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A KEVEBIE.
BT RUT. ABRAM 3. KTAS.
Those hearts of oufn—how strange! how strange!
How they yearn to ramble and lore to range'
Down through the vales of tha years long gone,
Up through the future that l'aet rolls o»."*
To-lays are dull—ao they wend their ways
Dark to their beautiful yesterdays;
Tli i proaont is blank—so they wing their flight
To future to-vxorram where all seems bright
■ !i,
Build them a bright and beautiful home—
They’ll soon grow weary and want to roam;
Find them a spit without sorrow or pain.
They may stay a day, but thoy’ro off again.
Those hearts of ours!—how wild! how wild!
They’re aa hard to tame as an Indian child;
Thoy’ro as restless as waves on tho sounding sen—
Like tho broozo and the bird are they tickle and free.
Those hearts of ours—how lone! how lono!
Ilowovor, forever, they mourn and moan;
Let them revel in joy—let them riot in cheer,
The revelry over, thoy'ro all tho more drear.
Those hearts of ours—how warm! how warm !
Like tho sun’s bright ray, like the summer’s charm—
How tliey beam and burn ! how thoy gleam and glow !
Thoir flash and flame hide but ashes below.
Those hearts of ours—how cold! how cold 1
I,ike December’s snow on the waste or wold;
And though our Decembers molt soon into May— •
Some know Deoombars that pasß not away.
Those hearts of ours—how doojt 1 how deopl
You may sound the sea where the corals sleep,
Where never a billow hath rumbled or rolled—
Depths still tho deeper our hearts hid* and hold.
Whore tho wild storm tramp hath ne’er been known,
Tho wrecks of tho sea lie low and lone;
Thus, the heart’s surface may sparkle and glow,
Thero are wrecks ftr down, there are graves below.
Those hearts of ours—but, after all,
How shallow and narrow, how tiny and small;
Like scantiest streamlet or Summer’s least rill,
They’re as ousy to empty, as easy to fllL
Ono hour of storm, and how the streams pour!
One hour of sun and tho streams aro no, more;
One grief, how tho tears of the hoart gusli and glide 1
Ono smile, flow thoy over so fast, thoy aro dried.
Those hearts of ours—how wuo 1 how wise!
They can lift thoir thoughts till tliey touch tho skies 1
They can sink their shafts like a minor bold.
Where wisdom’s mines hide their pearls and gold.
Aloft they soar with undazzled gazo,
Where tho halls of the Day-King burn ami blaze;
Or tliey fly, with a wing that will never fail,
O’er the sky’s dark sea where the star-ships s&iL
These hearts of ours—what fools 1 what fools 1
How they laugh at Wisdom, her laws and rules!
II m they waste their powors, and, whon wasted, grievo
I'or what they have squandered, but cannot retrieve.
Those hearts of ours—how strong 1 how strong!
Lot a thousand sorrows around thorn throng,
Taoy can boar them all and a thousand more,
And they’re stronger thou than they W'-ro before.
loose hearts of ours—how weak! how weak 1
Bat a single word of unkindness speak,
L.ke a poisoned shatt, like a ripor's fang,
Tuat one slight word leaves a life-long pang.
Those hearts of ours—but I’ve said enough,
As I find that my rhyme grows rude and rough;
1 11 rest me now, hut I’ll oome again,
V iiii to-morrow’s sun to resume my strain.
From the Month.
Mystery of the Thatched House,
H was a clean, bright, wholesome,
thoroughly lovable house. The first time
I saw it, J fell in love with it, and wanted
t" live in it at once. It fascinated me.
V, lien I crossed its threshold, I felt as if
1 hud opened a book whose perusal pro-
Luted enchantment. 1 felt a passionate
longing to have been born here, to have
been expected by the brown old watchful
vralls for years before it had been my turn
to exist in the world. I felt despoiled of
my rights; because there was here a
a board of wealth which 1 might not touch,
placed just beyond the reach of my hand.
1 was tantalized; because the secrets of
a sweetly odorous past hung about the
>hady corners, and lhe sunny window-
i tames, and the grotesque hearth-places
and their breath was no more to me tha n
the scent of dried rose-leaves. '
r It was my fault that we bought the
-a-hatched Louse. We wanted a country
home; and, hearing that this was for
sale, we drove many miles one showery
April morning to view tho place, and
judge if it might suit our need. Aunt
Featherstone objected to it from the first,
and often boasted of her own sagacity in
doing so, after the Thatohed House had
proved itself an incubus—a dreadful Old
Man of the Mountains, not to be shaken
from our necks. I onco was bold enough
to tell her that temper, and not sagacitv,
was the causo of her dislike that April
morning We drovo in an open phmton,
and Aunt Featherstone got some drops of
rain on her new silk dress. Consequent
ly she was out of humor with everything,
and vehemently pronounced her veto upon
tho purchase of the Thatched House.
