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INTO MARVELOUS LIQHT
CHAPTER XXX.
The relations of the two men were so strained, in
a few moments John Marsden arose to go. As they
were parting at the door, Julian Deveaux clung to
the hand extended to him, saying:
“John, in some way, I am not quite myself. I
am unable to sleep. I—l—well, I know I do not
deserve your consideration for a moment. But, for
the sake of the old days, John, when you had some
hope of saving me, try to bear with me once more.
Should I arouse you at some hour of the night, or
send a carriage for you to come to me, would you
—maybe for Annie’s sake—would you be patient
with me?”
“For your own sake, Julian, ask of me what you
will.”
With the approach of darkness, Deveaux had his
own suite of rooms brilliantly lighted. He insisted
that Maybelle’s little bed be moved into his sleep
ing room and placed beside his bed, where he had
it screened from the light. He dared not be alone,
lest that voice should pursue him again. Within
every shadow he saw imaginary ghosts, at which he
would start, and his heart would bound with fear.
Feeling that he must have some human touch to
shield him from the spirits that were haunting
him, he gently took his sleeping baby into his arms
in his own bed, and tried to close his eyes in sleep.
It was the first time he had ever held his own child
so close to his heart or so deep within his affections.
But the slightest sound opened his eyes and banished
sleep. He dared not close them again. Thus he
began to study the little being beside him. New
thoughts, new sensations, new emotions throbbed
within him. He began to tangle the web of his
brain with that “why”, the unanswerableness of
which is like feeding upon stones when we ask for
bread, or like dreaming of rivers of water to awaken
and find ourselves in a barren desert. Why is all
this world, this seething mass of suffering humani
ty, this individual man—yet not one unto himself,
for each seemingly separate existence is but a link
bound to some other link, in the great chain of hu
manity? Life touches life— behold a new life;
Soul touches soul— behold, a redeemed soul; the di
vine touches the human— behold the Christman;
divine love unites with human love— behold hea
ven!
CHAPTER XXXI.
Throughout the long night not for one moment
did Julian Deveaux close his eyes in sound sleep.
Did he doze for a few seconds, he would start up
with a stifled cry of fear. A dozen times he de
cided to slip out and get some drug that would stup
ify his sensibilities; and yet some unseen power
held him within his room, and continued to lay
bare to him his own soul.
The next morning when Dr. Gordon made his
usual visit to Christiana, Deveaux did not meet him
as he had been accustomed; but sent him a mess
age to call at his bed room before leaving. Dr. Gor
don was really startled at his appearance, which
was more that of some convicted criminal behind
prison bars, upon whom the sentence of death had
been passed, than any other words can describe.
He was but halt* dressed, his face was white, drawn
and scarred with deep lines, his eyes were blood
shot, his curls were matted and uncombed, his lips
twitched and his hands trembled as he motioned Dr.
Gordon to be seated.
“No, Gordon, I am not suffering from a night’s
debauch, nor from any physical illness. Here is the
trouble,” tapping his forehead. “That which,
above all things, I have most dreaded from the time
I first began to think seriously of this existence, has
at last seized me—madness. But one more night
like the last two, and you will have to cage me. I
want to tell you all that is necessary now, while I
have a glimmer of reason and calmness left. Don’t
wait too long, Gordon, after you see that it is neces
gary, to put me in irons, lest I should try to WUP
The Golden Age for July 12, 1906.
By LLEWELYN STEPHENS.
der or harm in some way my two little ones.”
He choked for a moment from the dry sob which
arose in his throat. Then grinding his teeth to en
force calmness, he continued.
“And, Gordon, you are the man I wish to be a
father to my baby and her mother, and”—with a
tightening of the lips—“and-to-him-yes, to John,
too. I shall make another will to-day, and you
shall be well provided for for all the trouble you
may be occasioned.”
Dr. Gordon still made no reply, as he was trying
to diagnose the cause. Deveaux continued, now of
ten moistening his fevered lips with his burning
tongue, which so needed the water of life to quench
its inward thirst.
“And, Gordon, you’ll see that I’m decently taken
care of—and see particularly—that no curiosity
seekers are allowed to visit my cell and stare at me
and jeer at me. The devils possessing me within
and the ghosts haunting me without will be suffi
ciently excruciating torture, without the added
taunts of friends—friends! Ila! Ha!—who will
gloat over my being so cursed in this earthly
state. What a celebration the public will have for
nine days. Then I shall, be shoved behind the
scenes, and a later sensation will be the amusement
and plaything of the hour.”
