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VOLUME I.
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LOVED AND LOST.
BY MRS. EMEU* WELBY.
Pale Star, that with thy soft, sad light,
Cnmeout noon rny bridal eve,
I have a song to siog to-night,
Bef>rethou takest thy mournful leave.
Since then so softly time hath stirred,
That months have aim >st seemed like hours,
And I am like a little bird
That's slept too long among the flowers,
And waking, sits with waveless wing,
‘Soft singing ’mid the shades of even ;
SBtit oh ! with sadder heart I sing—
I sing of one who dwells in I leaven.
“The winds nre soft, the clouds are few,
And tenderest th ought mv heart beguiles,
As H i.ating up through mist and dew,
Toe pale young mom cones out and smiles,
And to the green, resounding shore.
In silvery troops the ripples crowd,
Tii! all the ncearofjlimpled o’er,
f, s up its voice, and laughs aloud 5
Lit- a n giar, all soft and calm.
And star o ’ arch serenely blue ;
Floats up yo.. Btee p e( j j n h a |m
And lost to earth, a M (
My spirit flddts in ether ‘
Loved one! though lost to humsn sight,
I feel thy spiritlingering near,
Ass >ltly as I teel the light
That trembles thr >ugh the atmosphere :
As in some temple’s holy shades
Though mute the hymn and hush’d the prayers,
A solemn awe the soul pervades.
Which tells that worship h is been there ;
A breath of incense lelt alone,
Where many a censer, swung around,
Will thrill the wanderer, like a tone,
Who treads on consecrated ground.
1 knotv thy soul, from worlds of bliss,
That stoops awhile to dwell with me,
Hath caught the prayer I breathed in this,
That 1 at last might dwell with thee.
1 hear a murmur from the seas,
Titat thrills me like thy spirit's sighs—
-1 hear a voice on every breeze,
That make 9 to mine its low replies—
A voice, all low and sweet, like thine:
It gives an answer to my prayer,
And brings my soul from heaven a sign,
That it shall know and meet thee there.
I’ll know thee there by that sweet fat e,
Round which a tender halo plays.
Still touched with that expressive grace,
That made thee lovely ail thy days i
By that sweet smile that o'er it shed
A beauty like the light of even.
Whose so ft expression never fled,
Even when its soul had flown to Heaven.
I'll know thee by the starry crown
That glitters 111 thy golden hair;
Oh! by these blessed signs alone,’
I’ll know thee there—l’ll know thee there.
For ah ! thine eyes, within whose shpere
The sweets of youth and beauty meet,
That swam in bve and softness here,
Mustswun in love and softness yet;
For ah ! its dark and liquid beams,
Though saddened by a thousand sighs,
Were holier than the light that streams
Down Irom the gates of Paradise —
Were bright and radiantlike the morn,
Yet soft and dewy a9 the eve—
Too sad fur eyes where smiles are born —
Too young foreye9 that learn to grieve.
I wonder if this cool, sweet breeze,
Hath touched thy lips and fanned thy brow ?
For all my spirit hears and sees,
Recalls thee to my memory now ;
For every hour we breath apart
Will bat increase—if that can be—
The love that fills this little heart,
Already filled so full of thee.
Yet many a tear these eyes must weep,
And many a sin must be forgiven,
Ere these pal lids shall gjnk to steep —
Ere thou and I shall meet in Htaven.
M]aS[i[LLA!OT O
From Graham’s Magazine.
PROCRASTINATION.
HY MRS. M. H. PARSONS,
‘‘To-morrow, l will do it to morrow,”
wis the curse of Lucy Clifton’s life. Wher.
a chiM, she always harl it in view to make
such charming’ little dresses—to-morrow
When girlhood came her lessons were nev
eruerfect—“only excuse me for this once
m imn i. and I w 11 never put off my les
sons <gaiu !’ The plesder was lovely, and
lengaginaf, mamma v\'as weakly indulgent :
Lucy was forgiven and the fault grew
Rpace, until she rarely did any thing to-day,
that could he put off till to-morrow. She
xvas a wife, and the mother of two children,
fct the period our story commences.
With a cultivated mind, most engaging
manners, and great beauty of form, and
features, Lucy had already lost all influence
over the mind of her husband, and was fast
losing her hold on his affections. She had
been married when quite young, as so many
American girls unfortunately are, and with
a character scarcely formed, had been
thrown into situations of emergency and
trial she was very unprepared to encounter.
