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VOL. 111.
[For the Banner of the South.]
Life-
BY MOLNA.
A baby played with the surplice sleeve
Os a gentle Priest—while in accents low
The sponsors murmured the grand “I be
lieve,”
And the Priest bade the mystic waters
flow—
“In the name of the Father of the Son,
And of Holy Spirit”—Three in One.
Spotless as a lily's leaf!
Whiter than the Christmas snow!
Not a shade of sin or grief—
And the Babe laughed sweet and
low.
A smile flitted over the Baby’s face—
Or was it the gleam of its angel's wing
Just passing then ? and leaving a trace.
Os its presence, as it soared to sing
A hymn, when words and waters win
To grace and life—a child of sin.
Not an outward sign or token
That the child was saved from woe—
But the bonds of sin were broken,
And the Babe laughed sweet and
low.
A cloud rose up to the Mother's eyes—
And out of the cloud grief’s rain fell
fast;
Came the Baby’s smiles and the Mother’s
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Out of the Future, or the Past ?
Ah ! gleam and gloom must ever meet
And gall must mingle with the sweet!
Yea! upon her Baby's laughter
Trickled tears —’tis always so—
Mothers dread the dark Hereafter ;
But her Babe laughed sweet and low.
And the years, like waves, broke on the
shore
Os the Mother’s heart, and her Baby's
life; —
But her lone heart drifted away before
Her little boy knew an Lour of strife !
Drifted away on a Summer eve
Ere the orphaned boy knew bow to
grieve.
Her bumble grave was gently made
Where roses bloomed in Summer's
glow ;
The wild birds sang where her heart
was laid;
And Iter Boy—laughed sweet and
low.
He floated away from his Mother’s grave
Like a fragile flower on a bright stream’s
tide;
Till he heard the moan of the mighty
wave
That welcomed the stream to the ocean
wide!
Out from the shore, and over the deep,
He sailed away—and he learned to
weep!
Furrowed grew the face, once fair
Fmler storms of human woe:
Silver-grey the bright, brown tiair;
And he wailed so sad and low.
And years swept on, as erst they swept;
Bright wavelets once —wild billows
now;
Wherever he sailed —he ever wept
And a cloud hung o’er his brow.
Over the deep, and into the'dark ;
But no one knew where sank his bark.
Wild roses watched the Mother's tomb
The world still laughed—'tis ever so;
God only knew' the Baby’s doom
That laughed so sweet and low !
June '24th.
ONE OUT OF FOE ft.
A run down to the coast, a sniff of sea
air and a bath are not bad refreshers and
restoratives after hard work and anxiety
in London ; at least I thought so as I
Started from Victoria with a headache, a
leather-bag, and a firm intention of spend
ing a day at the Warden at Dover.
I spent some hours lazily on the shin
gle, throwing pebbles into the water, and
watching the lings as they rippled to the
land or died away out to sea, till the
cravings of a sharpened appetite drove
me to the nearest inn. It was not in any
respect like the Warden, but it was able
to supply my frugal wants in the usual
British fashion.
When the sun was rising in the West,
casting long shadows upon the shore and
tinging the white sails with red, I lit a
cigar and strolled out along the sea, away
from the town. The rows and terraces
of brick ceased; the houses first became
semi-detached —then detached-then strag
gling ; and I soon came to the last cot
tage.
It was surrounded by a garden a few
yards wide, which at one time had been
carefully ornamented with paths of sifted
shingle, large nodules of flint, shells and
other homely decorations. But it was
now neglected; the borders were over
grown, the flowers dead, and patches of
long tangled grass reminded me of a for.
gotten grave. Two small windows in
the cottage overlooked the beach and re
flected the rays of the evening sun. The
whitewashed walls sloped to the eastward,
as if they had yielded to the winds that
had blown against them for more than a
century, while the thatch on the roof was
drv and shining.
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The door stood open, and I looked m.
The outer room served as a boatman's
storehouse, and was nearly full of boat’s
gear. Old sails, blocks acid tackles, and
tar-brushes were numerous; coils of rope
hung on the walls, together with oil skin
coats, lanterns, pots of pitch, and nets in
various states of repair, while the floor
was strewn with broken oars and pieces
of drift-wood, probably cast up during
the gales that sweep that dreary coast
every winter.