Dr. Gordon thought best not to contradict him
in his imaginings just then. “So far as lies in my
power, Deveaux, your wishes shall be carried out to
the letter. What shall I do for you first?”
“My will must be attended to the first thing. I
should like it done at once. So I’ll appreciate it if
you’ll ’phone my lawyer, Naverty, to come with you
at once. I want you present to testify of my men
tal state before the madness seizes me—Gordon—•
Gordon—it has not gotten its relentless fangs
through and through my brain quite yet, has it?
Assure me that it has not,” he almost shouted, as
he sprang toward Dr. Gordon and seized him by the
arm with such a vicelike grasp, as to make him start,
and fear for the moment that Deveaux was on the
verge of insanity. But he instantly recovered him
self and replied.
“ You are just as sane as you ever were, but you
must let me brace you up for the strain of dictating
your will. You must have some sleep.”
“Sleep! Sleep! I shall never sleep again. Be
cause some spirit is after my heart, and the moment
I give way to sleep, this pursuer may tear my heart
from my bosom, and plant it in some form of exist
ence more of a hell than this even, were that pos
sible. This spirit keeps demanding of me, ‘my son
give me thine heart.’ ”
“I promise not to give you an opiate, but simply
something to relax and relieve the tension of your
nerves. I have just the right thing here with me
now.”
“Swear that you will not give me a deadly
dope. ’ ’
“Certainly, if that increases your confidence in
me. Here, take this right down. When I return, I
will give you an electric bath, and—by the way,
when have you eaten anything?”
“When have I eaten? Food for my body? I
have had no need of that kind of food since Annie
died—at least since I knew I was dead to her.
Bread and meat do not satisfy a hungry heart, a
hungry soul. These are the starving things within
me. You have nothing among all your concoctions,
Gordon, which will nourish a starving soul. Starv
ing—starving—starving. ’ ’
The last word died away in a whisper, as his head
fell against the back of the cushioned chair, and his
eyes closed in sleep. Dr. Gordon summoned his
valet, and they placed him in bed.
CHAPTER XXXTT.
A week had passed. Julian Deveaux had not left
his room, and Dr. Gordon was with him from one
to three times each day. The minister called every
day, The new will had been made, Such a CQfPbi-
nation of unusual happenings was pronounced by
the servants of the Deveaux household to be a sure
sign of their master’s approaching death. As to
the nature of his disease, there were conflicting re
ports. No one knew this except Dr. Gordon and
John Marsden. It was not thought possible that a
man of his type and one possessing his past life
could have been awakened by any power in heaven
or hell to realize that he was soul-sick unto eternal
death, and to cry out, “What shall I do to be sav
ed?” For it was commonly accepted by those who
knew him, that he was one man certainly who had
sinned beyond any redemption.
It is hard for finite men to realize God’s infinite
love, infinite mercy and infinite desire to redeem
fallen men; and at the same time realize His infinite
justice, judgment and recompense. To every man
God is no greater than the soul of each man is
great enough to measure. If each man could see
his God, he would see a startling reflection of him
self.
As soon as Dr. Gordon would permit, Julian De
veaux asked to have John Marsden alone with him
for an afternoon.
“You see, John, Gordon has been trying to protect
me from any undue excitement t'hes few days in
his effort to ward off as long as possible the fatal
hour when he must shut me up for all time. He
thinks he is deceiving me into the belief that as
soon as my system adapts itself to doing without
stimulants and drugs, I shall be in a more normal
state than I have been for twenty years. That
shows how little the best of doctors knows about that
conglomerated mass of body, mind and spirit called
man. Instead of improving, I am growing worse
rapidly. Instead of one ghost now haunting me,
their name is legion. And what do you think their
latest prank is, John? Holding up before me in
all sorts of settings, line upon line from your Bi
ble. Ha! Ha! Ha! Just picture to yourself the
future Parson Deveaux. When you come over
to my prison house after I have been incarcerated,
you may be thrilled by my eloquent sermons. For
if the texts continue to be riveted upon my memory
as they are now nailed here and there upon every
spot in this room, I’ll become a walking Bible. Just
as soon as I can bear to be bothered with selecting
another pattern, I shall have this paper torn from
the walls; for every figure now holds a text, and
the moment I attempt to shut my eyes to them, they
are thrown against the drums of my ears with the
force of a cannon ball.”
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