Her husband was a physician, had !>ecti but
a year or two in practice, at the time of
their marriage. William Clifton was a
young man of fine abilities, and most excel
lent character ; of quick temper, and im
patient, he was ever generous, and ready to
acknowledge his fault. Whenhemarried Lu
cy, he thought her as near perfectionas it was
possible for a woman to be ; proportionate
was his disappointment, at finding the evil
habit of procrastination, almost inherent in
her nature frojn long indulgence, threaten
ing to overturn the whole fabric of domes
sovtßiair
tic happiness his fancy had delighted to rear.
There was no order in his household, no
comfort by his fireside : and oftentimes
when irritated to bitter anger, words escap
ed the husband, that fell crushingly on the
warm, affectionate heart of the wife. The
evil habit of procrastination had “ grown
with bet gtowth ” no parental hand, kind in
its severity, had lopped off the excrescence,
that now threatened to destroy her peace,
that shadowed by its evil consequences her
otherwise fair and beautiful character. In
Lucy’s sphere of life there was necessity
for much self-exertion, and active superin
tendance over the affairs of her- household.
They lived retired; eeon >my and good
management were essential to render the
limited income Doctor Clifton derived from
his practice fully adequate to their support
—that income wns steadily on the increase,
and his friends deemed the day not far dis
tant, when he would rise to eminence in his
profession. Lucy’s father, a man of consi
derable wealth, hut large family, had pur
chased a house, furnished it, and presented
it to Lucy ; she was quite willing to limit
tier visiting circle to a few friends, as best
suited with titfir present means. Surely
WilliamCliftoit was not unreasonable, when !
he looked forward io a life of domestic hap-’
piness, with his young anJ tenderly nurtur
ed bride. Hecould not know her ma
ny bright excelling virtues of character
would he dimmed, by the growth of the ,me
fad 1 ’ u,,t ‘* a shadow lay on the pathway of
j lls> daily *e. It mothers could lift the dim
curtain of the future, and read the destiny
of their chiiJ’ en, they would see neglected
faults, piercing i.'.’ -e sharp adders the bosoms
that bore them, and mingling with
the agony, that she, who n„'d moulded their
young minds, had not done hei work aright!
It was four years after their
tor Clifton entered the nursery hurriedly.
“ Lucy, my dear, will you have my things
in order by twelve o’clock ? I must leave
home for two days, perhaps longer, if I find
the patient I am called to see very iii.”
“Yes, yes ! 1 will see to them. What
shall I do with the child, William, he is so
very fretful ? How I wish I had given him
the medicine yesterday ; he is vety trou
blesome !”
“If you think he needs it give it to him
at once ;” said her husband abruptly, “ and
don’t 1 beg, Lucy, forget my clothes.” He
left the room, and Lucy tried to hush bady
to sleep, hut baby would not go, then the
nurse girl, who assisted her could not keep
him quiet, and the mother, as she had often
been before, became bewildered, and at a
loss what to do first.
“If you please ma’am what am 1 to get
for dinner?” said the cook, the only servant
they kept in the kitchen, putting her head
in at the door, and looking round with a
half smile, on the littered room, and squal
ling baby.
“ Directly, I shall he down directly Betty,
I must first get baby to sleep.”
“Very well, ma’am,” was the reply, and
going down an hour afterwards, Mrs. Clif
ton found Betty with her feet stretched out
and her arms folded one over the other, com
fortably seated before an open window, in
tent in watching, and enjoying the move
ments in every passer-by.
“Betty, Betty!” said the mistress angri
ly, “have vou nothing to do, that you sit so
idly here ?*”
‘I waited for orders, ma’am.’ Dinner was
an hour back, Lucy assisted for a short time
herself, and then went up stairs to arrange
Clifton’s clothes. Baby was screaming ter
ribly; and Lucy half terrified did yesterday's
work, by giving him a dose of medicine.
So the morning sped on. Clifton came in
at the appointed time.
‘ Are rny clothes in readiness, Lucy V
She colored with vexation, and shame.
* The baby has been very cross ; l have not
indeed had time. But l will go now.’ Clif
ton went down to his solitary dinner, and
when he returned found Lucy busy with
her needle ; it was evident even to his un
skilled eye there was much to be done.
