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VOLUME I.
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From the “Family Companion.”
MY MOTHER.
BY HENRY R. JACKSON.
Paie fooled Time, Head ‘isht
Upon my Mother's brow !
The chord of life is slight
Which holds thy burden now :
Spare, spare Hope’s lingering hours,
Which fade before thy breath
Like summer’s fragile flowers
Beneath the frosts of death !
Thou ruthless tyrant, take
What hopes mv bosom fill —
Earth’s buds rtf promise break —
1 yield them to thy will;
But spare those sacred beams,
Oh ! spare that dark eye’s light,
Which sunned me in my dreams —
My cradled dreams at night!
E’re yet my heart was cold.
Or sadness clothed my brow,
In life’s bright days of old—
Far sunnier than now 1
When thought ol pure delight
Came, summoned at her tone,
From rosy morn to night:
Oh! whither are they flown ?
I'd offer—had I them—
With callous heart and cold—
Golconda's brightest gem,
Or Peru’s richest gold :
But spare, destroyer dread.
In mercy to my prayer,
My Mother’s widowed head—
Oh 1 whiten not a hair!
MOS©EiL[L^Y o
From Graham’s Magazine. |
EDITH PEMBERTON.
PY MIIS. EMMA C. EMBURY'.
<V| 1 days of youth and joy long clouded,
Why thus forever haunt my view ?
While in the grave your light lay shrouded,
Why did not memory die there too ?
Moore.
‘My dear,’said Mrs.Pemberton,drawing
her needle through a very dilapidated stock
ing which she was darning, ‘my dear, do j
you know how much your old friend Ellis
is worth V
Mr. Pemberton looked up from his news-1
paper with some surprise, as he replied, ‘I
canlth&ell exactly, but I should think his pro
perty cannot fall short of one hundred thou
sand dollars.’
‘ That will be twenty thousand a piece for
■each of his five children,’ said Mis. Penber
ton, apparently pursuing some hidden train
i<f thought.
‘ I am not so sure of that,’ returned her
husband, with a smile, ‘ it is difficult to cal
culate the fortune of a child during the life
•of a parent. Mr. Ellis is a hale hearty man,
and may live long enough to double his for
tune or perhaps to lose it all. But why are
you so interested in his affairs just now, ba- i
rah V
‘To tell you the truth, husband, I have j
Been thinking that Edward Ellis would be j
a good match foi Caroline.’
•< Pooh! pooh ! Carry is but sixteen, it
•will be time enough three years hence, to
think of a husband for her.’
J3 tl t if a good opportunity should offer, it !
would be the height of folly to let it slip on- j
ly on account of her youth. Edwards is
•certainly very constant in his visits.’ I
‘ His intimacy with Charles, sufficiently
accounts for his frequent visits, and his at- j
tendons, if they mean anything, are rather
■directed to Edith, as far as I can judge,’,
said Mr. Pemberton.
‘ Ob, that is only because Edith is the el
■dest. • 1 could easily manage to keep her out
of the way, if she were to interfere with
Caroline’s prospects.’
‘But why not secure him forEditJi. if you
are so desirous of allying him to the family?’
‘Mercy on me, husband, what should Ido !
without Edith ? I would not, upon any ac- j
count, put such a notion into her head ; no
body could supply her place if she were to
marry just now.’
‘ Rotation in office, my dear, is the true
and just system in family government, what
ever it may bo in politics ; it is time that.
Caroline shared some of Edith’s manifold
duties,’ said Mr. Pemberton.
‘How little men knows of domestic af
fairs,’ exclaimed Mrs. Pemberton ; ‘ do you
suppose that such a giddy creature as Car
ry could ever be taught the patience, indus
try and thoughtfulness which seem so na
tural to Edith ? No, no, I must keep Edith
at home as long as possible.’
‘ So vou have come to tho conclusion that
she is to useful to be allowed to seek her
own happiness.’
‘ Oh, Mr. Pemberton, how can you talk
so 1 I am sure if Edith really loved any
body I would never throw any obstacle in
her way. She is quite contented now and I
don’t believe marriage is necessary to the
happiness of every body.”
* Why then are you so anxious to make
matches for your girls ? Why not wait and
see whether Carry is not also content to be
single.’