I was a spoiled girl, however; and 1
thought it hard that I might not have my
own way in this matter as in everything
else. As we drove along a lonely road,
across a wild, open country, I had wor
shipped the broken, gold edged rain-clouds,
and the hills, with tho waving lines of
light and their soft trailing shadows. I
had caught tho shower in my face and
laughed ; and dried my limp curls with
my pocket-handkerchief. I was disposed
to lovo everything I saw, and clapped
my hands when we stopped before the
sad-looking old gates, with their mossy
brick pillars, and their iron arms folded
across, as if mournfully forbidding inquiry
into some long hushed-up and forgotten
mystery. When wo swept along the
silent avenue my heart leaped up in greet
ing to the grand old treos that rose tow
ering freshly at every curve, spreading
their masses of green foliago right and
left, and flinging showers of diamond
drops to tho ground whenever the breeze
lifted the tresses of a drowsy bough, or a
bird poised its slender weight upon a
twig, and then shot off sudden into the
blue.
Aunt Featherstone exclaimed against
the house tho very moment we came in
sight of it. It was not the sort of thing
we wanted at all, she said. It had not
got a modern porch, and it was all nooks
and angles on the outside. The lower
windows were too long and narrow, and
the upper ones too small, and pointing up
above tho eaves in that old-fashioned, in
convenient manner. To crown its absur
dities. tho roof was thatched. No, no,
Aunt Featherstone said, it was necessary
for such old houses to exist for the sake
of pictures and romances; but as for
people of common sense going to live in
them, that was out of the question.
I left her still outside with her eye-glass
levelled at the chimneys, and darted into
the houso to explore. An old woman
preceded me with a jingling bunch of
keys, unlocking all the doors, throwing
open the shutters, and letting the long
levels of sunshine fall over the uncarpeted
floors. It was all delicious, I thought;
the long dining-room, with its tall windows
opening like doors upon the broad gravel,
the circular drawing-room with its stained
glass roofing, the double flights of winding
stairs, the roomy passages, the numerous
chambers of all shapes and sizes opening
one out of another, and chasing each other
from end to end of the house; and, above
all, tho charming old rustic balcoDy, run
ning round the waist of the building like
a belt, and carrying one, almost quick as
a bird could fly, from one of those dear old
pointed windows under the eaves down
amongst the flower-beds below.
I said to myself in my own wilful way,
“ This Thatched House must be my
home!” and then I set about coaxing
Aunt Featherstone into my way of think
ing. It was not at all against her will
that she completed the purchase at last.
Afterwards, however, she liked to think
it was so.
In May it was all settled. The house
was filled with painters and paper-hangers,
and all through the long summer months
they kept on making a mess within the
y»’ails, and forbidding us to enter and en
joy the place in the lull glorious luxuri-
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ance of its summer beauty. At last, on
driving thero one bright evening, I found
to my joy that the workmen had decamp
ed, leaving tho Thatched House clean,
and fresh, and gay, ready for the reception
of us, and our goods and chattels. 1
sprang in through one of tho open dining
room windows, and began waltzing round
the floor from sheer delight. Pausing at
last for breath, I saw that tho old woman
who took care ot tho place, she who had,
on my first visit, opened the shutters for
me, and jingled her keys, had entered the
room while I danced, and was standing
watching me from the doorway with a
queer expression on her wrinkled face.
“Ah, ha! Nelly,” I cried triumphantly,
“what do you think of the old house
now T ?”
Nelly shook her gray head, and shot
me a weird look out of her small black
eyes. Then she folded her arms slowly,
and gazed all round the room musingly,
while she said :
“Ay, Miss Lucy ! wealth can do a
deal, but there’s things it can’t do. All
that the hand of man may do to make
this place wholesome to live in, has been
done. Dance a.nd sing now, pretty lady
—now, while you have the heart and
courage. The day’ll come when you’d as
soon think of sleepin’ all night on a tomb
stone as of standin’ on this floor alone
after sunset.”