‘lt is impossible to wait. Give me the
things as they are ; I am so accustomed to
wearing my shirts without buttons, and my
blockings with boles in, that l shall find it
tothing new —nor more annoying than I
laily endure.’ He threw the things care
essly into his carpet-bag, and left the room,
tordid lie say one kindly word in farewell,
>r affection. It was this giving away to vio
lent anger, and using harsh language to his
wife that had broken her spirit, almost her
heart. She never even thought of reform
ing herself; she grieved bitterly, but hope
lessly. Surely it is better when man and
wife are joined together by the tie that ‘n<
man may put asunder,’ to strive seriously
and in affection to correct fine another’s
faults. There is scarcely any defect of char
acter, that a husband, by taking the light
method may not cure ; always providing
his wife is not unprincipled. But lie must
be very patient ; bear for a season ; add !■
judicious counsel much tenderness and af
fection : making it clear to her mind tha
love for herself and solicitude for thei
mutual happiness are the objects it
view. Hard in heart, and with little o
woman’s devotion unto him to whom he
faith is plighted, must the wife be who could
long resist. Not such an one was Lucy
Clifton ; but her husband in the stormy re
vulsion of feeling that had attended the first
breaking up of his domestic happiness, had
done injustice to her mind, to the sweetness
of disposition that had borne all his anger
without retorting in like manner. If Clif
ton was conscious of his own quickness of
temper, approaching to violence, he did not
for one moment suppose* that he was the
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cause of any portion of the misery brooding
over his daily path. He attributed it all to
the procrastinating spirit of Lucy, and upon
her head belaid the blame with no unspar
ing hand. He forgot that she had number
ed twenty years, and was the mother of two
children ; that her situation wns one of ex
ertion, and toil under the most favorable
circumstances ; that lie was much her seni
or, had promised to cherish her tenderly.
Yet the first harsh word that dwelt on Lti
i cy’s heart was from the lips of her husband!
How tenderly in years long gone hail she
been nurtured! The kind arm of a father
had guided and guarded her; the tender
voice of a mother had lighted on her path
like- sunshine—and now ? Oh ye, who
would crush the spit it of the young and gen
tle, instead of leading it tenderly by a
straight path in the way of wisdom—po
down into the breaking heart and learn its
agony ; its desolation, when the fine feelings
of a wasted nature go in upon the brain and
consume it!
One morning Clifton entered the nursery,
4 Lucy,’ said lie ; ‘my old classmate, and
very dear friend Walter Eustace is in town.
He came unexpectedly ; his stay is short ;
I should like to ask him to spend the day
with me. Could you manage, love, to have
the time pass comfortably to my friend ?’
Lucy felt all the meaning conveyed in the
emphasis on a word that from his lips sound
ed almost formidable in her ears.
‘ I will do all 1 can,’ she answered sadly.
• not scruple Lucy to get assistance.
Have every thing ready in time, and do not
fail in having oro? r , * n<l g°° d arrangement.
There was a time, Lucy, when Eustace
heard much of you ; I sliouM be gratified to
think he found the wife worthy i.’f the praise
the lover lavished so freely upon her. Sing
for us to-night—it i3 long since the pian.’
was opened! and look, and smile as you
once did, in the days that are gone, but not
forgotten, Lucy.’ His voice softened un
consciously, he had gone back to that early
time, when love of Lucy absorbed every
feeling of his heart. He sighed ; the stern,
and bitter realities of his life came with
their heavy weight upon him, and there
was no bahn in the future, for the endurance
of present evils.
He turned and left the room ; Lucy’s
eyes fallowed him, and as the door closed
she murmured —‘ not forgotten ! Oh, Clifton’
how little reason I have to believe you!’
Lucy was absorbed in her own thoughts so
long as to be unconscious of the flight of
lime. When she roused, she thought she
would go down stairs and see what was to
he done, but her little boy asked her some
question, which she stopped to answer; half
an hour more elapsed before she got to the
kitchen. She told Hetty she meant to hire
a cook for the morrow—thought she had
better go at once and engage one—yet, no,
on second thoughts, she might come with
her to the parlors and assist in arranging
them ; it would he quite time enough to en
gage the cook when they were completed.
To the parlors they went, and Lucy was
well satisfied with the result of their labor
—hut mark her comment: ‘ What a great
while we have been detained here ; well, I
am sure I have meant this three weeks to
clean the parlors, but never could find time.
If I could but manage to attend them every
day, they would never get so out of order.’
The next morning came, the cook not en
gaged yet., Betty was despatched in haste,
hut was unsuccessful—all engaged for the
day. So Betty must be trusted, who some
times did well, and at others signally failed.