* Because Caroline is such a hare-brained,
thoughtless girl, that nothing but domestic
duties will over give liersteadiness of char
acter, and therefore I am anxious to see her
settled in life.’
‘Well I don’t think you need waste any
feminine manoeuvres upon Edward Ellis,
for whatever fortune his father may possess,
he will never support his sons in idleness.
He means that they shall work for thein-
Aft OIfTWFH t PWT ip A Ifv
selves tis he has done, and though he has
given Edward a liberal education, be in
tends to make him a thorough merchant.’
* Edward wishes to study a profession.’
‘ I know old Ellis well enough to believe
that he sets too high a value on time and
money to consent to such a plan. He would
never be willino to maintain Edward during
the next ten years, as must necessarily be
the case, if he adopted a profession.’
‘Edward is a remarkably fine young
man.’
‘ Yes, he possesses excellent talents and
an amiable disposition, but his character is
yet to he formed by time and circumstance.’
‘He is two and twenty, husband ; and
you were married when you were not that
* 1 know it,, Sarah,’ said Mr. Pemberton,
drily, ‘ and we both martied five years to
soon. I became burdened with the support
of a family at the outset of life, and you
were weighed down with domestic cares,
while yet in yourgirlhood ; the consequence
to me has been, that I am now obliged to
labor as hard for a living at forty-five as 1
did at twenty, and with as little prospect of
making a fortune ; while the result to you
has been broken health and wearied spirits.’
‘1 am sure I never repented our marriage,
my dear,’ said Mrs. Pemberton half re
proachfully.
* Nor I, my dear Sarah,’ replied her hus
band kindly, * it would be but an ill requital
for all your affection and goodness; but
should we not be equally happy and less
care-worn now, if we had deferred our uni
on until we had been a little older and
wiser V
‘Ah well,’sighed Mrs. Pemberton, feel
ing the truth of her husband’s remark, but
unwilling to confess it, ‘ there is no use in
retrospection ; we have a large family
around us, and there are no finer children
than ours i:i the whole circle of our acquain
tance. If lam broken down with the care
of bringing them up, I can forget all my
trouble, when I have so much cause to be
proud of them. A better daughter than
Edith, a more steady boy than Charley, and
prittier girls than Caroling and Maria, are
not to he found any where in society; and I
dare say I shall be just as proud of the little
ones in the nursery as they grow up.’
i ‘ I dare say you will, my dear,’ said her
husband, smiling good-humoredly, ‘ it would
be very strange if you were not, and quite
as strange if I had not similar opinions;
Edith is as good as she is handsome, and 1
only wish young Ellis was in circumstances
to marry her.’
‘ Don’t speak of such a thing, husband, I
cannot consent to part with her for the next
four or five years.’
‘ Yet you want to get rid of Caroline.’
‘ I have already told you my motives ;
there never were two sisters more unlike.’
‘ Edith has ail the prudence and kindli
ness which befits a good wife, and therefore
deserves to be well mated.’
‘ She does not seem to think of such a
thing as marriage, and lam truly glad she
is so indifferent about it, indeed 1 almost be
lieve that Edith is destined to be an old
maid.’
‘lt needs no great prophetic skill to per
dict that, if you keep tier forever in the
back-ground.’
‘ lam sure Ido no such thing,’ said Mrs.
Pemberton, warmly. ,
‘ I don’t pretend to know much about
these matters, but I have noticed that when
the girls are invited to a party it is general
ly Edith who is left at home.’
‘ It is not tny fault, Mr. Pemberton, if she
takes no pleasure in gay society.’
‘ Are you certain she always stays at home
from choice V
‘ I dare say she does, at least she is
never controlled tty me.’
‘ But you know as well as I do, that the
slightest expression of a wish is sufficient to
influence her. The truth is, Edith has made
herself so useful in the family that we all
depend upon her for a large portion of our
comforts, and are too apt to forget that she
often sacrifices her own. Do you suppose
that she actually preferred staying at home
to nurse little Margaret, the other night, to
going to Mrs. Moore’s grand ball ]’
‘ No, I can’t say she did, for she seemed
rather anxious to attend that ball, and had
’ trimmed a dress beautifully for the occasion.’
