Southern literary gazette. (Athens, Ga.) 1848-1849, October 07, 1848, Image 1

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SOUTHERN LITERARY GAZETTE: IVM. C. RICHARDS, EDITOR. ©riginal JJoetrn. For the Southern Literary Gazette. COME, ROUSE THEE, DEAR ONE! BY LEILA CAAIERON. Come, rouse thee, dear one! let the shadow pass From off thy brow, where it has lingered long; Cast from thy manly heart the host of cares, Which round thy darkened spirit dimly throng. Yield thee no longer to the Tyrant’s reign, Too long around thee has he thrown his chain ! Cheer thee, beloved! I would not see thee thus — Such gloom is all unworthy of the soul To which my own is wedded, and I fain Would win thee from it, lest it soon control Thy noble nature, till thy spirit high Droops its bright wings, all mournfully to die! Come, rouse thee, dearest! thou art all too young, To cherish in thy heart such dark despair ; What though the clouds now gather round thy path, Till all is dimmed that once wus bright and fair 1 Still let this lesson calm desponding thought— Earth has no ill, but with some good ’tis fraught! it is not well to yield thee thus to grief, For that which God in wisdom has denied; Such moods unfit thee for the trials stern, By which our souls from earth are purified. They but embitter all that else might be An augury of future good to thee. Alas! that one so formed for happiness. So fitted for the brighter scenes of life, Should sink beneath accumulated woes, Till heart and soul with bitterness are rife! Forgetful that the ways of Providence Are too mysterious for our mortal sense ! What though to-day thy heaven is overcast 1 To-morrow’s dawn may bring thee brighter skies, And e’en the ills which now you deprecate May prove ere long but “ blessings in disguise !” Theu roue thy energy—awake thy pride— Too long thy soul to grief has been allied! Is life all dark before thee l Say not so, Borne stars are gleaming in thy darkened sky ; Friends kind and true are round thee, and the gloom Which shades thy brow, dims many a loving eye! And hearts are heating sadly for thy sake, Whose chords should never but to gladness wake ! Then rouse thee, dearest! break the fatal spell, Which long has bound thee thus in sorrow’? night; No longer steep thy soul in gloom, but let Bweet Hope enfold thee in her mantle bright. Wake to the voice of love and tenderness, And let thy smiles our loving spirits bless ! For the Southern Literary Gazette. IDA IMOGEN! INSCRIBED TO MISS I. I. C. by “samivel,” of savannah. Thy love is liko the ivy-green. Ida Imogen ! Twining only where truth is seen. Ida Imogen! For each tender smile discloses Joy, that in thy heart reposes, Joy, more sweet than fragrant roses, Ida Imogen! And that joy is silent ever, Ida Imogen! Like the flow of some still river, Ida Imogen ! For each heavenly hope comes stealing. Mingling with each gentle feeling, Bliss to thee on earth revealing. Ida Imogen! In thy lip is kiudness dwelling, Ida Imogen ! Like a joyous stream ’tis welling, Ida Imogen ! All around its influence throwing, Into every heart ’tis flowing, Like sweet incense upward going. Ida Imogen! On thy brow fond hope is stealing, Ida Imogen! And thine eye speaks its deep feeling, Ida Imogen ! 2ln illustrate tDccklj iournal of BelUs-£ettrcs, Science anir tf)c 3lrts. May its brightness greet thee ever, Even till death thy spirit sever, Then t’ enjoy that hope forever, Ida Imogen! And perchance a lovelight beameth, Ida Imogen ! Like a star its bright light streameth, Ida Imogen! From those eyes it thrills such feeling, And so much of truth revealing, That all other hearts thou’rt stealing, Ida Imogen! popular Sales. THE SEXTON'S HERO. BY COTTON MATHER MILLS, ESQ. The afternoon sun shed down his glorious rays on the grassy churchyard, making the shadow cast by the old yew-tree under which we sat seem deeper and deeper by the. con trast. The everlasting hum of myriads of summer insects made luxurious lullaby. Os the view that lay beneath our gaze, T cannot speak adequately. The foreground was the greystone wall of the vicarage gar den ; rich in the coloring made by innumera ble lichens, ferns, ivy of most tender green, and most delicate tracery, and the vivid scar let of the crane’s-bill, which found a home in every nook and crevice,—and at the summit of that old wall Haunted some unpruned tendrils of the vine, and long flower-laden branches of the climbing rose-tree, trained against the inner side. Beyond, lay meadow-green, and mountain-grey, and the blue dazzle of More combe Bay, as it sparkled between us and the more distant view. For a while we were silent, living in sight, and murmuring sound. Then Jeremy took up our conversation where, suddenly feeling weariness, as we saw that deep green shad owy resting-place, we had ceased speaking, a quarter of an hour before. It is one of the luxuries of holiday-time that thoughts are not rudely shaken from us by outward violence of hurry, and busy im patience, but fall maturely from our lips in the sunny leisure of cur days. The stock may be bad, but the fruit is ripe. u How would you then define a hero I” I asked. There was a long pause, and I had almost forgotten my question in watching a cloud shadow floating over the far-away hills, when Jeremy made answer, “ My idea of a hero is one who acts up to the highest idea of duty he has been able to form, no matter at what sacrifice. I think that by this definition, we may include all phases of the character, even to the heroes of old, whose sole (and to us, low) idea of duty consisted in personal prowess.” “ Then you would even admit the military heroes l” asked I. “1 would; with a certain kind of pity for the circumstances which had given them no higher ideas of duty. Still, if they sacrificed self to do what they sincerely believed to be right, I do not think I could deny them the title of hero.” “A poor, unchristian heroism, whose man ifestation consists in injury to others!” 