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Supper was served, and the inmates of tiie j
hovel sat down to their rude repast.
“What are you doing, Theresa?”
“Studying my Sabbath school lesson."
“Fudge! I’ve half a mind you shaut go
there any more. Precious little they care for
you, and precious little they give you! Books!
papers! for the starving! and we dying for
food!”*
“But, mother, my teacher is poor, and she
has to support herself. lam ashamed to beg
her any more, for she is not able to give me any
thing; and she is so good and kind to me, and
taught me to read; and if it hadn’t been for her,
I might have been as ignorant as the poor little
vagrants around us.”
“ Oh, yes! they are all poor when yon ask 'em
for anything ! lam acquainted with the world’s
charity. I was travelling in a stage once, and a
long-faced preacher begged me to reform. I told
him I might starve on honesty .”
“You are starving as it is. Miss Mary says
God will never forsake his children; but when
we reject his love we do not deserve his mercy.”
“ Don’t quote Miss Mary to me—she is one of
your self-righteous parson sort. It is all very
well for those who have never been tempted to
talk about goodness, and all such stuff.!’
And the lost one betook herself to her pota
tions.
The slave of habit was soon in a drunken
sleep; and the poor little child, used to such
scenes from their frequent occurrence, placed
her tenderly in bed, almost currying her in her
weak arms as she did so—smoothed her pillow
gently as though she had been a true and loving
mother, instead of a degraded creature lost to all
feelings of humanity. Then she knelt on the
cold, bare floor, raised her little hands, and
prayed in the untaught language of the heart to
the Father above, who careth for us all; and
laying her weary limbs on her humble couch,
fell into
“That soft and placid sleep
Which on the brow of sinless childhood lies.”
CHAPTER 11.
Hunger, and want, and weariness; these are a frightful
three;
But another curse there Is, beside, that darkens poverty:
It may not have one thing to love, how small soe er it be.
Howitt.
Ah! to the stranger soul when first it peeps
From its new tenement, and looks abroad
For happiness and sympathy, how stem
And desolate a track" is this wide world.
siielley.
It is not my purpose to dwell at length on the
sad and suffering childhood of Theresa Staneey.
I have no heart for the task. To portray the
evil passions which desecrated the soul of her
mother would be necessary, and I have no in
clination to dissect a vile heart. Yet, by rapid
sketches, my pen must do that from which it
shrinks.
A life more cheerless and desolate than that
of Theresa cannot be easily imagined. With
pure morals, and a high sense of houor, inher
ited from her father, who came of a noble old
family, and committed the folly of wedding one
beneath him in the social scale, who had naught
but her beauty—as it proved, “a fatal dower”—
to recommend her, Theresa’s tastes and instincts
were totally at variance with the scenes of pol
lution which surrounded her. She had seen vice
divested of all its gilded trappings, and, dis
gusted with his hideous features, turned from
his proffered embrace with loathing. When a
• crowd of drunken revelers invaded her mother’s
dwelling, as was often the case, the poor child
would secrete herself, and, with trembling limbs
and palpitating heart, lie concealed in some
hiding-place until they left. She was now twelve
years old; but her dwarf-like figure, stunted as
it was by poverty and hard usage, seemed the
form of a child of eight—while her face, old be
fore its time, might have belonged to a woman
of twenty. She liad scarcely known a child
hood ; confined in a filthy alley, rivulets, flowers
and green woods were undreamed of—the romps
and plays of happy children were unheard of
things. She had no companions, and nothing
but a little pet goat to love her.
Ah! the life pictures which are daily exhib
ited in our crowded cities—which challenge the
attention at every crossing, every corner—would
if viewed aright, curdle our blood with horror.
We have said that Theresa had a pet goat.
The little thing liad strayed from its home, and
one morning came bleating up to the child and
rubbed its head against her hand. “ Poor little
thing,"’ sobbed Theresa, “you are like me—
you've got no friends. I will take care of you,
and may be you will learn to love me.” In an
old torn volume of Slmkspeare. which she had
picked up in the street, the child, eager for
knowledge, had devoured the play of ‘•Othello."
