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besides five which the priest warned me to
keep, w hen I went for his blessing, as he said
I might want it in case of sickness, and I was
thinking if ycr honour would take ten out of
the eighteen, for a quarter, or so; I know 1
Can’t pay yer honour as I ought, only just
for the love of God; and if ye’d please to ex
amine me in the Latin, his reverence said I’d
be no disgrace to you.”
“ Just let me see what ye’ve got,” said the
schoolmaster. The boy drew forth Irom in
side his w r aisteoat the remnant of a cotton
nightcap, and held it towards the schoolmas
ter’s extended hand ; but Mary stood between
her husband and his temptation.
“Put it up child,” she said; “the rnasther
dosen’t want it; he only had a mind to see if
it was safe.” Then aside to her husband,
“ Let fall your hand, James; it’s the devil
that’s under yer elbow keeping it out, nibbling
as the fishes do at the hook; is it the thin
shillings of a widow’s son you'd be afther
taking? It’s not yerself that’s in it all.”
Then to the boy, “Put i; up, dear, and come
in the morning.” But the silver had shone
in the master's eyes through the worn-out
knitting—“the thin shillings,” as Mary call
ed them—and their chii k aroused his avarice
the more. So. standing up, he put aside his
wife, as men often do good counsel, with a
strong arm, and declared that he would have
all or none; and that without pay he would
receive no pupil. The boy, thirsting for learn
ing, almost without hesitation agreed to give
him all he possessed, only saying that “ the
Lord above would raise him up some friend
who would give him a bit, a sup, and a lock
of straw to sleep on.” Thus the bargain was
struck, the penniless child turned from the
door, knowing that, at least for that night, he
would receive shelter from some kind-hearted
cotter, and perhaps give in exchange tuition
to those who could not afford to go to the
“ great master w hile the dispenser of knowl
edge, chinking the “ thin shillings,” strode
towards a well-heaped hoard to add thereto
the mite of a fatherless boy. Mary crouched
over the cheerful fire, rocking herself back
wards and foiwards in real sorrow, and de
termined to consult the priest as to the change
that had come over her husband, turning him
out. of himself into something “ not right.”
This was O'Leary's first public attempt to
work out his determination, and he was
thoroughly ashamed of himself. He did not
care to encounter Mary’s reproachful looks,
so he brought over his blotted desk, and sat
with his back to her, apparently intent on his
books; but despite all he could do, his mind
went wandering back to the time he was a
poor scholar himself; and no matter whether
he looked over problems, or turned the leaves
of Homer, there was the pale gentle face of
the poor scholar, whom he had “ fleeced” to
the uttermost.
“ Mary,” said he, anxious to be reconciled
to himself, “there never was one of them
poor scholars that had not twice as much as
they purtended.”
“Was that the w T ay with yerself, avick ?”
she answered. James pushed back the desk,
flung the ruler at the cat, bounced the door
after him, and went to bed. He did not fall
very soon asleep—nor, when he did, did he
sleep very soundly —but tossed and tumbled
about in a most undignified manner; so much
so, that his poor wife left off rocking, and,
taking out her beads, began praying as hard
and as fast as she could; and she believed
her prayers took effect, for he soon became
tranquil, and slept soundly. But Mary went’
on praying. She was accounted what was
called the steadiest hand at prayers in the
country; but. on this particular night, she
prayed on without stopping, until the gray
cock, who always crowed at four, told her
what the time was, and she thought she might
as well sleep for a couple of hours; for Ma
ry could not only pray when she liked, but
sleep when she pleased, which is frequently
the case with the innocent-hearted. As soon,
however, as she hung the beads on the same
nail that supported the holy water, cross, and
cup, James gave a groan and a start, and call
ed her. “ Give me your hand,” he said, “ that
I may know’ it's you that’s in it.” Mary did
so, and affectionately bade God bless him.