‘ The child was certainly not so ill as to
require her attendance in addition to yours,
and why, therefore, was she obliged to re
main V
‘ No, the baby was not very sick, but she
cried so bitterly when she saw Edith dressed
for the party, that I was afraid she would
bring on a fever.’
* Therefore you disappointed Edith mere
ly to gratify the whim of a petted infant.’
‘I left her to Jo as she pleased ; she im
mediately changed her dress, to pacify Mar
miret, and took her usual place by the cra
dle.’
‘ Yes, you left her to do as she pleased,
after she had been allowed to discover ex
actly what you wished she should do. This
is always the way, Sarah ; the incident just
mentioned, is only one out of hundreds,
where Edith’s kind feelings have been made
to interfere with her pleasures. I have long
seen in the family a disposition to take ad
vantage of her unselfish character, ami it
seems to me exceedingly unjust. I do not
want to part with Edith, and should give
her to a husband with great reluctance, but
1 insist that she should have a fair chnnco,
and not be compelled to join the single sis
terhood whether she will or not. You had
better let match-making alone,Sarah; leave
the girls to choose for themselves ; only be
careful that they have tho right sort of ad-
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misers, from which to select their future
master.’
Editlr Pemberton was the eldest of a
large famijy. Her father, immersed in
business like most of our American mer
chants, spent the working days of every
week at his counting room, only returning
at evening, jaded and fatigued, to read the
newspaper, and to dose upon the sofa until
bed-time. Governed by the erroneous
ideas, which led men, in our country, to at
tempt the accumulation of a rapid fortune,
in the vain hope of enjoying per sect leisure
in their later years, Mr. Pemberton had be
come a little more than a money-making
machine. He loved his family but he had
little time to devote to them. He spared
no expense in the education of his children,
liberally provided them with comforts, and
punctually paid all the family bills, hut he
left all the management of household mat
ters to his wife, who soon found it utterly
useless to consult him on any domestic ar
rangement. His purse was always open to
her demands, but his time he could not give.
The consequence was that Mrs. Pemberton
while endeavoring conscientiously to per
form her duties, made the usual mistake,
and fell into those habits which often con
vert our good wives into mere housekeep
ers and nurse maids; ‘ household drudges’
as our grumbling cousin Bull calls them. A
rapidly increasing family, and her utter ig
norance of her husband’s business prospects,
induced her to practise the strictest econo
my which was consistent with comfort.
Abandoning the elegant accomplishments
which she had acquired with so much ex
pense of time and labor at school, she se
cluded herself in her nursery, and in the
care of her children and the duties of house
keeping found full employment.
In childhood, Edith was what old ladies
call ‘ a nice quiet little girl.’ Her delicate
features, fair complexion, and blonde hair,
established her claim to infantile beauty,
while her bright smile, sweet voice and
graceful gentleness seemed to win the love
of all who knew her. Endowed with no
remarkable intellect, no decided genius, she
yet managed, by dint of good sense, indus
try and perseverance, to maintain her place
at the head of her classes, and to leave school,
which she did at fifteen, with the reputation
of a very good scholar. A plain, hut thor
ough English education, a little French, a
few not very ill done drawings in water co
lors ; some velvet paintings and a profound
knowledge of the art of stitching in all its
varieties, were the fruits of Edith’s studies.
Gentle readet, do not despise the scanty list
of accomplishments which she could num
ber. It comprised the usual course of edu
cation at that time, and perhaps, in point of
real usefulness, would bear a fair compari-;
son with the more imposing ‘ sciences’ and
‘ ologies ’ which are now presumed, to he
taught in schools of higher pretensions. Her
skill in needlecrqft was a most valuable ac
quisition to the eldest daughter of so numer
! ous a family, and Mrs. Pemberton availed
herself fully of its aid. Edith returned from
school only to take her place as an assistant
to her mother in the nursery. The maid
whose business it was to take care of the
children, was not trustworthy, and it became
the duty of Edith to watch over the welfare
of the little ones, while she employed her
busy fingers in shaping or sewing their mul
tifarious garments. Kindly in her feelings,
’ affectionate in her disposition, gentle and
.patient in temper, she was dearly loved by j
the children. It was soon discovered that
her influence could do more than ihe clamor
of an impatient nursemaid, or the frown of
a mother whose natural good temper had
been fretted into irritability. If a child
was refractory, sister Edith alone could ad
minister medicine, or smooth the uneasy
pillow, and in short Edith became a kind
and second mother to her five sisters and
! three brothers.