The inner room was clean and neat;
seme nautical matures hung over the
mantel-piece, and a clock with a melan
choly face ticked in the corner.
Though the weather was hot, a fire
was burning, or rather smouldering, in a
little stove, by the side of which stood a
vacant chair. As I entered, an old man,
who sat at the window, looking listlessly
out to sea, raised his eyes.
“Will you let me take a light my
I friend ?”
“Certainly, sir,” said he, rising and
stirring the coals in the ship's stove, the
chimney pipe of which passed out of one
of the windows.
The old man, as he stood up, looked
very much like the cottage he lived in.
In his day he had been upright and
strong; but age, hard work and rough
weather had bent him earthward. His
silvery hair was dry and thin like the
thatch, and his gray, dreamy eyes reflect
ed the sunlight, and seemed to be
“With his heart, and that was far away.”
I asked him if he lived all alone.
“I do now, sir, since my old woman
died —two years ago this coming Christ
mas.”
“Don't you feel dull all by yourself?”
“It is very lonely like; but I don't
care to see people much now, they’re all
so busy with their own concerns. I was
busy, too, sir, once.”
Here the old fellow hung his head and
sighed. As he paused I answered that
there were many 7 people' who were not
altogether taken up with their own affairs,
and who would be glad to come and cheer
him up and chat with him.
“Well, sir, the parson does come to
me sometimes. He is a blind mau and
was good to me in my trouble—l like to
hear his step at the door. He don’t talk
one to death. lie tells me what I can
understand —for I'm no scholar—he tells
me we shall meet up above with those
we've been parted from down here.”
He seemed quite overcome by the few
words lie had said, and his eyes were full
of tears as he turned to the window and
stood for some time gazing silently out
to sea.
How I pitied this solitary man in his
old age, bereft of his helpmate. He
seemed so sad, and yet so resigned and
hopeful. 1 felt a great wish to hear
AUGUSTA, a A., JULY 9, 1870.
something more of his life ; but I did not
like to press him to tell me his history
just then, so I continued puffing my cigar
in silence, to give him time to recover his
serenity.
After a long pause he began again, and
I listened.
“This time two years ago, sir, my
great trouble chine upon me ; I can’t get
over it, and never shall now. Every
time the fall of the year comes round, and
the leaves begin to drop, and the wind
to roar at night, I seem to live it all over
again.”
“It is two years, is it, since your poor
wife died !”
“It is two years, sir, since my wife and
my boy Joe and me lived here together.
Them two boats as you see a little way
down the beach were ours then. We
had a third, too, a ‘galley punt;’ but iv’e
sold them two now, for I shall never go
afloat again. My boy 7 and I could get a
good living out of them. There was not
much doing in Summer time, nor yet in
smooth weather, but we used to go out
with the lines or the nets; and some
times we’d make a good take of mackerel,
and sell many score of them to the Lon
don people. And so we rubbed along,
and now and then Joe would get a job to
pilot a vessel up channel.
“The Summer is always our hard time.
It’s our Winter, you see, sir, and we are
more like to knock at the work-house
door in mid-Summcr than we are at
Christmas.
“We are not like the shore-going peo
ple. We reap our harvest oft the sea,
and the rougher it is the better crops
we get, you know.
“Joe was a first-rate seaman and a
regular pilot he was, and as fine a lad as
ever stepped on the forecastle of a ship.
He was but twenty-four, and never saw
the like of him, though he was my son—
and a good son, too, to his old mother
and me. He had never given us a day’s
trouble in all his life; and, Lor’, how we
did love that boy, sir ! he was our all—
our all, he was !
“There was not a boatman nor a pilot
in the Channel as could come near him.