“ Mary, my own ould darling,” he whis
pered, “I'm a grate sinner, and all my learn
ing isn’t —isn’t worth abrass farthing.” Ma
ry was really astonished to hear him say this.
“ It’s quite in airnest I am, dear ; and here’s
the key of my little box, and go and bring
out that poor scholar’s nightcap, and take
care of his money, and as soon as day breaks
entirely, go find out where he’s stopping, and
tell him I’ll never touch cross nor coin be
longing to him, nor one of his class, and give
him back his coins of silver and his coins of
brass ; and, Mary, agra, if you've the pow’er,
turn every boy in the parish into a poor scho
lar, that i may have the satisfaction of teach
ing them, for I’ve had a dream, Mary, and
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I'll tell it to you, who knows belter than my
self. how to be grateful for such a w r arning.
There, praise the holy saints! is a streak of
daylight; now listen, Mary, and don’t inter
rupt me:—
I suppose it’s dead I was first; but, any
how, I thought I xvas floating about in a dark
space, and every minute I wanted to fly up,
but something kept me down. I could not
rise —and as I grew used to the darkness, you
see, 1 saw a great many things floating about
like myself—mighty curious shapes. One of
them, with wings like a bat, came close up
to me ; and, after all, what was it but a Hom
er; and I thought maybe it would help me
up ; but when I made a grab at it, it turned
into smoke. Then came a great white-faced
owl, with red bothered eyes, and out of one
of them, glared a Voster, and out of the oth
er a Gough; and globes and inkhorns chang
ed, Mafy, in the sight of my two looking
eyes, into vivacious tadpoles, swimming here
and there, and making game of me as they
passed. Oh, I thought the time was a thou
sand years, and everything about me talking
bad Latin and Greek that would bother a saint,
and I without power to answer or to get
away. I’m thinking it was the schoolmas
ter's purgatory I was in.”
“ Maybe so,” replied Mary, “ particularly
as they wouldn’t let you correct the bad Lat
in, dear.”
“But it changed, Mary, and I found my
self after a thousand or tw’o years, in the
midst of a mist--there was a mistiness all
around me —and in my head—but it was a
clear, soft, downy-like vapor, and I had my
full liberty in it, so I kept on going up—up
for ever so many years, and by degrees it
cleared away, drawing itself into a hohreenoX
either side, leading a great high hill
of light, and 1 made straight for the hill; and
having got over it, I looked up, and of all the
brightness I ever saw’, w’as the brightness
above me the brightest; and the more I look
ed at it, the brighter it grew ; and yet there
was no dazzle in my eyes; and something
whispered me that that was heaven, and
with that I fell down on my knees, and ask
ed how I was to get up there ; for mind ye,
Mary, there was a gulf betw’een me and the
hill, or, to speak more to your understanding,
a gap ; the hill of light above me was in no
ways joined to the hill on which I stood. So
I cried how was Ito get there. Well, before
you could say twice ten, there stood before
me seven poor scholars, those seven, dear,
that I taught, and that have taken tin -y§st
rnents since. I knew them all, and I knew
them well. Many a hard day’s work I had
gone through with them, just for that holy
blessed pay, the love of God —there they
stood, and Abel at their head.”
“Oh, yah mulla! think of that now’, my
poor Aby; didn’t I know the good pure drop
was in him!” in terrupted Mary.
“ The only way for you to get to that hap
py place, rnasther dear,” they said, “is for
you to make a ladder of us.”
“ Is it a ladder of the ”
“Whisht, will ye,” inturrupted the master.
“‘We are the stairs,’ said they, ‘that will
lead you to that happy mansion. All your
learning, of which you are so proud,—all
your examinations—all your disquisitions and
knowledge—your algebra and mathematics—
your Greek—ay, or even your Hebrew, if
you had that same,—all are not worth a tra
neen. All the mighty fine doings, the great
ness of man, or of man’s learning, are not the
value of a single blessing here ; but we, mas
ther jewel, we are your charities; seven of us
poor boys, through your means, learned their
duty—seven of us! and upon us you can
walk up to that shining light, and be happy
for ever.’
