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VOLUME I.
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HYMN TO CONTENT.
O Thou, the Nymph with placid cyoa,
O seldom found, yet ever nigh !
Receive my temp’rate vow.
Not all the storms that shake the pole f
Can e’or disturb thy halcyon soul,
And smooth unaltered brow.
O come, in simple vest array’d,
With all thy sober cheer display’d, •
To bless my longing sight;
rphy mien compos’d, thy even pace
Thy meek regard, thy matron grace.
And chaste subdu’d delight.
No more by varying passions beat,
(j gently guide my pilgrim feet
To find thy hermit cell;
Where in some pure and equal sky,
Beneath thy soft indulgent eye
The modest virtues dwell.
Simplicity in Attic vest,
Arid Innocence with candid breast,
And clear undaunted eye ;
And Hope, who points to distant years,
Fair op’ning through this vale of tears
A vista to the sky.
There Health, through whose calm bosom glide
The teinp’rate joys in even tide,
That rarely ebb or flow ;
And Patience there, thy sister meek,
Presents her mild unvarying cheek
To meet the offer’d blow.
Her influence taught the Phrygian sage
A tyrant master's wanton rage
With settled smiles to meet;
Tour’d to toil and bitter bread.
Ho bow’d his meek submitted head,
And k iss’d thy sainted feet.
But thou, O Nymph, retir’d and coy!
In what brown hamlet dost thou joy
To tell thy tender tale ?
The lowliest chi Wren of the ground,
Moss-rose and violet blossoms round,
And lily of the vale.
0 say, what soft hour
I best may choose to hail thy posCr,
And court thy gentle sway ?
When Autumn, friendly to the Muse,
Shall thy own mode9t tints diffuse,
And shed thy milder da}*.
When Eve, her dewy star beneath
Thy b ihny spirit loves to breathe,
And every storm is laid ;
If such an hour was e’er thy choice,
Oft let me hear tliy soothing voice,
Low whisp’ring through the shade.
9EI §IM Ais WAis 1 a
love’s yuu¥(Tdream.
( Concluded from our last.)
CHAPTER VI.
“ So have thy face and mind,
Like holy mysteries, lain enshrined.
And, oh! what transport for a lover
To lift the veil that shades them o’er,
Like those who, all at once, discover
1m the lone deep some fairy shore
Where mortal man ne’er trod before,
And sleep and wake in scentt and airs
Mo lip had ever breathed, but theirs.”
Thus passed two weeks. Each day I'found
something to admire in the character of the gen
tle Mary. I longed to hear her story. Surely, 1
thought, it must have been some dire misfortune
J uat had thus reduced this young creature, in the
* ,rst flush of girlhood, and apparently reared in
elegance and refinement far beyond the station of
tuose with whom she lived. As yet I have said
hhle of her beauty. My pen refuses to portray
her as she appeared to my entranced vision, a
ra y serene, bright from the celestial firmament.
Her face oval, with a cheek whose delicate tint
lnS could be found no where but in the heart of
hie 10sc > her hair golden and long, eyes deep,
datk blue, with all the beauty of an expression
spiritually mournful, in a word, angelic. When
Hie raised her eyes to mine for a moment, a soft
Hush would gradually o’er spread the rounded
self ‘ sunn 3 7 throat. Sometimes I found my-
S a zing at her as I would upon some glorious
. dlu Hunng these moments oi my ec
nvm ’ -° r u alm °st amounted to such, Mary’s
i V ° uld un dergo many changes. She
ihnmiw m P erce ’-ve my intense admiration, al
u. ° , made an effort to suppress it. But she
ra n a W ° r man an A not without tact, and would
m io * n m y abstraction, and laugh me from
lirur^nf r V^°i rlcl one °A l^ose musical gurg
aKv 1 . glee of a winsome child, are
onon } ! I ] niectious * Mary sought refuge from my
with admiratl °n in fondling Kate, or twisting
inn • a P er fln gers her sunnv locks, for her morn
her S r tln , g ’ She was a lovely child, and I loved
Patr - ° r attac hment to Mary. Much as mv
crei Clan - bl °° and revolte d at seeing this glorious
<] e u s e ln condition she held, it was too ewi-
Svi S e as °nly the poor dependant on Mrs.