Lucy spent the morning in the kitchen as
sisting Betty and arranging every thing she
could do, but matters above were in the
mean time sadly neglected, her children
dirty, and ill dressed, the nursery in confu
sion, and Liicj almost bewildered in decid
ing what had better be done, and what left
undone. She concluded to keep the child
ren in the nursery without changing their
dress, and then hastened to arrange her own,
and go down stairs, as her husband and his
friend had by this time arrived. Her face
was flushed, and her countenance anxious ;
she was conscious that Mr. Eustace noticed
it, and her uncomfortable feelings increased.
The dinner, the dinner—it it were only ov
er ! she thought a hundred times. It came
at last, and all other mortifications was as
nothing in comparison. There was not a
dish really well cooked, and every thing
was served up in a slovenly * manner. Lu
cy’s cheeks tingled with shame. Oh, if she
had only sent in time for a cook. It was her
birterest thought even then. When the
dinner was over Mr. Eustace asked for the
children, expressing a strong desire to see
them. Lucy colored, and in evident con
fusion. evaded the request. Her husband
was silent, having a suspicion how matters
stood.
Just then a great roar came from the hall,
md the oldest boy burst into the. room.
• Mother! mother ! Hannah shut me up,
she did !’ A word from his father silenced
him, and Lucy took her dirty, ill dressed
viy by the hand and left the toom. She
could not restrain her tears, but her keen
•ense of right prevented her punishing the
•hild, as she was fully aware, had he been
•roperly dressed, she would not have ob
jected to his presence, and that he was only
laiming on accorded privilege. Mr. Eus
•ace very soon left, amt as soon as the door
closed on him Clifton thought: ‘ I nevercan
hope to see a friend in comfort until I can
afford to keep a house-keeper. Was there
ever such a curse in a man’s house as a pro
crastinating spirit !’ With such feelings, jt
may be supposed, he could not meet his
wife with any degree of cordiality. Lucy
said ‘there was no help for it, she had .done
her very best.’ Clifton answered her con-
Itemptuously ; wearied and exhausted with
the fatigues of the day, she made no reply, j
but rose up and retired to rest, glad to seek
in sleep forgetfulness of the weary life she
‘led. Clifton had been unusually irritated;
when the morrow came, it still manifested
itself in many ways that bore hard on Lucy;
she did not reply to an angry word that fell
ftom his lips, hut she felt none the less deep
ly. Some misconduct in the child induced
him to reflect with bitterness on the mater
nal management. She drew her hand over
her eyes to keep back the tears, her lip
quivered, and her voice trembled as she ut
tered :
‘Do not speak so harshly, Clifton, if the
fault is all mine, most certainly the misery
is also !’
‘Of what avail is it to speak otherwise V
said he sternly, ‘ you deserve wretchedness,
and it is only the sure result of your pre
cious system.’
‘ Did you ever encourage me to reform,
or point out the way V urged Lucy, gently.
• I married a woman for a companion, not
a child to instruct her,’ he answered, bitter
iy-
1 Ah—hut I was a child! happy—so hap
py in that olden time, with all to love, and
none to chide me. A child, even in years,
when you took me for a wife—too s'xtn a
mother, shrinking from my responsibilities,
and without courage to meet my trials. I
found no sympathy to encourage me—no
forbearance that my years were few—no
advice when most 1 needed it—no tender
ness when my heart was nearly breaking.
It is the first time, Clifton, I have reproached
you ; hut the worm will turn if it is trodden
upon,’ and Lucy left the room. It was
strange, even to herself, that she had spoken
so freely, yet it seemed a sort of relief to
the anguish of her heart. That he had al
lowed her to depart without reply did not
surprise her ; it may he doubted, although
her heart pined ti.r it, if ever she expected
tenderness from Clifton more. It was per-!
haps an hour alter her conversation with i
Clifton, Lucy sat alone in the nursery ; her
baby was asleep in the cradle beside her;
they were alone together, and as she gazed
on its happy face, she hoped with an hum
ble hope, to rear it up, that it might he en
abled to give and receive happiness. There
was a slight rap at the door; she opened if,
and a glad cry escaped hei—‘Uncle Joshua!’