She could not comprehend it; but it pleased lien
the names clung to her memory, and so she
called her little pet goat “ Roderigo.” It was a
strange fancy, and a strange name for a goat;
but the little" thing soon learned its title; and
Theresa had but to say, “ Roderigo, Roderigo,”
and her friend was at her side in a moment. For
awhile the child was happy. She had something
to care for, to protect —something in whose life
and welfare she felt an interest. “Roderigo"
followed her when she went begging on the
street, and many a dreamer paused to look at
the poor loan child and the little goat that trrot
ted after her. “ Roderigo” slept at her feet at
night, for she could not bear to be parted from
him for a moment.
“ Tliat goat is a useless and troublesome thing,
and we are starving; take it out to-day and see
if you can sell it, Theresa.”
The child hugged her pet closely to her bo
som. “Sell Roderigo? Oh! mother, please
don’t— please don't."
“ Come, child, don't lie* a fool—we must have
food.”
Therese prayed and begged and wept, but all
in vain. Her mother was deaf to her entreaties;
and so the little one, sobbing as though her heart
would break, tried on her sun-bonnet and started
forth.
Roderigo frisked after her in his happist mood.
“ Oh! my Roddie, my darling, you don’t know
—you don't know what is going to happen, or
you wouldn’t look so glad. Oh! it breaks my
heart—it does." And she went on weeping si
lently, feeling more wretched, perhaps, than did
the patriarch of oVA when about to offer up his
child for a burnt offering—for he felt that he was
obeying God and submitting to duty—while she,
poor child, deemed that siie was succumbing
only to heartless cruelty.
“Do you waut to buy a goat, sVr ?’’ “Do you
want to buy a goat, man ?” she world ask tim
idly of those she met. A few laughed at her—
others passed her unnoticed; and some of the
more brutal sort curse her, and pushed her
rudely from the side-walk.
At last a purchaser was found—a little boy,
the child of wealth, who fancied her pet, and ran
to his mother for the money.
“ Oh! please be kind to him— please be good
to him,” sobbed the child. “He is like a human,
and 1 love him so."
“ I never was mean to anything in my life,
little girl”
Therese kissed her pet, perhaps prayed over
him in the innocence of her heart—and not
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daring to look back, ran hastily down the street,
hearing nothing, seeing nolxxly, for Roderigo
was left in the hands of strangers—the only
thing in the world that loved her, and all earth
seemed a scene of blackness and desolation.
It was the child’s first great grief! and child
hood suffers acutely—ah! more deeply than
grown persons are apt to imagine. When the
great house, with the occupants who had robbed
her of her treasure was out of sight, Therese
threw herself on the grass in a paroxysm of an
guish, and her heart kept saying, “ Oh! I won
der if God knows they have taken Roderigo
away from me: and why he didn't send me a
heap of money so I might liave kept him!”
That night she felt desolate—oh! so desolate;
and, missing the innocent gambols of her lost
pet, sobbed herself to sleep.
Two years passed away, and she had other
and greater trials than the loss of a pet goat.
One night, several men laboring under intoxi
cation, and several disreputable women, were
assembled in the hut of Julia Staneey. making
night hideous with their ribald jests and discor
dant -laughter. Theresa, as usual, had hidden
herself.
“ Where Is that little beauty I saw here some
days ago ?" said one of the wretches staggering
against a table. “ Where do you put her, old
woman ?”
“ I don’t put her anywhere; she runs off and
hides herself.”
“ Guess 1 11 find her "—and he took up a torch
and started out.
Theresa, concealed in the kitchen loft, heard
liis words, and her frightened heart beat so ra
pidly that she could distinctly hear its pulsations.
That moment of fear was an eternity.
“ Dog me! if I don't see something shining in
the dark —must be her eyes.” And laughing a
fiendish laugh of exultation, the man said;
“Come down, pretty one—l can't liave you
perched up there; come down, I want to look at
you.”
