring of inn ginaiion ; from life as we fancied it, to life as Itiis I In the arabi itj tale, when one eye was 1 touched with the mvsiic uintmtnf, all the treus j tiros of the earth became visible, an I the stcr . de lock w ts transformed into mines of inexhaus 'i ( tbl" wealth: but when the same spell is cx | tended to tioiii eyes the delusion vanishes—the 1 earth relapses into its ancient b irrenness—and the mine lades once more into the desert; so in ; tire experience of the passions—while we are * as yet but paitially the creature of the each int i men', we are blessed with a power to discover ■ j gl'*ry in all things ; we are as rn igicians—we i are- as gods 1 we are no; contented ; we de ■ m end more ; custom touches both eyes ; and, 1 lo ! die vision is departed, and wc are alone tn the wilderm ss again 1 i Ouo eveumg after one of our ihu d quarrels I and iuc''ti( iii .tions, Julia’s spirits seemed to i be. r iis"d into more th in u*ml reaction. There w. re three o< fotr of her friend* presenl ; a sort of a party ; her cousins, the lotti teen seek- ' ers, among the rest and she wis the life of tiie 1 circle. In proportion to hergaieiy I was dis- j «. —..... i . x r i i » • « • . . ; f i contented ; i fancied >he combined vvijfi the ! widow, wito evidently wanted to “.show meoir” i in her own d >mnaide phrase, »s It -r sister’s I wc.oer ; and this is i position tn which no toler- I ably fastidious in >n likes »o tie pl ice I t add to Uns, my readers very well know ip it people xv li.» have no inelejance wli' ii subdued, throw oil i thoiisind hiile grossierities when they are elated. V> ordeal is hud r for a vomi! and lovely Woman, wito h is not been brot.olii ,p c.en ventiunaliy, to piss with yrace, than that ofitFr ovr i unirstraiiied tneritn nt. Levity requires poirsh in proportion to your interest <o the per s m whn 11t.lillites it j and levity* m his mistress is almost always displeasing to a passionate lov er. Love is so very (.’rave and so very refined I a duty. Li short, *' Vl .|y instance added to mv secret vex ui »ti. I absolutely colored with race i at every jest bandied between p >or Julia and her companions, /swear I think I could have i beat her, with a sife conscience, Ino pirtv went; now catne mv turn, f remonstrated Julia replied —we both lost our tamper. 1 fm cieduhcn I was entirely tn the riu’ht ; but now, alas! I will believe myselfwrontj : it is some sacrifice to a memory to own i'. “A ou always repine at my happier?,” said Julia ; “to be merry is alwiys in your exes a crime; I'cannot bear this tyr mny ; I ani mu yom wife, and if I were I would not bear i l . if I displease you now what shall 1 do hereaf ter i” “B it my dear Julii you can so easily avoid the little peculiarities / dislike. B«d eve me unreasonable—jteibipse I am so.‘ Lissome pleasurn l » 'a generous mind to sacrifice to the iHitcasonableness of one we love. In a word I own it Ir <nkly, it you meet all mv wishes w ith this obstinacy, we Cannot be happy, and ■ • and ” 4 ' “I sec,’" interrupted J.ilii, w’ b vehemence. “J see what you w >uld's*y; you | arc tired •, yvt fi id th it i do not suit year j idol n-itions—you tli.m-ht me all perfect when i you cesigned me for your victim ; bat now, j that you think something is to be sacrificed on j your p ut, ybu think only of that piiirv s irri- I fine, and dem Cid of’me an impossible perfec- j ‘ iion in ifctuiti I’’ ! Tneie was so much truth in this reproach ! ,ihit it s'ling me to the quick. Ii was ntdeli- 1 cate, perilups, in Julia to use it-—ii was cot lam ; ly unwise. I lu'ttf'd Dale wiih anger. I. “Al l lam,*’ i beg in, wiih that courtesy Which • conveys all reproach. ; “31 id.on repeated