Had her nature been in the slightest de
gree tainted with selfishness, she might have
reasonably murmured against the heavy bur
dens which were laid upon her at so early
an age. But Edith never thought of her
self. To contribute to the happiness of oth
ers was her chief pleasure, and she seemed
totally unconscious of the.value of her dai
ly sacrifices. If any particularly disagreea
ble piece of work was to be done, it was al- j
ways concluded that Edith would not refuse
to undertake it ; if any one was compelled
to forego some anticipated pleasure, the lot
was sure to fall on Edith ; and in short the
total absence of selfishness in her seemed to |
he the warrant for a double allowance of
that ingredient of the characters of all
around her. Have you never met, friend
reader, with one of those kind, affectionate,
ingenuous persons who have the knack of
doing every thing well, and the tact of doing
every thing kindly ? and did you never ob
serve that with this useful and willing per
son, every body seemed to claim the right
of sharing their tumbles ? Such an one was
Edith Pemberton.
But Edith was not proof against that pas
sion which is usually libelled as selfish and
engrossing. Edward Ellis had cultivated
an intimacy with hor young and studious
brother, solely on her account, and the pa
tience with which the gifted ‘ senior,’ assist
ed the efforts of the zealous ‘sophomore,’
might ho attributed less to friendship than
to a warmer emotion. Ellis was talented,
ambitious and vain, but he was also warm
hearted, and susceptible to virtuous impres
sions. The perfect gentleness, the feminine
delicacy, the modest beauty of Edith had
charmed tho romantic student, and her unaf
fected admiration of his superior mental en
dowments, completed the spell of her fas
cination. His parents, well knowing how
strong a safeguard against evil influences, is
! a virtuous attachment, rather encouraged
i his intimacy with the Pemberton family,
without enquiring closely into his motives ;
and Edward was content to enjoy the pre
sent, leaving the future to take care of itself.
In compliance with his wishes, his father had
given him a liberal education, but when,
upon leaving college he requested permis
sion to study some profession, he met with
a decided negative. ‘ I wish you to be a
merchant, Edward,’ said his father, ‘I have
given von an education which will enable
you to be an enlightened and intelligent one,
but upon yourself it depends to become a
rich one. Talents and learning without mo
ney are of as little use as rough’gems ; they
are curiosities for the cabinet of the virtuo
so, not valuable to the man ol sense ; they
must be polished and set in a golden frame
before they can adorn the possessor, or
seem precious in the eyes of the multitude.
If you are wealthy, a little wisdom will
procure you a great reputation ; if you are
poor yourbrightest talents only serve as a
farthing rushlight to show you your own
misery !’ Such were the views of Mr. EJ
lm, and though his son differed widely from
him in feeling, yet he dared not gainsay the
assertions which he deemed the result of ex
perience and wordly wisdom.
It was but a few days after the conversa
tion just narrated that another of a different
character took place between two of the
parties interested. Edith was returning from
a visit to a sick friend, just as evening was
closing in ; when she was met at the door,
by Edward Ellis.
‘Come with me, Edith,’ said Edward
hurriedly, ‘ wrap your shawl about you, and
walk with me on the Battery.’
* Not now, Mr. Ellis,’ replied Edith, ‘ it is
quite late, and little Madge is waiting for me
to sing her to sleep.’
‘ Pslia ! Edith, you are always thinking
of same family matter ; do you ever think
of your own wishes ?’
‘Yes,’ replied Edith, laughing, ‘and I
confess I should prefer a pleasant walk with
you to a warm and noisy nursery.’
* Then come,’said Edward, drawing her
arm through his, ‘ I have something of great
consequence to say to you.’
Edith looked surprised, but the expres
sion of Edward’s countenance was anxious
and troubled, so sbe offered no further op
position. They entered the Battery, and
walked along the river side, for some min
utes in perfect silence, before Edward could
summon courage to enter upon the subject
nearest bis thoughts. At length as they
turned into a less frequented path, he abrupt
-ly exclaimed, ‘Da you kuoy.-,-Edith, that I
am going away V
Edith’s heart gave a sudden bound, and
then every pulsation seemed as suddenly to
cense, as with trembling voice she uttered a
faint exclamation of astonishment.