“Go away, you naughty, bad, wicked man.
“Oho, you call me wicked, do you? Well
see see about that—come down, I say."
Attracted by the sounds, Theresa's mother
came out. “ Don't be a foolish child,” she said,
in her maudlin voice. “ Nobody won't hurt you.”
Thus reassured, Theresa scrambled down. and.
followed bv her tormentor, entered the house.
“Ain't she a pretty one, stranger? but shy,
devilishly shy, and kind of wild-oat-ish from the
way she glared at me—wonder if it can scratch
now ” —and he attempted to take her hand.
Snatching it away, she retreated to a far cor
ner of the room, and cowered down looking like
a hunted animal whom the blood-hounds have
pursued and caught. Her form was trembling
in every joint—her heart panting wildly—and
her beautiful dark eyes gleaming with a strange
fierce light.
“Come, now, go get us some whisky, little
gal—the bottle is empty.” And the man held it
up to the light, shaking it to see if any was left.
Afraid to disobey, Theresa snatched up the
empty bottle and darted away. She had not
proceeded half a square, when she heard foot
steps behind her; she quickened her walk, but
her tormentor —the same who had discovered
her retreat, clutched her shawl, and muttered:
“ I liave caught you at last.”
With almost superhuman strength, she re
leased herself, and sprang aside with the agility
of a cat. The man, who was top-heavy with
liquor, fell sprawling on the side-walk, uud tak
ing advantage of this, she flew down the street.
In a moment he was on his feet again, and she
heard his heavy tramp-tram behind her. Fear
lent her wings, and she darted down an alley,
hiding underneath a wagon until he passed, still
muttering curses to himself.
When she entered the shop, it was filled with
a drunken crowd of both colors; but fear made
her desperate, and §he approached the counter.
“ What do you want here ?”
She told him in a few words.
The shop-keeper answered gruffly: “Your
mother hasn't paid for the Last she got—you
can't get any here.”
She was glad at his refusal, and turned away
quickly, although she expected brutal words,
perhaps blows, when she went back empty
handed.
When she returned, a few had dispersed, and
the rest had fallen under tables and chairs in
drunken unconsciousness, so she escaped for the
night.
Theresa lay awake—she could not sleep. Child
though she was, the insult to which she had been
exposed, made her miserable. Her innate pu
rity, which nothing could crush, shrank from
such disgusting scenes, with au inexpressible,
unuterable loathing. "What shall I do—oh!
God, what shall I do?” and the poor hands were
wrung in agony. There came to her this sen
tence, learned in Sabbath school: “In all thy
ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct thy
paths.”
The same scenes were repeated; for she had
no hiding place now, and retreat was impossible.
Whither to turn she knew not. She knew but
one whom she could claim as a friend, and that
one was almost a stranger. Mrs. Vinton, a
wealth}' and eccentric old lady, whose residence
she knew not, except having a vague idea that
she lived somewhere in the city, had spoken to
her kindly from her carriage window, and given
her alms! She thought of her—but where to
find her?
“ Mother, I cannot stand the life you lead. I
cannot bear this treatment —my childhood is no
longer a protection—my innocence no longer a‘
shield.”
“Very well: we shall see.”
Theresa stood in the back yard; a might}- pur
pose was revolving in her brain; her thoughts
ran thus: "
“ Mrs. Vinton is wealthy and childless; they
tell me she is a Christian. If I were to go to
her and ask her to take me in, I wonder if she
would have pity on me, and protect me.
“And so you scorn me and my life, haughty
miss—take "that!” and a shower of blows de
scended on Theresa’s bare shoulders.
Lest some one should think this picture over
drawn and too highly colored, we again repeat
that what we have narrated is for the most part
literally ti ne, except that we have omitted, from
motives of delicacy, some of the darkest features.
“Don’t strike me anymore, mother; if you
do, I will leave you—and forever.”
“Threatening me! Things have come to a
pretty pass; take that for your insolence.”