4 Han us Sibbs.
Wac T ac T uai ntance gradually progressed, and I
Comnr 1 i dto find lhat, although not highly ac-
I still Mary’s mind was far from being
uncultivated. During the progress of the por
traits I was now and then favored by a visit from
Mrs. Sibbs. She had given me several sittings,
and appeared enraptured with the representation
of herself on the canvass. I had long wished
to learn from her, should an opportunity occur,
something of Mary, yet, I dreaded to commence
a subject upon which I was now aware I felt a
deeper interest than I could account for. One
day chance favored me. The children came, ac
companied by their mother. How I was disap
pointed at not meeting the usual gentle salutations
of Mary.
“ Where is your friend?” I enquired of the
little romping Kate. The child looked sorrow
fully up as she replied, “ Mary had the headache,
and begged mama to excuse her this morning.—
All! Jam sorry for Mamie, she is so good .” I
kissed her cheek as I stooped over her, I could
have taken her rn my arms, and would, but up
came, at tljis moment, the stately mama, all flow
ers and ribbons.
“ W hat are you running on about to the gen
tleman, you mad-cap ” said she to Kate.
“ I was only telling Mr. Aubrey that dear Mary
had .the headache this morning.”
“ And I am very sorry to hear of her indispo
sition. 1 hope, my dear madam ’tis but slight.”
“Oh ! 1 see how it is,” said Mrs. Sibbs, “ she
has bewitched you too, as she does every one,
with that pretty artless look of hers. We adop
ted her out of sympathy when her mother died.”
“ She is then an orphan ? ” I enquired eagerly.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Sibbs, “and as far as we
know, they were great people once, but we found
her mother in poor lodgings enough, and in the
last stage of a consumption. The poor girl was
worn with watching and ill food, but after her
mother’s death we took her home, and she makes
herself generally useful to me.”
• If 1 had sympathised before with this young
creature, how much more did 1 pity her now in
her lovely lot. Every word ,1 lietyd from Mrs.
Sibbs, sunk into my heart. It seemed a part of’
a dream. The phantom of the suffering mother,
dj’ing in poverty, rose before me—she pointed
with emaciated finger to her child. I saw Mary, |
pale and drooping, tending with unremitting care
on this loved mother. I saw all this in my imag
ination with the vividness of a distinct, palpable
dream. Mrs. Sibbs sat looking at me.
“ And you,” said I, “have been a friend to
this suffering girl. How long since these sad
o o o
events transpired ? ”
“ Eli ! what did you say ?”
“ Flow long since Miss Mary’s mother has been
dead ? ”
“ Nearly two years. Yes, as you say, I’ve
been her friend. Her mother raised her with
high notions, bat, poor thing, she tries to do he
best, and she is not very strong.”
“Not a tendency of a pulmonary character, 1
hope ?” I asked.
“ Jf you mean consumption, I must say that I
think it is something like that. But, dear me,
lam most tired this morning of the sitting. Is’nt
the picture getting on ? ” .
Thus recalled to actual life, I answered her,
and i went on busily with the portrait. But ray
mind was with Mary. I dared not re-coramence
the subject, but I determined if 1 could win the
love of this sweet flower, to be careful, watchful
of her, and never lose sight of her, so long as it
remained in my power to be near her.
One or two days passed before I again saw her.
At leiigth, on the morning of the third, I was
blessed with a sight of my beautiful ideal. Yes,
she was indeed the ideal image of my dreams. —
In her I saw embodied all those graces that be
longed to the creature, I had formed in my imagi
nation to worship, and though but little inter
change of words had passed, I feltthere was that
sweet svmpatby which was better than any other.
Mary smiled and allowed me to take her hand,
as 1 enquired with deep and respectful earnest
ness after her health. I thought she looked thin
ner and paler, and the soft eyes had a still more
subdued expression. She thanked me in a sweet,
low voice, for my inquiry, said she was quite re
covered.