“ I was not a bit bothered at the idea of
making a step ladder of the seven holy cra
turs, who, though they had been poor schol
ars, were far before myself where we were
now ; but as they bent I stept, first on Abel,
then on Paddy Blake, then on Billy Murphy;
but anyhow, when 1 got to the end of the sev
en, I found there were five or six more wanting
—I tried to make a spring, and only for Abel
I’d have gone, I dont know where : he held
me fast. ‘0 ! the Lord be merciful ! is this
the way with me afther all?’ I said. ‘Boys,
darlings! can ye get me no more than half
way afther all ?’
‘ Sure, there must be more of us to help
you,’ makes answer Paddy Blake. ‘ Sure,
ye lived many years in the world after we left
you,’ says Abel, ‘and, unless you hardened
your heart, it isn’t possible but you must have
bad a dale more ot us to help you. Sure you
were never content, having tasted the ever-in
creasing sweetness of seven good deeds, to
stop short and lave your task unfinished?—
Oh, then, if you did, rnasther,’ said the poor
fellow, ‘ if you did, it’s myself that’s sorry for
you,’ Well, Mary, agra! I thought my heart
would burst open when I remembered what
came over me last night—and much more—
arithmetical calculations—when I had full
and plinty, of what the little you gave and I
taugnt came to—and every niggard thought
was like a sticking-up dagger in my heart—
and I looking at the glory J could never reach,
because of my cramped heart; and just then
I woke. I’m sure I must have had the pray
ers of some holy creature about me to cause
such a warning.”
Mary made no reply, but sunk on her knees
by the bedside, weeping,—tears of joy they
were, —she felt that her prayer had been heard
and answered. “And now, Mary, let us up
and be stirring, for life is but short for the doing
of our duties. We’ll have the poor scholars
to breakfast—and, darling, you’ll look out for
more of them. And oh) but my heart’s as
light as the down of a thistle, and all through
my blessed dream.”
Sketdjcs of Cifc.
For the Southern Literary Gazette.
THE LISTENER...,NO, 111.
NOT BY CAROLINE FRY.
FRANK SPRAGUE.
I suppose every one is gifted with what we
are wont to call, a “ better nature,” with some
nobler impulses and purer aspirations, than
are habitually sent forth. In many persons,
this better nature is strengthened and trained
until its impulses become principles, which
affect every action of their lives, and form
just and honorable characters; the whole
earthly existence of others, again, presents a
continued struggle, between these impulses,
and those baser passions whose indulgence
only degrades; and there is a third class
where all goodness seems totally obliterated,
and the triumph of depravity is complete. I
do not confound this part of our nature with
conscience, which I regard as a sentinel
placed at the door of the heart, warning us of
unlawful intruders, of treachery and deceit;
in other words, as a principle confirming us
in our confidence in those spontaneous emo
tions, which proceed from the action of the
“ better nature.” I cannot then account for
it, except to suppose it a gift of God, remind
ing us of the state of man ere he sinned, and
of the holiness he must strive to attain, before
he can stand in the presence of the All-Perfect.
Although I regard with very respectful ad
miration, a character governed by high prin
ciples—its passions subdued, its natural im
pulses controlled, and the whole presenting
much of the symmetry of perfection; yet
where all this is merely the result of a happy
education, or of a want of intensity of feeling,
I cannot feel for the person whom it adorns,
either sympathy or love. In the character
rendered beautiful by generous and amiable
impulses, there will be found many inconsis
tencies, impairing the general effect; but do
not these very faults form a back-ground,
upon which the virtues stand forth in brighter
relief! So it is with myself, that the faults of
those I truly love, often commend them the
more closely to my heart, proving as they do
the absence of ihe opposite errors. I would
not.desire what is often denominated “a spice
of wickedness,” which implies always to me,
intentional error, nor yet faults arising from
weakness, xvhich, when discovered, only
awaken contempt; but an enthusiastic, warm
hearted being, carried too far in his affections
by their very strength, in his dislikes by the
intensity of the detestation, with which he re
gards all meanness; extravagant, because his
only idea of the value of money, is the amount
of happiness it will procure for his friends:
thus improvident, because too disinterested;
and visionary, because in spite of all he has
learned of mankind, or I should rather say, of
all his opportunities of learning, he cannot
>et believe the selfishness and narrowness of
most men’s souls. Such a character, imper
fect and faulty as it is, is infinitely more irre
sistible to me, than the cool, calculating, pru
dent man, who lives prosperously—whose
wealth gains him friends, position and res
pect, and all because he adopted a happy policy.