Jaliay turning stidenly I round ; her It.is purled ; her eyes 11 istung 1 throii';h her tea's; tdarm—gYief—bit also in- J •dtg'Li’ion qmv'?rhig in every muscle.' “h it | coma to tins ? Go! Lu’’ us part; my love ceases since i see yoms is over I Wore v-iu twice as wealthy ; twice as proud ; 1 would no. hnmhh; myself to be beholden to your justice ' instead of y.ont afiectiou—r t!!;t'r--rather---oli j God ! would r have sacrificed myself; given ! up al! to you, th in accept one advantage (rum 1 the man who considers it an hoiior. Let u* ; part.” J ilia li-.nl evidently conceived the word I h id used in cold an! bitter icspect, asanyirony on her station, us a proof <d coldness ; but I did not stop to consider whether or not she was t easoit ifily provoked ; her disdain for the sacrifice f tlHHight so groat e all.ul me , the vi olence, of her passion revolted, t thought only of tl:-’ escape site olL: ( .-J mo : “L«’l us part” rang in my ear like a reprieve to a convict. j rose at once ; took my bat calm ; and not till I re orbed the door did i reply. j “Enough, Jali i; wc part for ever. You ” ill hear lioni me ly-mm raw for the last j time.” 1 left the house an 1 tro lis on air. Aly love foi Julia, long decreasing, seemed crushed at once. 1 im (giued her fmmer geniieness all hyp icttsy ; I in night only of the lermugaiit I h.id escaped. I. coitgraml ited myself that she lining broken tiie citain, i wis free and with i honor. I did not thou ; no,- nor til! it wis too late ; recall '.he despiir primed on lew hueless face, when (lie calm low voice of my resolution broke upon Uei ear, ami she saw that she hid in Seed ios in • for ever. Thai imagine rises I u tore nx ii iw; it Will haunt me to my grave. ,11 ji feareres p.«le an . locked ; the ptsdr, the i reseatmeiti, all sunk, hi'rgi din one incredrt- ' lons, will stony aspect o! deserted love. Ai,s’ • ( ala'—could 1 have believe] th n . she f-dt so '.deeply! 1 wrote to her the next day kindly I i and temperately, but such a tone made tiie wound deeper—hade her firewell for ever. 1 , To her sister I wu o;he more fully. 7 said that 1 .our tempers were so thoionghly unsuncd, that i no ni ton il hope cl happiness m our union cuulJ •’exist for either. I bessonght her tiotfopcr -5 I suade or induce her sister to marrv the suiter ' who hid iormerly aI it (•«<■-■ J net. u.-dess she ! ! could return his alf .-r'ion. Whoapsoever sh" 1 mn t icd tier foi tune should be my erne. I) i.f d , Less in a little time some one would be ns dear to her as I once had. fancied myself to be. ! “Let,” 1 slid, “no dyspitiry in fontur, then, i be an dbs'acle on either side ; I will cherfidly • , give up half my own to red ‘cm whatever ufllic ' j lion I may have occ ;-ionnd her.” With .hii letter I entirely satisfied my conscience. ft is almost incredible to think in how short ' a I'mie the whole of di events h •<! been ctow | <l.,'d--williin how few weeks 7 h id concentr n ;ed the whole history of Lovd-its first myste i rio is sciitiinet)!---Jirjent passion, its dis isr'Uf'oii; its coolness; Us everlasting farewell I ' [ In font days 7 received a letter from J.ilA’s i : sister-—none from u .ihi. 7; was written in a - tone of pert and (1 ppm! insel nre, which mule ' 1 me m>ru than ever ';ecoacded to the tain of j • events but. it contained one peters of news I i • did not hour with indi.T rence; Julia had ac-i copied tie o.Tir of her fi-mer suitor, and was) to be'muried next week ‘She bid me s.iy,’l ' wrote the widow, ‘that she sees at once ihronglrj your pretence, under atrefl’ceted wish for hip- ■ | fiiness, to prevent her fmun’mg this lespectable ' J connexion; she set?s th it you still assiime the ! right to dictate to h'*r, and that your oilers of I generosity are merely the connescensions of a .fancied sipc'ioripv: she issnres von, however, i tint your wish for tier hippiness is already io 'al.Z'd-.’ ; 1 his undeserved an I iiamhing message cuni- pitted my conquest over any hirkin<i rem irse 1 or re .’ret; an I 1 do not, in my resniVment at ■ Julia’s injustice, perceive how much it wis (he oprreration of a wounded vanity upon a do i sp’iiin<t hmirt, I srdl lingered in town, nnd, some days af i .er*a >rds / went to dine in the neighb.irliood o; Westminster, at the house of one of the must j ivi’d of boon companions, I had for sum i weeks avoi led society, the temporary cessa tion g ive a new edge to mv zest f, ir its pleasn* es. file hours 11 >w rapidly; mv spiiiis rose, and / enjoyed the prese.it with a gust (hat bad been ! lone drifted to me. Ou leaving the house on f the fineness of i the mght, with i’s fosty air and clear stars. ' tempted me to turn from my direct wav home ward, and I wandered, mechanically, toward- I a scene which his nlw ty? possessed to me, a* night, a great attraction, v'z, the bridge uhidi ilevides die suburb from t!ie very focus of the j capital, with iis proud abbey and glooms ‘ .Senate! I walked to and fro the bridge, gaz ing at times on the dark waters, reflecting' the ligh s from (he Jndf-«een bouses, and the s'ars ”f the ss’mnn heaven?. My iuind w >.? filled ”ith shadowy an l vague presentments J t' It awed an | saddened, without a puip.bla C>use,|the late excitement of my spirits was suc ceeded by a melancholy reaction. 1 mused ov»w the various disappoin'ments of my life, and ’ i’>.» Ttimbke delnshm which I havesoofiei w*“ h d deity and clasped a cloud. Mv histo ry with Julii mile a principal part of these meditations; her image returned to m > irie-i’.ti biy, and with renewed charms, fri vain / endeavoured to recm to lhe feelings of self ac quit d arid gratul itiott, which a few horn s ago had ac’u re 1 mo, my heart was softened, and mv oicmu'j, tefusej.. to rrc«dl all ha ule r rc- t ' f froApertion— -tier |eve— ner innocence, only ; : obuiided themselves upon me, arid 1 sighed to I [think that, jeihqis, by this time she was i;re-[ i vocaidy anotbc’is. 1 retracted my steps, and ' j was mr.v at the end of the bridge, when, just ; • by the stairs, I perceived a crowd, and heard I ! a vague and gathering clamour. A secret im j pulse Jaurried me to the place. 1 heard a po-1 j iicem in speaking with the eagerness winch • 1 characterizes the excitement of narration. I ‘.\ly suspicions were ro'is'.'d.’quoth lie, ‘as I' j passed, and saw a fem tie standing by die i i bridge. So, you see, i kept loitciing there, ! t -.nid a miiiu.e after 7 went gently up, and 1 : heard tiie young woman groan? and she turned! I murid as 1 cirsne up, fm I frightened her, and I ' I never sfiali f.irget her t ie?, it was so w '-be-1 gone, and yet she was so young and ban- i some. And so you see I spoke to heiy! I and I said, s tysl, ‘Ymtu ’ worn m, wh .1 do you d i here at tuts boui?” And she said, 41 / itn wailing lor a boa'; I expect my mo'dier from . Ittebmond.” “And somehow or other i was' , foolish enongh to believe what she said, she ■ I looked so quiet and respectable: like , ami 7 j I went away, you understand; and in a minute j |afier, for ! kept near the spot 1 heard a heavy j [splash in tlmOiv. tier, and then I knew wliat n j | ill was. I ran up, and I just saw hwr once rise; ■ and so as I couid not swim, 1 gave the alum, and we got the boat; but il was too I ate., “Poor giil 1” lisped aa old coster woman; ‘I . dare say she was crossed in love.’ ‘Wii itis thi.-d, said I, mixing with the crowd. ‘A young woman has drowned liersell, sir, ‘Where? f dot see the body.’ . ‘lt be taken to the watch house, and the 1 doctors are trying to recover ii.’ ! A horrible idea had crossed my mind; un j founded, improbable us it seemed, I leM as it ! compelled to confirm or remove it. 1 made j ihe policeman go with me to tiie watch liutist; i—7 pushed away the crowd; I approached the j body. O!i, God, that white face; the heavy [dripping hair; ihe swollen form, and all that i decent and maiden beauty, with ihe coarse ’ cover half thrown oyer it, and the uusynjpu ' thizing surgeons standing bv! >md the uuiaiui i li ir f ices of the women! What a scene! what a . dun It bed! J diathoii art avenged! It was her, th ui, whom 1 beheld, her, the i self des/. over. i hurry over tiie uului record. 1 am writmg my ow n condemnation, stanijmig i■ my own cu.se. They found upon the corpse a lit'et; ibi'ir hi'd as it was, I yet could de-ci . : phor i/> characters, il w.is to me. ft ran thtLs; ; ‘I believe now t'tal I have been much to [ blame f*»< I am writing caledy, with a fixed tle , j lei inamion not to live, and I see how ipucb • ; 1 have dirown away the love you once gave . ; me. Yet 1 have ! »ved you always, how dear jly, 1 never told you, and never can tell! But [ ■ wiii'ii you seemed to think so much ol your— . ! w’i'.ii shall I s iy? your cmideseensioii in mariy j ii!', [le.lnps, loving me, it m iddened me to lbw . i lii.ihi, and, tiinigh 1 woiti 1 have given worlds . ‘ io pie iso y in, [ could not boar to see the d;i- i fenmcc in your niainter, after you caine losce me . ' d my, and to think <:f me as a woman ought to [ b" thought of, and this, 7 know, made me (seem cross, and peevish, and uniniiable, but I | could not help it, and so you ceased ;o love me, j hi I I fill tli u, and longed, madly, loreleiso .you iron ■ tie you re pen*, '[’ho moment came i for me to do s?, and we p ined. Them yon i w ote to me, and my sister m ule me see in the j letter what peril ips< you did not imouJ, but, in j deed, I wis only sensible to the tiioiiglit that I I *t id lost you forever, and that you scornrul me. ! A i J then my vani'y was roused, arid 1 know 'you still loved me, and 1 fancied 1 could revenue I myself upon you by marrying anol her. But ! when I came to see, *tid meet, and smile upon [ that other, and to fuel the d:y approach, and i to refl -cl tii it you had been all in all to me, and I wis about to pass my whole life with one 1 I 'lit'ied, after h iving loved s i well and so en i liiely, I fidi I hid reckoned too much on my i own strength, and tint I could not su.s'ain my [ courage any lon<for. Nothing is left to me in j life, tiie anguish I stiffer is i;oh.u ibln, and I Ii ive, I it leng'li m ide up mv mind to die. But think ! . not tii it lam a poor love sick girl only. J on aitire, I am still a revengeful vomin. You h ive deserted nr», and | kn v.v mvself to Id.une, bti/ J c inntit hoar th it yon should forget ami despise me, as vou would if I vteroto matry • am about to force vou to 'en>einber mo for ever. to bo sorry for me, to forgive nto, lo love me better than yon have done yet, even when von l ive ! me most. It is in this way /hat I shall be revenged!’ An! with th : s will turninil of contending f? l.ngs, the pride of woman'mo l wrestling with iho softies?, forgiveness ni h revenge, high e mudons with erring principles, agony, led on to Jonh by the hope Io be remembered and de nlored, widi this contest at iky heart didst tlio i go down to ihv watery grave! What tnnfit have passed within thee in (hose hrie f and terrible moments, when thou stood, jest by the dok waters, hesitating, lingering,! .fearin’!', yet resolved! And f was near rhe in! i that hour, and knew thee not, at hand at>4 saved ; j the m>! Old bitter w«s the revenge, lasting is i the remembrance! Ilencrforlh, J ask no more iof n>>mui Alfections: I stand alone on the Eai th ! i I “<MIWOKEEr~ Satlbday CVfj'/r 19, 1533. '— . i We will receive Bids under lhe denomina- j lion of live dollars, on any of the solvent Batiks, from any person indebted to us now or who t may w.j’i to subscribe to the Intelligencer. We !nve beretof .. o remarked th it wf» should I enter upon ;>,u ex.tiniii it'on of wltat wo suppos- ( e.l would be among the d itits of the mcmi)ers I <•1 tha l.ngisl'litre from (his citenit, fust of t d!, t it i< ex remely important Io know wh it r»,| .fuui- s ship, while men having Indian familios, hoar to t the community, are they to bn regarded as t while men or as Indiana ? .Are they to be re.- t girded as while m.j fir some purposes and Ii- I d. ins lor other purpi.-gt ? ? (, h-.s ijc-gu j jJ-ci.-.J- t ;1y determined 'lmf, “they ar? Indians for nF/ ! purposes,” yet, we see them voting at our elec tions and holding offices under the slate and [ general government, if they are Indians they ! cannot appear as witnesses in our courts in [ which a white min may boa party. If they aro , legally Indians, they have no right to vote or I hold offices, under Georgia, yet vve see them : doing both : wo hope ihat a sulij jct so liable to i stripe-breeding, will be attended lo by the Le gislature. I REPORT. . OJ the. Guvcrntntnt Directors of the Bank of the United Sf.atei to the l*iesideiit, relation to the Printing lUjfen'C.s of th it ins!i-ution, j rife.rred. to in the paper 'read to his Cabinet- [ on the of September, 1833. To the, Preddujil of the. United Slates: Philadelphia, August 19, 1533. ! Stitt—We had tho honor to receive your ; letter of too 3-. i instant, fib'ccting us to examino and report up in tli-i Espouse Account of the Bank of the Uniied States, for the last two , years. Those of us to whom it was addressed, i requested the nltt.'iuLince of our colleague, Mr. i McElderry, to assil t us in the examination.—* , Ou his arriv il, we proceed to investigate the i various sharges, and to look into sucli of the | vouchers on which they were founded, as we I hid time and opportunity to These arc I so iiumeioiis, and embrace so many small items of various kinds, that a full view of them can [ only be given to you, by transmi'iing copies, I made by some person authorized or requeste-d iby yon or the Secretary of the Treasury. The ! time and labor necessary for this mode, would . .have prevented our resorting to it at pieseni, ; even hud you authorized us to do so, fur we i have believed it would be more consistent witir [ , your wishes, that we should at once report the [ result ofour own labors, leaving you to decide, i after you shall have been made acquainted with [ I them, whether such a more minute statement of the Expense Account be requisite. Wb [may add, too, that finding tiie particulars of 1 tuiuy expenditures were lo be ascertained, ou -1 ;ly by an investigatiou of numerous bills andre- i ceipts, we requested, al the Buard, that tho C tshier might furuish such a statement of them ‘ , as might be susceptible of ready examination; ’ but as this lequest was not complied with, wo | were obliged to depend entirely on our own partial inquiries. These facts wo niention ’ merely to guard against any deficiency you may * observe in <>nr rem irks, and anv in accuracies. . 