Five minutes more, and a figure, bonnetless,
shoeless and thinly dad, was flying across the
street, facing the drifting snow.
Hours passed; and Julia Staneey, half re
pentant—not from love, but because in Theresa
she would lose her chief support—kept walking
to the door, and listening for a light footfall
which had crossed that threshold for the last
time. She moved uneasily about, and constantly
repeated to herself:
“Silly little fool—what can she do? who will
take in a vagrant? She will come back again.”
But her hopes and her calculations were vain.
Theresa, who had fled from persecution of the
most revolting character, came back nevermore!
[TO BE CONTINUED.]
Among tlie “agreeable surprises” which
have lieen promised to the readers of this paper
by “ bringing to light” in our columns the “ latent
talent ” of the South, few will be more agreeable :
than tliat which we offer to-day in the person of
our fair correspondent. Maud Moretox. We
believe that this lady, who is a native of our
own State, makes her debut as a writer with the i
story, “ Grace Atherton." of which we give the
first chapters below. We welcome her to the
honors and pleasures of authorship. May she
experience as lightly as possible its pains and
cares! She wields a practised pen. and we sus
pect that she lies written much more than she
has published. It is hoped that the portfolio
from which Grace Atherton has escaped is not
finally closed to us.
[Written for the Southern Field and Fireside.]
GRACE ATHERTON;
OK, THE CHILI) OF THE WRECK
CHAPTER I.
But now the moments tiring
The time of parting, with redoubled wing;
The whv —the where—what boots it now to tell t
Since all must end in that wild word—farewell!
The golden*light of a summer sunset was i
streaming through the half-opened casement of !
a quaintly furnished, old-fashioned apartment, j
and fell with a soft and mellow glow upon a
group gathered near the centre of the room. An
artist would have won for himself immortal re
nown, could he have seized, and transferred to
canvass, the breathing poetry of this living
picture. The perfect stillness of the scene, the
loveliness of the landscape without, with all its
attraction of foliage and flower, glowing sky and
distant hills, formed a picture of beauty rarely
surpassed, while the look of intense but sup
pressed feeling which marked each countenance,
betrayed, at a glance, that some deep, unusual
emotion was agitating the hearts of the clustered
household. Trunks and packages of various sizes
and forms were piled around, and hats and cloaks,
thrown in careless confusion, bespoke of travel,
parting and heartache. Upon a couch near an
open window, where the sweet summer air whis
pered of peace and rest, reclined a female, her
face hidden on the shoulders of one who, kneeling
by her side, was holding in his strong and manly
embrace, her fragile and wasted form. His
bowed head, his rigid attitude, his fixed look of
calm determination, told of the struggle within,
and of a conflict which must end in pain.
Near by, a partaker of this silent, but elo
quent suffering, sat a still young and very lovely
woman, her arms clasping the form of a boy who
scarce had numbered four summers, and upon
whose upturned face and brow flashed the bright
tears that fell from her eyes. His childish won
der seemed unable to comprehend the scene, or
to realise the bitter parting, so close at hand. In
the centre of tlie room, near a large chair, leaned
a little girl, in all the unconscious grace of care
less childhood, her mild and thoughtful eye fol
lowing the rapid steps of a dignified looking
man, who paced tlie room with restless and agi
tated strides, and ever and anon stopped and
stroked back the floating hair tliat shaded her
gentle face. The quiet, subdued look of tlie girl,
her features of delicate symmetry, and the ex
pression of intelligence and feeling that lit up
her dark gray eye. would have arrested the at
tention of the most careless beholder. Intre
pidity and fortitude were marked tn'ht- face;
the will to do, the soul to endure, spoke from
her quiet eye, while grace and refinement touched
eveiy line "and movement as her childish figure.
The large Newfoundland, in whose shaggy locks
rested her hand, by his drooping head and de
jected air, appeared to partake of the general
depression, and his earnest eye, as it roved from
one group to another, seemed to catch n pre
sentiment of ill, and to send forth a silent sym
pathy.