‘ You are surprised, Edith, I knew you
would be so, but have you no feeling at this
announcement of my departure I Nay, turn
not your sweet face from me ; I must know
whether your heart responds to mine.’
Edith blushed and trembled as she thus
listen and, for the time, to the voice of
passionate tenderness. Feelings which had
long been growing up unnoticed in her
heart, and to which she had never thought
of giving a name —fancies, beautiful in her
vagueness —emotions undefined and unde
termined; but still pleasant in the indulgence
—all the
“ countless tiling's
j That keep young hearts forever glowing,”
round in that instant their object and their
aim. Edith had never thought of Edward
as a lover, she had never looked into her
heart to discover whether she really wished
him to be such, but at the magic voice of
affection, the mystery of her own heart was
revealed to her, its secret recesses were un
veiled to her gaze, and she knew that his
image had been long there unconsciously
enshrined. Her lover saw not all her emo
tions in her expressive countenance, but he
read there no repulsive coldness, and as he
clasped the. little hand, which lay on his
arm, he said :
‘ Listen to me, dear Edith ; my father in
formed me to-day, that he has made an ar
rangement with my uncle, (whom, as you
know, has long resided at Smyrna,) by
[ which I am to become the junior partner in
the house, and he has directed me to be rea
dy in three weeks, to sail in fine of his ships,
now lading for that port. How long I shall
be absent, is uncertain, but as my uncle is
desirous of returning to America, I pre
sume that it is intended I shall take his
place abroad. Years, therefore, may elapse
ere I again behold my native land, and I
cannot depart without telling you how dear
you have long been to my heart. Yet let
me not deceive you Edith : I have confessed
to my father my affection for you—he ac
knowledges your worth, and does nut dis
approve my choice, but be has positively
forbidden ine to form any engagement for
the future. lam violating his commands
in thus expressing my feelings to you.’
‘ What are his objections, Edward V fal
, tered the trembling girl.
‘Oh it is the old story of over-prudent
nge; he says we may both change longbc
fore I return, and that it is best to be unfet
tered by any promise ; then no harm can
happen to either, and if you love me you
will wait my return, without requiring any
engagement to confirm your faith. Thus
he argues and I can make no reply, I have
no means of supporting a wife, therefore 1
dare not ask you of your parents, and my
father’s daution deprives me of the only
comfort which hope might have afforded me
in my exile.’
Edith was deeply agitated, and her cheek
grew pale, as she murmured : ‘ You
1 are right in obeying your father, Edward ;
happiness never yet waited on one who was
deficient in filial duty.’
* And is this all you can say, Edith,’ ex
claimed Edward passionately. ‘ls this cold
approval all I can hope to receive from the
object of my first and only love ? Have not
my every look and tone told you how deep
ly I loved you, and can you let me depart
without one word of tenderness or regret]
Must I remember your gentle face but as a
dream of boyhood 1 Shall your low, sweet
voice be but as the melody of by-gone years?
May I not bear with me, in my banishment,
a hopeffaint and cold it may be as the win
ter sunbeam, yet lighting my dreary path
with something like a promise of future hap
piness ? Edith I ask no plighted faith ; 1
wish you not to pledge me your hand till 1
can come forward and claim it openly ; but
I would fain know whether my love is but
■as incense flung upon the winds. If you’
can offer no return to my affection) dearest,
let me at once know my fate, arid with all
the force of an overmastering will, shall my
heart be silenced, if not subdued. Say that
you love me not, Edith, and though the
stream of my life must forever hear your
image on its surface, yet you shall never
know how dark has been the shadow it has
cast. Say that you love me not, and yon
shall never hear a murmur from my lips, nor
shall your peaceful existence be saddened
by the gloom which must ever pervade mine.
You are silent Edith—you cannot bear to
utter the words which must condemn me to
despair.’
Ellis paused, and strove to read in Edith’s
face, the feelings to which she could not
give utterance. But her eyes were bent
upon the ground, while the big tears fell like
rain from beneath the drooping lids and in
her flushed cheek he saw only displeasure.