He knew the coast all about as well as
be did the path up to this cottage door,
lie could take a vessel anywhere. If lie
missed his port and was driven to leeward,
he knew what to do—where iie could
anchor, all the shoals, and tides and cur
rents, and all the rest of it; and as for
handling a boat, it was a sight to see Joe
in a gale of wind. He was always first
when there was a job to be had. And
whenever that bell out yonder used to
ring—l mean the bell that calls together
the crew to man the life-boat—he was
first, into her when there was a chance of
saving life, and nothing to be got by it
but perhaps to lose his own. Ail, there’s
many a poor fellow would be a float
ing about on his face now in the green
water if it hadn’t been for Joe.
“lie was our only child, sir, and he
loved his mother and me, he did, and
worked hard for us both. He didn’t care
a bit for himself. He was always want
ing me to stay at ashore. ‘Father’ he
used to say, “you’re getting too old for
rough water. You must lay up. You
shall do the Summer work and leave the
Winter to me.’ But though I knew Joe
would have worked till he dropped for
us, I wasn’t the man to give up—though
I was old—as long as I could keep
going.
“We got through many hard Summers
and long spells of what folks call fine
weather, till the sky began to look dark
and the rain to drive and the wind to
roar; then tho ship mould run up channel
and signal for pilots, want anchors and
chains and all kinds of gear. Then our
good time would begin—they couldn’t
do without us then. Joe and I and two
or three more of us used to put off through
the surf, and many’ a good bit of work
we've had ’o Winter nights, and shared
sometimes five, and may be teD, pound a
man. A few jobs like that, you know,
would help to keep us through the dull
time.
“Well, sir, it was one day in Septem
ber, as it might be now. We’d had
smooth weather for near two months—
there was nothing doing. Joe and a lot
of ’em was lying about tbe beach in the
sun, grumbling dreadful.
“Curse this fine weather, father ; if it
lasts much longer it will be the ruin of
us. No ships coming up Channel. Those
that do don’t want us ; they’d rather find
their own way about than pay 7 for a pilot.
If they’ve got one aboard and want to
land him, they’ll send him ashore in their
own boat rather than give us a chance of
earning a shilling or two. I call that
sneaking, I do. Then in Winter, when
they’ve sprung a leak, or have g*t upon
the sand and want help, they’ll pretty
nigh go on their kaees to us then, they 7
will. Sunshine in ne day and moonlight
at night, and a light breeze, is a bad
look-out, ain’t i* father ?”
“Never mb* my T boy, says I. Don’t
you curse no ither ;it all comes from
God Almighf ,f it ain’t good for us, its
good for others. We can’t have it all our
own way.”
“Then Joe would say, “It’s only for
you and mother as I want work. I can’t
abide to see you put to it for every pipe
of tobacco as if you could’nt afford it.”
And then he’d set up whistling, and he’d
go oil to see Mary Scott. He was in
love with her, and had been for many
years; and the old mother and I used to
think he’d make her a good husband, and
that she was in luck—though we didn’t
somehow care much about her. She
wasn’t staunch enough for such a steady
good lad as our Joe ; but he did not think
so. They had been children together,
and never had been apart since they used
to go out with their bare feet to look for
mussles on the rocks, or far away on the
sand at low tide to dig for bait for the
lines. She always said she would have
no one but him. But as she grew up,
the old mother and I thought she did not
care so much for our boy, and seemed to
be ‘on’ with Tom Williams. Well, Tom
is a fine fellow, too, and a friend of my 7
son’s. They worked together for ten
years or more, and never fell out once.
They were both in the life-boat on that
wild night when the Indians came ashore
at Dungencss, and the French Chasse
Marce was on the Goodwins, burning
blue lights and tar barrels, and going to
pieces fast. Tom nearly lost his life that
time, for lie got washed out of the life
boat just as they had taken the last
Frenchman aboard. But Joe caught him
by tbc arm as be was going to make his
last dive, and held on like a vice.
“ ‘I wouldn’t have let Tom go, father,’
says he, ‘no, not if he’d pulled me over
board too. I’d have died first.’ ”
“0, he was a brave lad, sir !”
“Well, it came to the 10th of Septem
ber, the weather had changed to a regular
Channel gale—blowing hard. The sky
was dark, the color of lead, and running
high—rain and sleet driving right across
you. I was ill, 1 was then, and my old
woman wouldn’t let me go out to sea; so
I lay by for a day or two.