Presently a low moan broke the oppressive
stillness, and a sharp cry. as of acute, physical
pain, burst from tlie lips of tlie reclining invalid.
“If it lie possible, 0. my Father, let this cup
pass,” rose on the air, and startled into life tlie
surrounding group. “ Mother, we must part: it
is inevitable.'! exclaimed the young man, un
winding his arm and gently laying her back on
tlie pillow. Approaching the child, he drew him
to the couch—
“ Mother. I leave him with you; may his
filial obedience compensate for all the trouble
I have caused you, and may his future life lie
as pure and unspotted as was mine at his
age. I have erred, and greatly, and could suf
fering and remorse atone, my faults and errors
would long since have been expiated. Igoto a
new home, and in a new world, with fresh in
centives to life and virtue. I will yet redeem
the past, and achieve for myself a name which
will bring no tinge to your cheek or mine. In
the filial obedience of my son, may you forget
the shortcomings and delinquencies of your men.
Bless me, oli, my mother, bless and forgive. In
a few years I may return to my native land, to
1 iny childhood's home, a wiser and a better man.”
He kneeled as he spoke, and drawing the boy
1 towards him, lie bent his head in deep reverence
1 to receive her blessing.
1 “ May the God of Israel bless and keep you
from all evil, and bring you again to your moth
er's arms.” came in low tones from her lips, and
’ raising herself with sudden effort, she clasped
f his neck and wept aloud.
Meantime the boy, now fairly comprehending
that lie was to lie left, struggled from his father s
clasp, and rushing back to liis mother, clung to
1 her with a desperation tliat seemed to defy the
harsh separation. She pressed his head to her
' bosom, and with a strong effort at self-control,
1 she endeavored to quiet his agitation and soothe
’ liis now painfully excited feelings. Her own
heart was too full for words, and the blinding
tears fell in torrents upon liis young head: but
true to her woman's nature, she forgot her own
sufferings, and bent herself to allay those of her
• husband and child.
1 The little Grace who had stood a silent, but
t not heedless observer of this touching spectacle,
1 moved with quick steps to her mother’s side,
• while tlie old gentleman, unable to bear longer
1 the painful scene, turned and hastily left the
room.
1 But the parting hour came at length. The
last fond kiss was pressed on loving lips; the
i last sad ferewoll burst from loving hearts, and
5 John Atherton, witli his wife and young daugh
ter, bade adieu to all the cherished associations
• of his life. To the parents, whose kind counsels
1 and whose tender care had guarded his youth;
f to the home which had protected his childhood,
1 and been a refuge to bis maturer years, and to
t the young son for whom lie meant, in new scenes,
7 to toil, to struggle, and to conquer. His own
hopes were high and bright, and his sanguine
] nature dreamed not of a clond to darken the
" horizon of liis future life. The new world be
>• fore him lured him on, with many a brilliant
e promise. Hope whispered into his eager ear
1 many a flattering tale. Glowing visions of a
fortune achieved, a name redeemed, a happy and
prosperous career of usefulness won, and a
speedy return to the loved ones of home, rose
before his mind’s eye, with all the vividness of
reality, and gave to his spirits a bouyancy and !
clieerfulness to which he had long been a stran
ger.
Alas! for human hopes and expectations; al
ready was a shadow falling upon that devoted
household, which only the light of Eternity
could dispel.
CHAPTER n.
“ To what gulfs
A single deviation from the track
Os human duties leads."
John Atherton was the only surviving son of
parents who, having lost in early infancy several
children, centered in him their proudest hopes,
their fondest desie&o. Naturally ardent and im
petuous. with an acute intellect, an affectionate
heart, and indomitable will, and a high spirit
that spurned control,- but yielded to persuasion,
he was alternately the tyrant and the subject,
the tempest and the sunshine of his home. The
gentle influence of his mother, and the calm
dignity of his father, restrained and modified the
many exuberances of his character, and at
twenty-one they fondly deemed him all that
their most cherished wishes bad dared to hope.