113 C’UI IVIH4IM*} ciuu tlliv 111 ' I should there be such, in the details which \vu 1 communicate. ! As tie Expeuso Account embraces the va ! rious expenditures for salaries, making and is- 1 ; suing notes, transportation of specie, buildings, ’ I repairs, and taxes on real esrfato, statiouaiy,.. ‘ ! printing ahd coudtigencies of all kinds —it is j necessarily so large ami hitricate, that wo deem ’ od it expedient at present to confine our inves tigation io tint portion which embraced expem ilitures, calculated to operate on the elections, ’ us they seemed lo be the objects of inquiry suggested by yon. AU expenditures of tins ; kind, introduced into the Expense Account ' i and discovered by us, we found to b", so fir as ! i regards lh» institution in this city, embraced | under the head of Stationery am! Printing.— 1 !To it therefore, .re chiefly directed our inqui ' ; l ies; and an examination of that item of the ac- I i count, for the L-st three years, undoubtedly I presents circumstances which, in oor opiuioti, i fully wti rant t ie belief you have been led to ! entertain. I The Exncnso Account is made tip the end i of every six m mtlt, &, snbmited with tne vouci i ers to the Dividend Committee, for examim- I lion. Comwiicmg-with the I ist six months of ; the year 152.), we find that the sum paid for Si itionery mid Printing amounted hi $3,7'55 j 94, which ire p’-esumo to be tho necessary ex i pense of the ins’itiition, under this iteru. when. ;no extraordinary dlstiarseinents are in id't.— I During tho 1830, the expemlitmes increased to j $7,131 27 dm int’the firs', am! $3 950 20 4ti. riot.' the list half year and entries are made in both, of large sums, miking togetlim about #7,000, paid for priming aa I distributing Mr. AlcDufli *’s report and Mr. Gdlitins’s paatph-. let. These seem to be the c >rn aem erneut of a system of expenditure, which w.is, the (text year, iinmensrly increased, and 'eceivcdthe sanction »>f ihe Board, as appears by the en tries oil the minute, and two I'es.ilutions passed iui im. close ot ltrs year and i;i the succeedin r (spring. ; On the 30 Ii November, 1330, it is stated in j the m tiijt' •, th it “the Pt li.sideni s'ibmitti’d to j lhe Bund a copy of an article <m B-nks nid i Currency, just published in the American i Qaarteily Review, of this ci'y, containtngu lavorable notice of this itistitutiun, and sug gnsted the expediency ofm iking the vicns of -he author mote extensively known to the pub lie, than they can be by me.ans of the snbscrip ! lion hr—wliereupon it was, ou motion, Re j solved, 'I (iat the Picsident be tiuiborized to take such measures, in regard to the circulation ol the contents of the s;id mth-le, cither in whole or in part, as he may deem most for (ho interests of the Bink. Ou the lid; sJ.,rc!i, ISJiJ, it again appears, by the minutes, tlnit | “the President stated to t!ie Board, tiiat m I ctmseq.nsice of’he general desire expressed by the Directors, atone of their met timgs of tlm fI 'M year, subsequent to the adjo.-nmuont of L’< # css, and a verbal a.i 1 erst and mg with Board, measures had been takmi by hmi, :u i coarse of tint year, for firmshfue SlU ’, ueroui copies of the repmis of enmal Smi.ls ;,n I Mr M. Daliie, on il, t; subject of this B.u.k, a;t I lor widely disseminating their cimteuts, ihtou.ij. the United States; mil that he has since, l?y siituu o| the auiumiiy given him by o resole lion nf this Bu nd on lhe 30 ’a day of iXuvmn, bm last, caused a large edition of ?,J . G.>!!.>- tin’s essay on Books and Cur.ency io be ti.d.-s I.sited and circulatod, in |,ke mauaor, a; rinj expense of thu Bank. lie »tt'd, nt.llm s.nuo time, the propriety an.i exped. ucy <.i‘ extending, Still mote widely, a knu-.i !.:.]/■• <.f the conceitts of this insliturion. by rumms id the ie-publicair<m of other valuable at tick;-, « '» had issued from the daily and peaiudical p:ess tilrcicnpoa ;t was, on tna'iun, rcßc I