Such a person as first described, was Frank
Sprague; so generous, w r arm-hcarted and en
thusiastic; and by all these qualities, he was
unfitted to succeed in life.
“Frank will never be rich,” said his father;
“heis so confoundedly generous; and he
will never be popular,—l mean, a hail-fellow
well-met, among men of the world—for in
spite of his good heart, he lacks some quality
of the head, which w r ou!d teach him policy.
He befriends those whose gratitude and friend
ship will never be of any use to him in get
ting along in life, and it is more than likely
he will take for an intimate associate, some
person like himself, from whom he will never
learn prudence and forethought.”
Frank’s mother was a good woman, who
loved her son too well to wish him to sacri
fice his ingenuous and amiable nature, to mere
wordly wisdom, so she replied—
“ What you say, is all true, my dear hus
band, but even you would not have him ex
change .such a friend, whose sympathies
would encourage his noble impulses, for one
whose head is full of schemes for acquiring
wealth, and thereby rising in the world, in
stead ol acquiring knowledge, and learning
to be good and useful, and thus arriving at
eminence: whose senses are so distorted that
there is no beauty in the world to him, like
the glitter of golden hoards, and no music like
their jingle. So entirely has such a person
become absorbed in his degrading pursuits,
that the music of animate and rejoicing nature
never arrests his attention, and,
“ The primrose by the river’s brim,
A yellow primrose is to him,
And it is nothing more.”
What room has such a heart, for the culti
vation of those purer sentiments, whose
strength and expansion on earth, give us a
nobler being in Heaven! You would not
have our son a mere man of the world , even
though he arrived at some distinction, if he
must become so, at the expense of his beauti
ful enthusiasm, and his hearty appreciation
of the good and true.”
“•You argue like a woman, who has the
love of a mother, without her ambition.—
Frank has his own way to make in the world,
and you would be content to see him poor
and obscure through life, and unappreciated,
as persons of his unworldly character alw’ays
are. Taught such lessons by his mother, J
do not wonder he receives my advice so
coldly.”
“ You wrong me, my husband, in suppo
sing I have not his interest at heart. Let him
be good first, and then, if he has the genius
to attain it, let him have greatness. But
though trank can get money readily enough,
he has no faculty for keeping it. You often
say, justice to himself should teach him more
prudence, in the use of money, and we know
that to be just to others, before he was gen
eious to them, has been one of the hardest
lessons of his life. This lesson, however, he
will ere long have perfectly learned, and then
let him spend lr.s income as he now T does, in
promoting the happiness of those around him
in cultivating his taste for the arts, enlar
ging his library, and having his purse ever
ready at the cal! of the needy. It is true he
may thus live and die, poor , in the world’s
estimation, but richer far in the better sense
of the word, than the bequeather of hundreds
of thousands..” * * * * *
Frank Sprague was taught some severe
lessons. He judged all mankind too lenient
ly; so the cunning man of business, whose
success in his machinations, deprived him of
his just title of knave, made him his dupe and
left him the victim of a most dishonorable
fraud. When awakened to a sense of the
wrong done him, he was first lost in wonder
at the baseness of the man’s nature, and then
turned quickly away from one so far below
himself in all but cunning, and pursued an
other course, which would never again bring
them into contact. But because his trust had