“Good gracious, Nelly!” I cried,
“whot do you mean ? Is it possible
that thero is anything—have you heard or
seen—”
“I havo heard and seen plenty,” was
Nelly’s curt reply.
Just then, a van arriving with tho first,
instalment of our household goods, the
old woman vanished; and not another
word could I wring that evening from her
puckered lips. Her words haunted me,
and I went homo with my mirth consid
erably sobered ; and dreamed all night
of wandering up and down that long
dining-room in the dark, and seeing dim
ly horrible faces grinning at me from the
walls. This was only the first shadow of
the trouble that came upon us in the
Thatched House.
It came by degrees in nods and whis
pers, and stories told in lowered tones
by the fire at night. The servants got
possession of a rumor, and the rumor
roached me. I shuddered in silence, and
contrived for the first few months to
keep it a jealous secret from my unsus
pecting aunt. For the house was ours,
and Aunt Featherstone was timorous;
and tho rumor, very horrible, was this—
the Thatched House was haunted.
Haunted, it was said, by a footstep,
which, every night, at a certain hour,
went down the principal corridor, distinct
ly audible as it passed the doors, de
scended the staircase, traversed the hall,
and ceased suddenly at the dining-room
door. It was a heavy, unshod foot, and
walked rather slowly. All the servants
could describe it minutely, though none
could avow that they positively heard it.
New editions of this story were con
stantly coming out, and found immediate
circulation. To each of these was added
some fresh harrowing sequel, illustra
tive of the manners and customs of a
certain shadowy inhabitant, who was said
to have occupied the Thatched House all
through the dark days of its past emp
tiness and desolation, and who resented
fiercely the unwelcome advent of us
flesh-and-blood intruders. The tradition
of this lonely shadow was as follows :
The builder and first owner of the
Thatched House was an elderly man,
wealthy, wicked and feared. lie had
m air id a gentle young wife, whose heart
had been broken before she consented to
give him her hand. He was cruel to her,
using her harshly, and leaving her
solitary in the lonely house for long
winter weeks and months together, till
she went mad with brooding over her
sorrows, and died a maniac. Goaded
with remorse, he had shut up the house
and fled the country. Since then differ
ent people had fancied the beautiful, ro
mantic old dwelling, and made an at
tempt to live in it ; but they said that
the sorrowful lady would not yield up
her right to any new comer. It had been
her habit, when alive, to steal down stairs
at night, when she could not sleep for
weeping, and to walk up and down the
dining room, wringing her hands, till the
morning dawned ; and now, though her
coffin was nailed, and her grave green,
and though her tears ought to have long
since blown from her eyes like rain on the
wind, still the unhappy spirit would not
quit the scene of her former wretched
ness, but paced the passage, and trod tho
stairs,, and traversed the ball night after
night, as of old. At the dining-room
door the step was said to pause : and up
and down tho dreary chamber a wailing
ghost was believed to flit, wringing her
hands, till the morning dawned.
It was not till the summer had de
parted that I learned this story.
As long as the sun shone, and tho roses
bloomed; and the nightingales sang about
the windows till midnight, I tried hard to
shut my ears to the memory of old
Nelly’s hint, and took good care not to
mention it to my aunt. If the servants
looked mysterious, I would not see them:
it they whispered together, it was nothing
to me. There was so short a time for the
stars to shine between the slow darken
ing of the blue sky at night and the
early quickening of flowers and birds
and rosy beams at dawn, that there was lit
erally no space for the accommodation of
ghosts. So long as the summer continued the
Thatched House was a dwelling of sun
shine and sweet odors, and bright fancies
for me. It was different, however, when
a wintry sky closed in around us, when
solitary leaves dangled upon shivering
boughs, and when the winds began to
shudder at the windows all through the
long dark nights. Then I took fear to
my heart, and wished that I had never
seen the Thatched House.
Then it was that my ears became
gradually open to the dreadful murmurs
that were rife in die house ; then it was
that I learned the story of the weeping
lady, and of her footstep on the stairs.
Os course 1 would not believe, though
the thumping of my heart, if I chanced
to cross a landing, even by twilight, be
lied the courage of which I boasted. I
forbade tho servants to hint at such folly
as the existence of ghosts, and warned
them at their peril not to let a whisper
of the kind disturb my aunt. On the
latter point I believe they did their best
to obey me.