“ It was right, Edith,” said he, sadly,
“ you do not love me ; forgive and forget
my folly, but let us not part in coldness.”
He took her hand again, as he spoke: ‘‘l
perhaps deserve punishment for my selfisb
hessin thus asking the heart when I could
not claim the hand ; when I am gone, some
happier lover will perhaps ask both and
then”—
“ He will be denied,” interrupted Edith,
hastily, turning her agitated face towards I
her suitor. “This is no time for maiden I
coyness, Edward ; your happiness arid mine
are both at stake, and therefore I tell you,
what till this moment was unknown even to
myself, that my affections are in your keep
ing.”
“ Deare st, dearest Edith, then am I su
premely happy ; 1 ask no more ; let the on
ly bond between us be the secret one of
cherished love.”
“ Not so, Edward ; you have promised
your father not to enter into any engage
ment, but I am bound by no such restraints.
You are, and must remain free from all oth
er bonds thant'oseof feeling, butsf it will
add to your happiness to be assured of my
faith during your absence, I pledge you my
word that my hand shalj be yours whenever
you come to claim it.”
“ But your parents, Edith—what will they
say, if they find you clinging to a remem
bered lover, and perhaps rejecting some ad
vantageous settlement I”
“ They will suffer me to pursue my own
course, Edward, and will be satisfied with
any thing that hinds me to my childhood’s
home. lam too much the companion of
my parents to he looked upon in the light of
an intruder, when I prolong the period of
filial dependsne?.”
“ Then be it so, dearest; hound by no
outward pledge, we will cherish our affec
tion within our hearts, and since we must
part, you will still gladden vour quiet home
with your sweet presence, while I will wan
der forth to win the fortune which can alone
secure me my future happiness.”
Three weeks after this interview, Ed
ward Ellis sailed for Smyrna, and Mrs.
Pemberton, as she witnessed the jll-disguis
ed agitation of the lovers, was compelled to
acknowledge that ‘ after all, she really be
lieved, if Edward hud staid, there would
have been a match between him and Edith.”
But Edith buried within her own bosom,
her newly awakened emotions. Her man
ner was always so quiet, that if her step
did become less light, and her voice grew
softer iti its melancholly cadence, it was
scarcely noticed by her thoughtless com
panions. She had learned that she was be
loved, only in the moment of separation,
and therefore there were few tender and
blissful recollections to beguile the weary
days of absence ; but
“ Woman's love can live on long remembrance,
And oh ! how preciousls the slightest thing
Affection gives, and hallows !” •
She was one of those gentle beings who
draw from the font of tenderness within
their own bosoms, a full draught of sym
pathy for the sufferings and wants of others.
She returned to her self-denying duties with
a more,thoughtful spirit and a more loving
heart. Her character always full of good
ness and truth, seemed to assume an eleva
tion of feeling, such as nothing but a pure
and unselfish attachment can ever create.
A desire to become in all respects, worthy
of him whom she loved, gave anew tone to
all her impulses, and her vivid sense of duty
became blended with her earnest desire to
merit her future happiness. Edward wrote
very punctually to liis young friend Chailcs
Pemberton, and every letter contained some
message to Edith, but she alone could de
tect the secret meaning of the apparently
careless lines. They afforded sufficient nu
triment to the love which was rapidly be
coming a part of her very being ; and Edith
was cootent to abide her time !
