The Golden age. (Atlanta, Ga.) 1906-1915, August 09, 1906, Page 6, Image 6
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Worth Womans While
“He chose the path for thee;
No feeble chance, nor hard, relentless fate,
But love, His love, hath placed thy footsteps here,
He knew thy way was rough and desolate;
Knew how thy heart would often sink with fear,
Yet tenderly He whispered, ‘Child, I see
This path is best for thee.’ ”
She Would Not Smile.
We had a guest once. On the morning before
she was to arrive we fortified our good resolution
toward her with these words from our treasured
Sage of Concord which we turned to and applied
with thorough consecration of all our best inten
tions: “Tis good to give a stranger a meal, or
a night’s lodging. ’Tis better to be hospitable to
his good meaning and thought, and give courage
to a companion.” We thought it all out and de
liberately put away our own concerns that we
might be fully free to devote ourselves to the
stranger guest’s pleasures, and went to the station
to meet her. She had left us in doubt as to which
station, but we got around any possible mischance
there by inducing a friend to go to one while we
took the risk of the other. And ours was the lucky
choice—at least she came into that one. Being
a person of some regular and schedule duties we
had found it a little difficult to put the thought
of them away—habit is a dreadful tyrant—but
by the time we had reached the station it was
done, and we could imagine that cordial hospi
tality fairly beamed from our friendly countenance
as Mark Twain says information stews out of him
“like the precious ottar of roses out of the ot
ter.”
We stood by the turnstile and watched for one
to approach whom we could imagine was she. Wo
men young and women older passed through, and
presently came one—we were sure we were mistak
en—toward whom we smiling pressed. “Is it Mrs.
A—?” we asked, with our engaging manner. She
looked at us from her long, cold height and nod
ded assent. Not a word, not a smile broke the
calm of her impassive countenance.
“We think you know who w r e are?” we said,
pleasantly, recalling all the letters and dispatches
we had received in reference to her coming and the
time we had already attempted to meet her and she
did not come.
Only another nod—no acknowledgment of our
cognomen, or of us, except to say: “He told me
to wear some white flowers pinned on my dress—
but I didn’t do that.” And we remembered that
one of the letters had said “he” would direct her
to do so. Seeing that she had no intention of
smiling we began politely to possess ourselves of her
hand baggage. She had a satchel and umbrella and,
though the day was sweltering, a wrap, and a
great square newspaper package! (If there is any
thing makes us cringe inside it is having to carry
a newspaper parcel.) But we were high-minded
that day, the height to which we had gotten our
selves disdained to be offended at such small things
as heavy luggage and newspaper packages nearly a
yard square.
Now, the trouble (we are apologetic for the word)
about a friend from out-of-town stopping over for
a day or two, is that she always has so many places
to go and so many things to do. You cannot get
a carriage unless you take it by the hour; you
can’t take the cars, for the distances will not per
mit—and before you know it you have walked and
stood miles. And when all the time you must in
sist on carrying for her a heavy satchel and a cum
bersome newspaper package, in spite of your ut
most kindness and the best resolves it has made,
you will find yourself growing weary as the hours
drag on. Though, if only she will smile, the bur
den will be lighter and the time shorter. The thing
about our friend was, she would not smile.
She was a good soul, too—we were sure of that.
The Golden Age for August 9, 1906.
By FLORENCE TUCKER
But she had no sense of humor; and having so
much of other concern to engage her attention, of
course did not have time to consider that we were
giving up ourselves, for which insignificant benefit
we would feel amply repaid with the smallest mod
icum of acknowledgment. Our cleverest sallies fell
as flat on her as the sound of her colorless voice
on us; and certainly she was not to know that other
people had their days full to overflowing, she who
could not even take care of her gloves when in
boarding the car at last to go home we took in our
own hands everything there was except the gloves
—and these she lost!
Now, to have a whole household in hospitable and
gala expectation of a guest whom you are pledged
to honor, and dinner the main feature of the day,
as of course it must be, it is a little disturbing to
realize as the hour draws near that you and the
guest are far from home, and to hear over the
’phone that the dessert is spoiling! And other
going-away friends to be served that they may take
their train. What to do? Serve the dinner for
the convenience of these and so ruin all the best
effect so carefully planned for the stranger?
Alas, alas! how little she knew, and how uncon
cerned she was, even when at three o’clock we had
her safely in the house—but found it was not so
easy to get her from the room to which she was
invited to refresh herself, though she knew the
family was still gathered at table awaiting us.