1 said. We were both startled by a third voice, “ If I might make so bold, sir,” —and then the speaker stopped. It was the sexton, whom, when we first arrived, we had noticed, as an accessory to the scene, but whom we had forgotten as much as though he were as inanimate as one of the moss-covered head-stones “If I might be so bold,” said he again, awaiting leave to speak. Jeremy bowed in deference to his white, uncovered head. And so encouraged, he went on. “What that gentleman” (alluding to my last speech,) “ has just now said, brings to my mind one who is dead and gone this many a year ago. I may-be have not rightly un. derstood your meaning, gentlemen* but as far as I could gather it, I think you’d both have given in to thinking poor Gilbert Dawson a hero. At any rate,” said he, heaving a long quivering sigh, “I have reason to think him so.” “ Will you take a seat, sir, and tell us about him I” said Jeremy, standing up until the old man was seated. I confess I felt im patient at the interruption. ATHENS, GEORGIA, SATURDAY, OCTORER 7, 184S. “It will be forty-five year come Martin mas,” said the sexton, sitting down on a gras sy mound at our feet, “ since I had finished my ’prenticeship, and settled down at Lindal. You can see Lindal, sir, at evenings and mornings, across the bay ; a little to the right of Grange; at least, I used to see it many a time and oft, afore my sight grew so dark; and I have spent many a quarter of an hour a-gazing at it far away, and thinking of the days I lived there, till the tears came so thick to my eyes, I could gaze no longer. I shall never look upon it again, either far-off or near, but you may see it, both ways, and a terrible bonny spot it is ; —in my young days, when I went to settle there, it was full of as wild a set of young fellows as ever were clapped on ; all for fighting, poaching, quar relling, and such like work. I were startled myself when I first found what a set I were among, but soon I began to fall into their ways, and I ended by being as rough a chap as any on ’em. I’d been there a matter of two year, and were reckoned, by most, the cock of the village, when Gilbert Dawson, as I was speaking of, came to Lindal. He were about as strapping a chap as I was, (I used to be six feet high, though now I’m so shrunk and doubled up,) and, as we were like in the same trade, (both used to prepare osiers and wood for the Liverpool coopers, who get a deal of stuff from the copses round the bay,) we were thrown together, and took mightily to each other. I put my best leg foremost to be equal with Gilbert, for I’d had some school ing, though since I’d been at Lindal I'd lost a good part of what l learnt; and 1 kept my rough ways out of sight for a time, I felt so ashamed of his getting to know them. But that did not last long. I began to think he fancied a girl T dearly loved, but who had al ways held off from me. Eh ! hut she was a pretty one in those days! There’s none like her now. I think I see her going along the road with her dancing tread, and shaking back her long yellow curls, to give me, or any other young fellow, a saucy word; no Avat.der Gilbert was taken with her, for all ne"vvas so grave, and she so merry and light. But I began to think she liked him again ; and then my blood was all afire. I got to hate him for everything he did. Afore-time I had stood by, admiring to see him, how he leapt, and what a quoiter and cricketer he was. And now I ground my teeth with ha tred whene’er he did a thing which caught Letty’s eye. 1 could read it in her eye that she liked him, for all she held herself just as high with him as with all the rest. Lord God forgive me! how I hated that man.” He spoke as if the hatred were a thing of yesterday, so clear within his memory were shown the actions and feelings of his youth. And then he dropped his voice, and said, “Well! I began to look out to pick a quar rel with him! for my blood was up to fight him. If I beat him, (and I were a rare boxer in those days,) I thought Letty would cool towards him. So one evening at quoits, (I’m sure I don’t know how or why, but large do ings grow out of small words,) I fell out with him, and challenged him to fight. I could see he were very wroth by his color coming and going—and as I said before, he were a fine active young fellow. But all at once he drew in, and said he would not fight. Such a yell as the Lindal lads, who were watching us, set up! I hear it yet; I could na’ but feel sorry for him, to be so scorned, and I thought he’d not rightly taken my meaning, and I’d give him another chance; so I said it again, and dared him, as plain as words could speak, to fight out the quarrel. He told me then, he had no quarrel against me; that he might have said something to put me up; he did not know that he had, but that if he had, he asked pardon ; hut that he would not fight ro-how. “I was so full of scorn at his cowardliness, that I was vexed I’d given him the second chance, and I joined in the yell that was set up. twice as bad as before. He stood it out, his teeth set, and looking very white, and when we were silent for want of breath, he said out loud, but in a hoarse voice, quite dif ferent from his own, “‘I cannot fight, because I think it is wrong to quarrel, and use violence.’ “ Then he turned to go away: 1 were so beside myself with scorn and hate, that I call ed out. “ * Tell truth, lad, at least, if thou dare not fight, ciunnot go and tell a lie about it. Mo thers moppet is, afraid of a black eye, pretty YOLUME It—NUMBER 22. dear. It shannot be hurt, but it munnot tell lies.* “ Well, they laughed, but I could not laugh. It seemed such a thing for a stout young chap to be a coward, and afraid! “Before the sun had set, it was talked of all over Lindal, how I had challenged Gilbert to fight, and how he’d denied me : and the folks stood at their doors and looked at him going up the hill to his home, as if he’d been a monkey or a foreigner; but no one wished him good e’en. Such a thing as refusing to fight had never been heard of afore at Ligdal. Next day, however, they had found voice. The men muttered the word ‘coward’ in his hearing, and kept aloof ; the women tittered as he passed, and the little impudent lads and lasses shouted out, ‘How long is it sin thou turned quakerT ‘Good-bye, Jonathan Broad brim,’ and such like jests. “That evening I met him, with Letty by his side, coming up from the shore. She was almost crying as I came upon them at the turn of the lane; and looking up in his face, as if begging him something. And so she was; she told me it after. For she did really like him, and could not abide to hear him scorned by every one for being a coward; and she, coy as she was, all but told him that very night that she loved him, and begged him not to disgrace himself, but fight me, as I’d dared him When he still stuck to it he could not, for that it was wrong, she was so vexed and mad-like at the way she’d spoken, and the feelings she’d let out to coax him, that she said more stinging things about his being a coward than all the rest put together, (according to what she told me, sir, after wards,) and ended by saying she’d never speak to him again, as long as she lived; — she did once again though—her blessing was the last human speech that reached his ear in his wild death-struggle. “But much happened afore that time.— From the day I met them walking, Letty turned towards me ; I could see a part of it was to spite Gilbert, for she’d he twice as kind when he was near, or likely to hear of it; but by-and-bye, she got to like me for my own sake, and it was all settled for our mar riage. Gilbert kept aloof from every one, and fell into a sad, careless way. His very gait was changed; his step used to be brisk and sounding, and now his foot lingered hea vily on the ground. I used to try and daunt him with my eye, but he would always meet my look in a steady, quiet way, for all so much about him was altered; the lads would not play with him; and as soon as he found he was to be slighted by them whenever he came to quoiting, or cricket, he just left off’ coming. “ The old clerk was the only one he kept company with ; or perhaps, rightly to speak,, the onhp one who would keep company with him. They got so thick at last, that old Jo naa would say Gilbert hail Gospel on his side, and did no more than Gospel told him to do; but we none of us gave much credit to what he said, more by token our vicar had a bro ther, a colonel in the army; and as we threep ed it many a time to Jorgis, would he set him self up to know the Gospel better than the vicar * that would be putting cart afore the horse, like the French radicals. And if the vicar had thought quarrelling and fighting wicked, and again the Bible, would he have made so much work about all the victories, that were as plenty as blackberries at that time of day, and kept the little bell of Lindal church forever ringing: or would he have thought so much of ‘my brother the colonel,’ as he was always talking on. “ After I was married to Letty, I left off* hating Gilbert. I even kind of pitied him— he was so scorned and slighted ; and for all he’d a hold look about him, as if he were not ashamed, he seemed pining and shrunk. It’s a wearing thing to be kept at arm’s length by one’s kind ; and so Gilbert found it, poor fellow. The little children took to him, though; they’d be round about him like a swarm of bees—them as was too young to know what a coward was, and only felt that he was ever ready to love and to help them, and was never loud or cross, however naughty they might be. After a while we had our little one too ; such a blesseddarling she was, and dearly did we love her; Letty in espe cial, who seemed to get all the thought I used to think sometimes she wanted, after she had her baby to care for. “Ail my kin lived on this side the bay, up above Kellet. Jane (that’s her that lies bu ried near yon white rose-tree,) was to be mar-