Aunt Featherstone was a dear old,
cross, good-natured, crotchety, kind
hearted lady, who was always needing to
be coaxed. She ‘considered herself an
exceedingly strong minded person, whereas
she was in reality one of the most ner
vous women I have ever known. I verily
believe that, if she had known that storv
of the footstep, she would have made
up her mind to hear it distinctly every
night, and would have been found some
morning stone-dead in her bed with fear.
Therefore, as long as it was possible, I
kept the dreadful secret from her ears.
This was, iu reality, however, a much
shorter space of time than I had imagined
it to be.
About the middle of November Aunt
Featherstone noticed that I was begin
ging to look very pale, to lose my appe
tite, and to start and tremble at the most
commonplace sounds. The truth was that
the long nights of terror which passed
over my head, in my pretty sleeping
room off the ghost’s corridor, were wear
ing out my health and spirits, and threat
ening to throw me into a fever ; and yet
neither sight nor sound of the super
natural had ever disturbed my rest —
none worth recording, that is ; for ot
course, in my paroxysms of wakeful fear,
I fancied a thousand horrible revelations.
Night after night I lay in agony, with my
ears distended for the sound of the foot
step. Morning after morning I awakened ,
weary and jaded, after a short, unsatisfy
ing sleep, and resolved that I would con
fess to my aunt, and implore her to fly
from the place at once. But, when seated
at the broakfast table, my heart invaria
bly tailed me. I accounted, by the men
tion of a headache, for my pale cheeks,
and kept my secret.
Some weeks passed, and then I in ray
turn began to observe that Aunt Feather
stone had grown exceedingly dull in
spirits. “Can any one have told her tho
secret of the Thatched House ?” was
tho question I quickly asked myself.
But the servants denied having broken
their promise ; and I had reason to think
that there had been of late much less
gossip on the subject than formerly. I
was afraid to risk questioning the dear
old lady, and so I could only hope and
surmise. But I was dull, and. Aunt
Featherstone was dull, and the Thatched
House was dreary. Things went on in
this way for some time, and at last a
dreadful night arrived. I had been for
a long walk during the day ; and had
gone to bed rather earlier than usual, and
fallen asleep quickly. For about two
hours I slept, and then I was roused sud
suddenly by a slight sound just
like the creaking of a board, just out
side my door. With tho instinct of
fear I started up. and listened intently.
A watery moon was shining into my room,
revealing the pretty blue and white fur
niture, the pale statuettes, and the va
rious little dainty ornaments with which
I had been pleased to surround myself in
this my chosen sanctuary. I sat up,
shuddering, and listened. I pressed my
hands tightly over my heart, to try and
keep its throbbing from killing ine ; for
distinctly, in the merciless stillness of the
winter night, 1 heard the tread of a
stealthy footstep on the passage outside my
room. Along the corridor it crept, down
the staircaso it went, and was lost in ;hc
hail below.
I shall never forget tho anguish of fear
in which I passed the remainder of that
wretched night. While cowering into
my pillow, I made up mind to leave the
Thatched House as soon as the morning
broke, and never to enter it again. I
had heard of people whose hair had grown
gray in a single night* of grief or terror-
Whon I glanced in the looking glass at
dawn, I almost expected to see a white
head upon my own shoulders.
During the next day, I, as usual, failed
of courage to speak to my aunt. I de
sired one of the maids to sleep on the
couch in my room, keeping this arrange
ment a secret. The following night 1
felt some little comfort from the presence
of a second person near me; but the
girl soon fell asleep. Lying awake iu
fearful expectation, I was visited by a
repetition of the previous night’s hor
ror’s. 1 heard the footstep a second time.
I suffered secretly in this way for about
a week. I had become so pale and ner
vous, that I was only like a shadow of my
former self. Time hung wretchedly upon
my hands. I only prized the day inas
much as it was a respite from the night ;
the appearance of twilight coming on at
evening invariably threw me into an ague
tit of shivering. 1 trembled at a shadow;
I screamed at a sudden noise, My aunt
groaned over me, and sent tor the doctor.
1 said to him, /Doctor, lam only a
little moped I have got a bright idea
of curing myself, must prescribe
me a schoolfellow.’
Hereupon, Aunt Featherstone began to
ride off on her old hobby about the lone
liness, the unhealthiness, and total ob
jectionableness of the Thatched House,
bewailing her own weakness in having
allowed herself to be forced into buying it.
She never mentioned the word “haunted,”
though I afterwards knew that at the very
time, and for some weeks previously, she
had been in full possession of the story
of the nightly footstep. The doctor re-
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