she exclaimed. He took her iri his arms’
fora moment —tnat kindly and excellent
old man, while a tear dimmed his eye as he
witnessed her joy atseeinghim. She drew
a stool towards him, and sat down at bis ‘
feet as she had often done before in her hap-,
py, girlish days; she was glad when his j
hand rested on her heed, even ns it had done
in another time ; she felt a friend had tome
back to her, who had her interest nearly at
heart, who had loved her long and most ten
derly. Mr. Tremaine was the brother of
Lucy’s mother—he had arrived in town un
expectedly ; indeed had come chiefly with
a view of discovering the cause of Lucy’s
low-spirited letters —he feared all was not
right, and as she was the object of almost
his sole earthly attachment, he could not
rest in peace while he believed her unhap-’
py. He was fast approaching three score
years and ten ; never was there a warmer]
heart, a more incorruptible, or sterling na
ture. Eccentric in many things, possessing
some prejudices, which inclined to ridicule
in himself, no man had sounder common
sense, or a more careful judgment. His
hair was white, and fell in long smooth
locks over his shoulders; his eye-brows
were heavy, and shaded an eye as keen and
penetrating as though years had no power
to dim its 1 ght. The high, open luow, and
the quiet tenderness that dwelt in his smile,
were the ct owning charms of a countenance
on which nature had stamped her seal as
her ‘ noblest work.’ He spoke to Lucy of
other days, of the happy home from whence
he came, till her tears came down like ‘sum
mer rain,’ witli the mingling of sweet and
hitter recollections. Os her children next,
and her eye lighted, and her color came
bright and joyous—the warm feel ngs of a
mother’s heart responded to every word of
praise he uttered. Os her husband—and
sadly‘Uncle Joshua’ noticed the change;
her voice was low and despondimr, and a
look of sorrow and care came back to the
youthful face : ‘Clifton was succeeding in
busino-s ; she was gratified and proud of his
success,’ and was all she said.
* Uncle Joshua’s’ visit was of some dura
tion. He saw things as they r'nlly were,
and the truth pained him deeply. ‘ Lucy,’
said he quietly, as one day they were alone
together— ‘ 1 have much to say, and you to
hear. Can you bear the truth, my dear
girl ?’ She was by his side in a moment.
‘Anything from you, uncle. Tell me
freely all you think, and if it is censure of
poor Lucy, little doubt but that she will pro
fit by it.’
‘You are a good girl !’ said ‘Uncle Jo
shua,’ resting his hand on her head, * and
you will be rewarded yet.’ He paused for
a moment ere he said— * Lucy you are not
a happy wife. You married with bright
prospects —who is to blame V
‘I am—but not alone,’ said Lucy, in a
chocking voice, ‘ not alone, there are some
faults on both sides.’
‘ Let us first consider yours; Clifton’s
faults will not exonerate you from the per
formance of your duty. For the love 1 bear’
you, Lucy, I will snonk the truth : all the
misery of your wedded life proceeds from
the fatal indulgence of a procrastinating
spirit. One unrorrected'-fault has been the
means of alienating your husband’s alloc- j
tions, and bringing discord and misrule into ■
the very heart of your domestic Eden. This 1
must not be. You have strong sense and
feeling, and must, conquer the defect of
character that weighs so heavily on your
peace.’
Lucy burst into tears—‘l fear I never
can—and if I do, Clifton will not thank me,
or care.’
‘ Try, Lucy. You can have little know
ledge of the happiness it would bring or you
would make the effort. And Clifton will
care. Bring order into his household and
comfort to his fireside, and he will take you
to his heart with a tenderer love than he ev
er gave to the bride of his youth.’
Lucy drew her breath gaspingly, and for
a moment gazed into her uncle’s face with
something of his own enthusiasm ; hut it
passed anil despondency came with its with
ering train of tortures to frighten her from
exertion.
‘ You cannot think, dear uncle, how much
I have to do ; and my children are so trou
blesome, that I can never systematize time.’
* Let us see first what you can do. What
is your first duty in the morning after you
have dressed yourself?’
‘To wash and dress the children.’
‘Do you always do it? Because if you
rise early you have time before breakfast.
Your children are happy and comfortable;
only in your regular management of every
thing connected with them.’
‘ 1 cannot always do it,’ said Lucy, blush
ing— ‘sometimes I get np as low-spirited
and weary as nfter the fatigues of the day.
I have no heart to go to work; Clifton is
cold, and hurries off’ to business. After
breakfast I go through the house Hud to the
kitchen, so that it is often noon before I can
manage to dress them.’