A restless temperament, and an earnest longing
after change, could scarcely remain satisfied with
the quiet life of n country home—its simple
pleasures and unambitious duties, wearied and
disgusted him. Ilia strong will and steady pur
pose conquered at last the reluctance of his pa
rents to part with him, and he left them to seek
in more exciting scenes and a larger field, that
variety and novelty his nature demanded. His
social disposition, liis lively mind, and his quick
and ready appreciation of wit and humor, soon
won for him many friends and admirers, and
placed him in that dazzling, but most dangerous
position—the courted, the followed, the applaud
ed favorite of the club and the ball-room.
Years passed, and brought with them many
changes. John Atherton had drank deep
draughts of the world's pleasures—had won
applause of liis fellow men, in the graver pur
suits of life, had labored, and successfully, to
obtain a position, and was pronounced by all a
happy and prosperous man. He had experienced,
too. all tlie blessedness of home, the charms of
the domestic fireside, with its tender ties of hus
band and father. But the restless spirit within
still craved excitement, and called loudly and
imperatively for change. In an evil hour, he
met companions who had occasionally shared
with him, in his early .vears of city life, the in
toxicating pleasures of the revel and the gaming
table; and yielding to their importunities, he
eagerly sought a revival of pleasures and sensa
tions so ensnaring, so ruinous in their indulgence.
He played, and becoming excited and elated with
a temporary success, in a moment of madness he
insanely staked liis all upon the turn of a die,
and lost. Oh! who can picture the despair that
crushed out all hopes from his heart, the re
morse which fastened its fangs upon his guilty
conscience, as lie reviewed the errors of his
course, and looked forward to the darkened fu
ture. His name tarnished, his prospects blighted,
his family reduced from affluence to want, and
this the result, in an unguarded hour, of a weak
compliance, with the promptings of an undiscip
lined mind.
The old sjory followed—relentless creditors,
the pressure of want, the haunting remorse of a
quickened conscience, weary nights and hopeless
days, giving poignancy to feelings naturally ar
dent and sensitive, and harshness to a temper,
impatient and uncontrolled. The meek nature
of his wife, who uttered no reproaches, and the
unconscious merriment of his children, gave ad
ded stings to his aroused feelings, and rendered
him a miserable, almost desperate man.
His father wrote and urged his return home,
tliat they might, together, make some arrange
ments to retrieve liis broken fortunes, and soothe
the writhings of his wounded spirit. America
the land of promise to the many weary and
hopeless, who struggle for existence in the old
world, held out a cheering prospect, and pre
sented to his eager nature limitless resources.
The future again brightened into happiness, and
hope gave energy and elasticity to his mind and
spirits. With a siucere contrition for his past
errors, his enthusiastic, self-reliant nature again
dreamed of fortune, reputation and a home, the
smile of friends and the calm of self-approval
To his glowing imagination, already his out
stretched hand had grasped the coveted posses
sions, and he bade adieu to his native land, a
saddened, but a hopeful, confident, strong-hearted
man.
CHAPTER 111.
“ There was heard a song, on the chiming sea.
A mingled breathing of grief and of glee;
Man's voice, unbroken by sighs, was there.
Filling with triumph the sunny air,
Os fresh green laurels, and of pastures new.
It sang, while the bark through the surges flew."
*• We will rear new homes, under trees that glow.
As if gems were the fruitage of every bough;
O'er our white walls we will train the vine,
And sit in ita shadow at day’s decline:
And watch our herds, us they roam at will.
Through the green savannas," all bright and still"
A gallant ship was riding quietly at anchor,
on the bosom of the heaving, restless waters;
and her busy crew were in all the excitement
and tumult of active preparation for a long voy
age. Passengers were hurrying to and fro; offi
cers were shouting aloud their orders; sailors
were seen at every point, moving with quick
ness, and laboring with order and dispatch; the
| merry laugh and the hearty tono were passed
around, and life and animation pervaded every
j thing on board and on shore. Groups of per
! sons were arriving and departing; luggage, in
large quantities, was being conveyed on board;
parting words were passed from pallid lips;
tears, starting from saddened eyes, and the fare
well grasp of friendly hands, gave notice that
soon this busy scene of human life would pass
out on the dreary waste of the waters.