In the mean time Mrs. Pemberton, wfio
became on adept in’ match-making, busied
herself in providing for her younger girls,
and was fortunate enough to secure two
most eligible offers. Caroline, at eighteen
became the wife of a promising young law
yer, while Maria, who was nearly two years
younger, married at the same time a pros
perous merchant, who had lately set up his
carriage and, as he had no time to use it him
self, wanted a wife to ride in it. Mrs. Pem
berton was in ecstasies, for shchad succeed
ed in all her plans. Editor was still at home,
as a sort of house keeper, head cook, chief
nurse, etc. etc., sharing every body’s labors
and lightening every body’s troubles, while
the two giddy girls who had resolved not to
become useful as long as they could avoid
the necessity of it, were respectably settled
in their own homes. She was never tired
of extolling the talents of one son-in-law,
and the fine fortune of the other, while she
spoke of Edith as‘that dear good girl, who,
I am happy to say, is a confirmed old maid,
and will never leave her mother while she
lives.” But this mancevre did not discou
rage several from seeking the hand of the
gentle girl. Her father wondered when she
refused two of the most unexceptionable of
fers, and even her mother felt almost sorry,
when she declined the addresses of an elder
ly widower, endowed with a fortune of half
a million, and a family of fine children. But
a total want of congeniality of feeling in all
her immediate friends, had taught Edith a
degree of reserve which seemed effectually
to conceal her deepest feelings. She was
patient and trustful, she considered herself
affianced in heart, and though conscious that
not even the tie of honor, as the world would
consider it, bound her lover to his troth, she
felt no misgivings as to his fidelity. She
trod the even tenor of her way, diffusing
cheerfulness and comfort around her, think
ing for every body, remembering every
thing and forgetting only herself. None
sought her sympathy or assistance in vain ;
in her own family—in the chamber of sick
ness or death, among her friends—in the
hovel of poverty and distress, she was alike
useful and kindly. Every one loved her,
and even those who tested her powers of
endurance most fully, almost idolized the
unselfish and affectionate daughter aud sis
ter.
Years passed on, and brought their usual
chances and ch n;is. Carolina became a
mother, and fancied that her cares were
quite too heavy for her to bear alone. Edith
was therefore summond to assist and soon
found herself occupying a similar station in
her sister’s nursery to that which she had
long filled at home. The baby was often
sick and always cross ; nobody but Edith
could manage him, and therefore Edith took
the entire charge of him, while the mother
paid visits arid the nurse gossiped in the
kitchen. Maria too began to assert claims
upon her. She, poor thing, was entirely
too young for the duties she had undertaken.
Thoughtless, fond of dress, and profuse in
household expenditure, she had no idea of
systematic housekeeping, and Edith was
called in to place matters on a better footing.
But before Maria had attained her eighteenth
year, het family was rather liberally in
creased by the addition of twin daughters,
and again the agency of the useful sister
was required, lier girlhood had been con
sumed amid womanly cares, and now her
years of blooming womanhood were to be
wasted in supplying the deficiencies of those
who had incurred responsibilities which ex
ceeded their powers. Yet Edith never
thought of murmuring'. She had been so
long accustomed to live for others that self
sacrifice had now become habitual, and she
never dreamed too much might be asked of
or granted by sisterly affection.
It is a common remaik that the years
seem to grow shorter as we advance in life,
and they who could once exclaim ‘ a whole
i/ear /’ in accents of unqualified alarm at its
length, at last find themselves referring to
the same space in the careless tone of in
difference as ‘ only a year.’ T welve months
had almost seemed an eternity to Edith
when her lover first bade her farewell, and
the time that intervened between bis letters
to her brother seemed almost endless. But
as she became engrossed in new cares, aud
her youth began to slip by, the years seemed
to resolve with greater speed, even although
Charles was now in a distant part of the
country and the correspondence between
him and her lover, if it was still continued,
never met her eye. She had formed an in
timacy with Edward’s mother, and, as the
old lady was very fond of needle-worked
pincushions, net purses, worsted fire screens,
and all such little nick nacks, if obtained
without expense, Edith was soon establish
ed in her good graces. She was thus en
abled to see Edward’s letters to his parents,
and though they were very business-like
commonplace affairs, not at all resembling
a lady’s beau ideal of a lover’s epistle, still
Edith was satisfied. It was strange that so
strong, so abiding, so pervading a pcs non
should have taken possession of a creature
so gentle, so almost cold in her demeanor.
But the calmest exterior often conceals the
strongest emotions, and, if the flow of
Edith’s feelings was quiet it was only be
enuse they worked for themselves a deeper
and less fathomable channel.
Seventeen years—a long period in the
anntds of time, and a longer in the records
of the heart; seventeen years passed ere
Edward Ellis returned to his native land.
He had left it a romantic warm hearted
youth and he returned a respectable, intel
ligent, wealthy man. The ambition which
would have led him to literary fame, had
been expended in search of other distinc-
I tions in the world of commerce. He had
become a keen observer of men and an
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