“We were all ready with the gear in
the boats, and Joe and the crew, four on
’em altogether, was watching night and
day. I was at the window 7 here, with the
glass to my eye, looking at every ship
through the baza as she hove in sight.
About an hour after daylight in the
morning, Joe sprang up and sang out,
‘Look, father, there’s a brig with a flag
at the fore 1” That means that they want
a pilot, you know 7 , sir. Whenever a ship
hoists a flag at the foretopmastheau, you'll
see the men run out like mad, and tear
down the beach with the boats into the
surf in a moment. A vessel always
takes the first pilot that comes out to her;
and if you’re not quick you don’t get
nothing.
In a second they had loosed the galley
punt and run her down the shiDgle ; the
men sprang in, and I seen Joe give her
the last shove off and leap in at the stern,
with the water running off his great
boots. As soon as they were clear of
the shore, they hoisted their sail and tore
through the sea toward the brig. George
Bell’s lugger was only a little way astern
of them ; but the other sailed closer to
the wind, and I could see Joe could board
the brig first.
“I stood with the glass watching his
boat from this window—just as I stand
now, sir. There’s the glass on the man
tlepiece. My old wife was looking out
too, poor old soul ! Says I, ‘I think Joe
has got rather too much canvas.’ I was
always nervous when I wasn’t along with
him, though he was a better boatman than
I was; but we couldn’t bear him out of
our sight, neither of us.
“The galley-punt was well ahead of
the lugger, but she seemed to plunge
into the waves, she did not rise as I
have liked to see her ; and, Lor’, how
she did roll ! first over to windward, and
then she’d catch the gale and bow down
t’other side. It did make me shake.
But Joe was at the helm, sir, and I felt
that he knew what to be at. Still I
couldn’t hedp wishing I was there myself.
The young uns are so eager like. She
was well out to sea now; and sometimes
when she was dow i in the hollows I
couldn’t sco anything of her. Next
minute, up she’d come rgain, and I got
sight of them all. There were four in her.
I could make out my boy at the tiller
quite plain with the red woollen hand
kerchif the mother had made him. He
had it around his mouth, for it was bitter
cold; and there was Jim Bolter holding
the sheet in his hands with a turn round
the cleet.
“Sometimes they were gunwale under,
and it made my heart jump into my
mouth; but I didn’t say nothing to the
wife, you know. Joe had a steady hand,
lie would be sure to carry on just enough
and no more, and to luff her up in time.
Jim was a good seaman, too; he’d ease
off at the right moment, without losing
too much way, so as to miss the job; for
the lugger was behind them. It
was a regular chase, and, as I told you
before, sir, it’s the first as gets it.”
They were fast nearing tho brig, and
I wondered how they would get aboard of
her in such a sea; for she was a Spaniard,
and they are not over-handy in rough
weather.
“Joe’s boat was within two cables
lengths of the brig and I drew breath more
easy, when suddenly the glass nearly
fell from my hands. I began to shake
all over.
Mother!” I cried; ‘0 mother!’ ”
“My old woman ran to my side.
“ ‘What is it, John?—what is it? Tell
me?’
“I tried to steady myself to look again?
but I reeled from side to side; everything
swam before me It was all in a second.
I don’t know .what had happened—
whether the sheet had foulded, or what it
was; but the galleypunt had capsized.
I saw her keel over to leeward, and in
stead of righting herself, she seemed to
settle down. The peak of the sail show
ed water for a moment, and
then there was nothing to be seen—noth
ing more. The cold gray sea had clos
ed over all.
“She’s gone, mother—gone. It’s all
over!”
“‘O John! mercy on us! No, no!
not gone, is she?’
“Door thing! I thought she would hare
died that minute. She was as white as a
ghost.
•“Look again, John; look again! 0,
quick!’
“But I could not look straight. I
was near mad. I tried to steady the
glass. The gallypunt was gone; not a
stick of her to be seen, and nothing over
her but the driving spray and the foam
ing waves—nothing, nothing but death
“I tried hard to hold the glass straight
and I got sight of the lugger with brave
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