Among the passengers who composed the
company on board, were John Atherton, his
wife and young daughter. The scene before
them was a novel one to little Grace, and her
attention roved from one object to another, with
a surprised delight—-now fixed on the animated
throng of restless human beings, who arrived
and departed on their various missions; and
now on tlie sparkling, heaving waters around
them; now startled by a loud, unfamiliar tone;
and again, smiling at the sound of the jovial
laugh or light reply of the careless hearted sail
ors. All was novelty and bustle; and with the
tear-drop scarce dried upon her cheek, her lip
brightened into smiles, and her soft eye danced
with pleasurable excitement. The timidity with
which she had first placed her foot on board had
subsided into a quiet, confident feeling of see*'
rity and safety, as she gazed around upo* tlle
assured and careless l>earing of the m®*
rienced voyagers, and placed her ham 1 m
her father’s, with a calm sense of pVteenon and
trust Her mother’s heart still /«wned f~®
boy left behind, and her strearung eye anti quiv
ering lip showed that her were far away
from the passing scene. -Her nature, less san
guine than her busbar* saw not the glowing
tints of the picture; and her woman’s timid eye
rested on the shadow, and overlooked the sun
shine. A dreary foreboding of ill, which she
could neither overcome or resist, robbed her of
her usual serenity: and the nervous quivering
of her features, and sadness of her voice, be
trayed the under current of feeling that was agi
tating and tearing her heart-strings. The min
gled memories of the pest rose up before Iter,
and shrouded the future in funeral gloom, while
the present was replete with a bitterness all its
oton. The last kiss of her boy still lingered on
her cheek, the last clasp of his arms still pressed
her bosom, and the sound of his childish sobs
seemed faintly to fall upon her throbbing ear.
Should she ever again press his young head to
her bating lieart, or soothe into quietude his
youthful griefs, were questions that pressed home
to her saddened spirit with cruel pertinacity.
Ah! well for thee, fond heart, that no human
hand can rend asunder the veil of futurity—no
human eye pierce the impenetrable mists of com
ing time. A wise Providence has kindly spared
us that keenest of tortures, a vision of the fu
ture, without the influence of a breath upon its
destiny—the helpless, hopeless contemplation of
immediate ill—and mercifully provided “strength
for the day of evil.” Ah! what but that "strength”
can check the murmuring, inward atheism, can
dry the rebellious tear-drop, and quiet into “per
fect peace” the agonizing throb of the worn and
heavy heart ?
A light breeze sprang up, the white sails tilled,
and soon the “Sea-bird” moved before the gale,
like a thing of life, upon the boundless waters.
The crowd upon the shore dispersed into groups
and departed to their various homes, leaving the
loitering few who, having friends on board,
watched with a straining eye until the ship, ap
pearing like a speck upon the horizon, was lost
to sight in the increasing distance. On board,
the passengers soon settled themselves into a
quiet feeling of home, and a common sense of
mutual dependence and companionship drew
them together in sociab and congenial groups.
Assembled in that temporary home were persons
of various pursuits and character, presenting a ,
miniature type of the vast and varied world be
yond. The wealthy merchant just returning to
the new world, laden with the inventions and
luxuries of the old, the costly fabrics of which
were in themselves a fortune—the restless inva
lid, after a fruitless search in distant lands tor
life’s priceless blessing, health, seeking home to
die, with calmness on his brow and resignation
at liis heart; the ripe scholar, the finished gen
tleman. the hardy adventurer, the enterprising
seeker of fame and of fortune, weak women and
young children, were mingled together in one
common home.