‘ Now instead of all this, if you were to
rise early, dress your little ones liefore
breakfast, arrange your work, ard go regu
larly from one work to the other ; never put
ting off’ one to finish another, you would get
through everything, and have time to walk
—that each day may have its necessary por
tion of exercise in the open air. That would
dissipate weariness, raise your spirits, and
invigorate your frame. Lucy, will you not
make the trial for Clifton’s sake ? Make hi.--
home a well-ordered one, and he will be
glad to come into it.’
And Lucy promised to think of it. But
her uncle was surprised at her apparent
apathy, and not long in divining the true
reason. Her heart is not in k, he thought,
and if her hush md don’t rouse it, never will
lie. Lucy felt she was an object of indif
ference, if not dislike to Clinton ; there
was no end to be accomplished by self-ex
ertion ; and as there was nothing to repay
Iter for her wasted love of many years, she
would encourage no new hopes to find them
as false as the past.
* Undo Joshua’ sat together with Dr.
Clifton, in the office of the latter.
‘ lias it ever struck you. Doctor, how
much Lucy is altered of late ?’
4 1 cannot say that I see any particular al
teration. It is some time since you saw her;
matrimony is not very favorable to good
looks, and may have diminished her beauty/
‘lt is not of her beauty 1 speak. Her
character is wholly changed ; her spirits
depressed, and her energies gone,’ and ‘Un
cle Joshua’ spoke warmly.
‘ I never thought her particularly energe
tic,’ said the Doctor, dryly.
‘No one would suppose, my good sir,
you had ever thought, or cared much about
her.’ ‘ Uncle Joshua’was angry ; hot the
red spot left his cheek as soon as it came
there as he went on : ‘ Let us speak in kind
ness of this sad business. I see Lucy was
in the right in thinking you had lost all af
fection for her.’
‘Did Lucy say that ? I should be sorry
she thought so.’
‘ A man has cause for sorrow, when a i
wife fully believes his love for her is gone.
Nothing can he more disheartening—noth
ing hardens the heart more fearfully, and
sad indeed is the lot of that woman who
hears the evils of matrimony without the
hapjiiness which often counterbalances
them. VVe, who are of harder natures,
have too little sym|mthy, perhaps too little
thought for her peculiar trials.’ Gently
then, as a father to an otfly son. the <rld man
related to Clifton all that had passed be
tween Lucy and himself. More than once
he saw his eyes moisten and strong emotion
manifest itself in its manly countenance.
A something of remorseful sorrow filled his
heart, and its shadow lay on his fc.ee. ‘Un
cle Joshua’ read aright the expression, and
his honest heart beat with joy tit the pros
pects he thought it opened before them. Al
ways wise-judging lie said nothing further,
but left him to his own reflections. And
Clifton did indeed reflect long and anxious
ly : he saw indeed how much his own con
duct had discouraged his wife, while it had
been a source of positive Unhappiness toiler.
He went at length to seek her; she was
| alone in the parlor reading, or rather a lawik
, was before her, from which her eyes often
! wandered, until her head sank on the arm
of the sofa, and a heavy sigh came sadly on
the ear of Clifton. ‘ Lucy, dear Lucy,
grieve no more ! We have both been wrong,
but I have erred the most —having years oil
’my side and experience. Shall-we not for
j give each other, my sweet wife V and he
’ lifted her tenderly in his arms, mid kissed
the tears as they tell on her cheek.
‘ I have caused you much suffering. Lucy,
I greatly fear; your faults occasioned me ,
only inconvenience. Diy up your tears, ■
and let me hear that you forgive me, Lucy.’
* I have nothing to forgive,’ exclaimed
Lucy. ‘ Oh, 1 have been wrong, very wrong!
but if you had only encourage.! me to re
form, and sustained and aided me in my ef
fort* to do so by your affection* so many of
our married days would not have passed iii
sorrow and sufl'erihg.’
’ I feel they would not,’ said Clifton ah
most moved to tears. ‘ Now, Lucy, the
self-exertion shall be mutual. I will never
rest until I correct the violence of temper,
that has caused you so much pain. You
have hut one fault, procrastination—will yot t
strive also to overcome it V
‘ 1 will.’ said Lucy ; ‘ but you must be
very patient with me, and rather encourage
me to new exertions. I have depended too
long on yourJnoks not to be influenced by
them still—my Jove, Clifton, stronger than
your own, fed on the memory of our early
happiness, until my heart grew sick that it
would never return. Oh ! if you could
love me as you did then, could respect me
as once you did, I feel I could make any
exertion to deserve it.’ >
‘ And will you not be more worthy of es
teem and love than ever you were, dear Lu
cy, if you succeed in reforming yourself I
1 believe you capable of the eflbrt; and if
success attends it, the blessing will fall on
us Iwith, Lucy, and on ourown dear children.