When finally she did sit down we all began to
breathe freely—but just a little too soon! Our
friend was a religious enthusiast just from a no
table convention, and her mind was too absorbed
in the mighty questions of church and creed to be
conscious of possible inconvenience to hostess and
servant. Thoroughly comfortable now she leaned
her elbow on the table and between exhortations for
our spiritual welfare and boastings of the greatness
of her particular denomination, partook of her din
ner at ease and leisure—it did not occur to her
that half a dozen people and the domestic arrange
ment of a’home were waiting on her.
Smiles were directed at her, and all the kindly,
friendly things that are said to strangers in the
wish to make them feel welcome and at home; lit
tle jests were made, and pleasant laughter went
round, but she did not understand—she was ab
stracted. and serious. And so to the end of that
memorable visit—a visit which for us was a failure,
for all our attempts were worse than fruitless—
and we have always maintained it was because she
had no sense of humor, she could not smile. So in
tent we were upon being hospitable, we did not
mind it so much at the time as after she had
gone, when thinking it all over we were positively
aggrieved. Our intention had been so good, our
resolution little short of heroic (for, remember, it
costs something to have your whole habit of every
day set aside for a space), and now that it was all
over to have not even the recollection of a smile
for reward—it was disappointing.
But she was a good soul—we wish her all the
comfort and ease she can get in that distant place
to which she has gone, and send after her a real
gratitude for the lesson she has taught us, which
is this: To smile when we go a-staying in other
people’s houses, to be honestly appreciative and
amused if we can, but to smile, whatever we do
or do not, to smile!
Why Find Fault?
Contumely helps nobody; least of all the one who
administers it. Pessimistic remarks dampen the
enthusiasm of others, discourage honest effort, and
react on the grumbler. A gloomy, melancholy dis
position is largely a matter of habit. It does not
matter if one is unconscious of such habits, they
figure in the final result of life work, just the
same. Watch your chance remarks. Make them
count for hope and encouragement.—Ex,
Mother Died Tonight.
“Your mother died to-night”—that’s all it said;
But, somehow, in that simple line I read
The last sad words of love and sympathy,
The last heart-blessing that she gave to me,
The admonitions that all went amiss,
And what God ne’er can give—her farewell kiss;
The fadeless picture as she knelt to pray
That she might meet me up above—some day,
“Your mother died tonight, ’’ is all it said,
As on the throbbing wire the tidings sped
Prom that old, happy home, from which I came,
To strive anew for honor and for fame,
To moil with will to win a golden store
To lay in solemn suppliance at her door;
But shattered are the hopes, unnerved the might,
By that sad message, “Mother died tonight,”
0 stars that glide through heaven’s unfathomed sea,
May I not meet her in Alcyone?
Oh, let me know, as oft in childhood’s harms,
That peace found only nestling in her arms!
Gone the gray hair, the eyes that wept in vain,
Gone the sad smile I ne’er shall see again,
Gone the true heart, the soft, love-laden breast,
Gone the one mother to her last long rest.
—Robert Mackay.
Over-Sensitiveness.
Many people are kept back, in their efforts Io
get along in the world, by over-sensitiveness. They
carry about with them, most of the time, a sense
of injury which not only makes them unhappy,
but also to a great extent mars their efficiency.
This failing—for it is a failing, and a very se
rious one, too—is an exaggerated form of self
consciousness, which, while entirely different from
egotism or conceit, causes self to loom up in such
large proportions on the mental retina as to over
shadow everything else. The victim of it feels that,
wherever he goes, whatever he does, he is the center
of observation, and that all eyes, all thoughts, are fo
cused upon him. He imagines that people are
criticising his movements and his person, and mak
ing fun at his expense; when, in reality, they are
not thinking of him, and perhaps did not see him.
This supersensitiveness, so destructive to happi
ness and success, and, incidentally, to health—for
whatever destroys harmony, destroys health—be
trays, in a sense, a lack of self-respect of which
no man or woman should voluntarily be guilty. To
be a complete man, one must be conscious, but not
in an offensive way, of his own worth and dignity.
He must feel himself superior to envious criticism
or ridicule. When some one told Diogenes that he
was derided, he replied: “But I am not derided.”
He counted only those ridiculed who feel the ridi
cule and are discomposed by it.
The surest way to conquer morbid sensitiveness
is to mingle with people as freely as possible, and,
while appraising your own ability and intelligence
at least as impartially as you would those of a
friend or acquaintance, to forget yourself. Unless
you can become unconscious of self, you will never
either appear at your best or do the best of which
you are capable. It requires will power and an
unbending determination to conquer this arch ene
my to success, but what has been done can be done,
and many who were held down by it for years
have, by their own efforts, outgrown it and risen
to commanding positions.—Selected.
Halt the people in the world think they could
do better and be happier elsewhere than where they
happen to be placed. They see only the thorns, the
drudgery, and the disagreeable things in their
own vocation, and only the flowers and the pleasant
experiences in the vocations of others.”