The Athertons soon made many friends among
the passengers on board, and the' days glided by
with a calm, monotonous pleasure. Little Grace
became a universal favorite. Her gentle thought
fulness of others, her unselfish and winning tem
per—her singularly unspoiled nature, togetlrer
with her exceeding loveliness of countenance
and manner, won for her a place in the regards
of all
Among the passengers, attracted by the
gentle bearing and refined manners of Grace,
was a young student, on his way home after an
absence of five years at one of the German uni
versities. Ralph Travers was the only son of a
wealthy, influential merchant, In the city of New
Yojk. who regarding a thorough and finished
education as the best inheritance for his son had
sent him at the early age of fifteen to Germany,
to secure for him tliat mental discipline, and
those enlarged opportunities for improvement,
surpassed by no other country. Ralph was of
a gay, frank, social nature, and soon became a
great favorite with all on board. An only sis
ter, some years his senior, was the object on
whom was centered his warm and ardent affec
tions, and lie amused and Interested Grace by
his descriptions of her person and character, and
of their simple home life. He would sit for
hours, recounting his lioyish frolics; his youth
fill scrapes, and hair-breadth escapes; in reading
to her scraps of poetry, or sketches of humor
ous adventure, the ready smile chasing the tear,
as descriptions of the ludicrous and humorous
prevailed over the simple pathos of some touch
ing story. The moonlit deck was often the
scene of their happiest moments, as he caroled
forth gay snatches of song, or sitting idly they
would watch together the bright tracks left be
hind by the vessel, in her course over the bound
ing waters. With the social nature of youth,
they soon became great friends, and with the
confiding spirit of frank childhood, she reposed
in him hei- little experience of life—her loves,
her joys and her sorrows.
The' weather had been beautiful; the clear
heavens above, the light breeze, and favoring
gales, promised to w'aft them soon, in safety,
“to that haven where they would be.” All
seemed auspicious, above and around, and light
hearts beat gaily, and hopeful faces beamed
brightly, as the passengers talked of home, now
so nearly reached. Grace Atherton listened
with glowing cheek, and lighted eye, to descrip
tions of the new world in which she was so soon
to find a home.
They had now' been out about ten days, and
conjecture almost became certainty as to the
time of their arrival in pert. The day had been
unusually sultry, and. as night drew on, the
close, still atmosphere was oppressive and sti
fling. and gave every indication of an approach
ing storm. A vague, uneasy feeling appeared
to pervade the assembled passengers, and the
quick, clear, loud tones of the Captain, as he
rang out his hurried orders, served to confirm
their fears. A sudden gust of wind, a blinding
flash of lightning, startling claps of thunder'
peal after peal, reverberating through the heav
ens, was followed in an instant by a perfect del
uge of rain. The great w r aves lifted themselves
on high, and the vessel rolled and pitched help
lessly on the waters. The roaring of the \«®u
and the white angry foam, nfthing wiIAJ by,
was indeed appalling. The storm aw*® with
such violence, that- before the now f “oroughly
alarmed crew were fully aroused to . their dan
ger, one of the masts cracked with a loud,
crashing noise, and fell hea-'y. upon tke dock.
All was now terror and .-mfosmn. The lights
were almost instantly extinguished, and lout!
lamentations, and suppressed shriek* of women
and children, gave horror to the scene.—
Suddenly the c F of “a leak, a leak, all hands
on deck ” rose above the tumult, and paralyzed,
w'ith fear, tie stoutest heart. The sailors moved
to their d/ty with mechanical order and alacrity,
and toiVft with steady, unremitting effort. The
feniflJ* passengers were huddled together in con
s„ Jd groups in the cabin, while the children,
yho had long since been laid to sleep in their
■ berths, moved uneasily in their slumbers, par
tially aroused by the noise and tumult around.
The passengers rushed upon deck, and each man
worked at the pumps, as if on every moment
was suspended a life—relieving the now nearly
exhausted crew, and cheering each other with
hopes they scarcely Xelt. With all their efforts
the water gained upon them, and gloomy de
spondency and despairing apprehension hung
over their spirits like a portentous cloud.
[to be continued.]
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