Os one thing be assured, that my love will
know no further change nr diminution. You
shall not have cause to complain of me
again, Lucy. Now smile on me, dearest,
as you once did in a time we will never for
get—nod tell me you will be happy for my
sake.’
Lucy smiled, and gave the assurance—
her heart beat lightly in her bosom—the
color spread over her face—her eyes spar
kled with the new, glad feelings of hope
and happiness, and as Clifton clasped her in
his arms, he thought her more beautiful than
in that early time jyhen he had first won her
love.
In that very hour Lucy began her work
•of reform; h seemed as though new life
had been infused into her hitherto drooping
frame. She warbled many a sweet note of
her ynnth, long since forgotten, for her
spirits seemed running over from very ex
cess of happiness. • Uncle Joshua’ Was
consulted in all her arrangements, and of
great use he was : he planned for her, en
couraged her, made all easy by his method
and management. She had gone to work
with a strong wish to do her duty, and with
a luisban l’a love shining steadily on her
path, a husband’s affection for all success,
and sprnpathy witli every failure, there Was
little spar of her not succeeding. ’Tis true,
the habit had been long in forming, but eve
ry link she broke in the chain that boittid
her, brought anew comfort lo that happy
household hearth. Clifton had insisted oir
hiring a woman to take charge of the child
ren—this was a great relief. A-nd some
how or other, ‘ Uncle Joshua’ looked up a
good cook.
‘Now,’ said Lucy, * to fail would be a pos
itive ifisgrace.’
*No danger of your failing, irtv sweet
wife,’ said Clifton, with a glance of affec
tion that might have satisfied even her heart.
4 You are already beyond the fear of it/
Lucy shook her head—‘l must watch or
my old enemy will be back agaitr before t
am fully rid of him/
4 lt is right to watch ourselves, I know,
Lucy ; are you satisfied that I have done
so. and have, in some measure, corrected!
myself?’ said Clifton,
‘I have never seen a frown on your face*
since you promised me to be patient. You
have been, and will continue to be, l an*
sure,’ said Lucy, fondly, as she raised his
hand to her lips which had rested on her
arm. They were happy both, and whatev
er trouble was in store for them in their fu
ture life, they had strong mutual affection to
sustain them under it.
‘ God bless them both,’ murmured 4 Un
cle Joshua,’ as he drew bis hand hard across
* his eyes after witnessing this little scene.
* I have done good here, but in many a case
I might be termed a meddling old fool, and
not without reason, perhaps. ’Tis a pity
though, that folks, who will get their necks
into this matrimonial yoke, would not try to
make smooth the uneven places, instead of
stumbling all the way, breaking their hearts
by way of amusement, as they go/
* What is that you say, ‘Uncle Joshua?’ *
said Lucy, turning quickly round, and walk
ing towards him, accompanied by her hus
band. *
‘ I have a bad habit of talking aload,’ said
he, smiling.
‘ Hut I thought you were abusing matri
mony, uncle—you surely were not ?’
’Cannot say exactly what.l was thinking
aloud. lam an old bachelor, Lticy, ana
have few objects of affection in the world 1
you have been to me as a child, always a
good child, Lucy, too—and now I think
you will make a good wife, and find the hap
winess you so well deserve. Am 1 right,
love ?’
• I hope you are, uncle. If it had not
been for your kindness though, I might nev
er have been happy again,’ and tears dim
med Lucy’s eyes at the recollection.
4 We shall not forget your kindness,’ said
Clifton when he extended his hand, which
* Uncle Joshua’ grasped warmly, ‘I wish
every married pair in trouble could find ■
gn<id genius like yourself to interfere in
their favor.’
* Ten to one he would be kicked out of
doors!’ said the old man, laughing. “This
matrimony is a queer thing—those who
; have their necks in the noose had better
| mukc the most of it —and those out of the
scrape keep so. Ah ! you little reprobate!’
he cried as he caught Lucy’s bright eye, and
disbelieving shake of the head—-'you don't
pretend to contradict me V %
•Yea I do, with my whole heart too. I
would not five up my husband for the wide
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