“ Mr. Aubrey was sorry you were sick Mamie,’
said Kate, “ Mr. Aubrey asked mama if you were
very sick. Did’nt you ? ”
“ Certainly, little one, and you were sorry too,
your kind friend was indisposed.”
Mary blushed, and a moisture trembled in her
eye. I changed the subject, and we conversed
qayly with the child. So passed that day and
others—and I loved, for the first time, with fervor
and intensity of which I had not known tn\ s>elf
capable. I had not, from my studious habits,
mingled much in society, and, being always a
dreamer, had drawn perhaps a too exaggerated
picture of woman. The character of Mary, as
it gradually developed itself, under my scrutiny
during an intercourse of two months, correspon
ded, in a great degree, with my preconceived ideas
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of a gentle, loving woman, such as I would call
wife. This put to flight all sober reflection. J
could noUlwell on the bare idea without experi
encing a thrill of delight as sweet as indiscriba
bie. Time sped away. My tasks were well nigh
done. Already 1 had prolonged them, as by this
subterfuge I enjoyed her society. Mary had con
fided to me the secrets of her young life —how,
when a young child she had lost, by death, her
father, mid how, with a bare maintenance, her
dear mother had reared and educated her as be
fitted more their gentle birth, than their hard con
dition. How both maintenance and health had
failed, and consumption carried away her only
friend. She could scarcely glance over her moth
er’s death, for’ the wound seemed yet unhealed,
and I tried by every means to divert her mind
from dwelling on the bitter memory of that early
grave, for her mother was still young and beauti
ful when the fell destroyer seized her for hisprey.
CHAPTER VH.
“ A dream of love, too short, but nh, too dear
Hath fled and left me desolate;
Off from my lids I dash the silent tear,
And mourn as mourns the wood dove for her male,
Who in some branch of thunder-stricken oak,
Wastes in complainings, tremulous and low,
Her gentle soul away.”
Unknown to Mary, I had, during the hours of
our separation commenced a sketch of her. Nev
er had I felt the desire to make a faithful likeness
so strong. For this reason I begged her to
sit one clay, when I had nearly completed it, that
1 might catch the heavenly expression that flitted
like a sunbeam o’er her rosy mouth when she
smiled. She refused at first, but after many per
suasions on my part, seconded by the entreaties of
little Kate, and the holy commands of Mrs. Sibbs
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herself, she consented, and I set about my de
lightful task. How transporting to have her sit
whilst I committed to canvass those fairy features,
that sylph-like and undulating form. But more
than once, in despair, did I erase the lines, with
which I essayed to depict her. ‘There was an
air of mournfulness, of abstraction, resembling
that glorious*face, the"fair, but ill fated Beatrice
Oanoi, I cannot paint the charm of her rtiannef,
nor the species of fascination it exerted over me.
At length, the picture is finished. I had been
inspired surely, for nothing could be more life
like. Those sloping violet eyes, those long, loose
curls of shaded gold, those arch and vermeil lips,
the soft oval of that peachy cheek inclined to one
side, the thin fleecy drapery that fell over the
heaving bosom and terminated. in a vaporous
cloud. Oh! it was beautiful!
Next day the portraits of the Sibbfamily were
sent home, Mary’s of course was retained. I be
came a welcome visitor at the house of Mrs. Sibbs,
who conceived a violent liking for me, manifesting
itself in the thousand little delicacies she sentme.
I perceived much of good in this woman, though
she was illiterate and vulgar. On account of
Mary’s position in the family, I determined from
the first to have no appearance of mystery, soon
the first favorable opportunity I disclosed to Mrs.
Sibbs, my intention to address Mary (adding what
1 felt would be willingly conceded) with the pro
vision that it met her approval. She stared a little,
and seemed astonished at the modesty of my as
pirations. But I told her I should consider my
self richer than the greatest potentate if I could
claim that little hand.
“Well, well,” said she, “you are welcome
to her. She is pretty and gcntle-likc, and perhaps
you are suited to each other.”
I thanked her fervently, and now the way being
opened, I only waited to obtain the consent of
Mary. Prudence, it is true, suggested that I was
sadly deficient in this world’s goods, but I felt
that I-had the power to provide for her, and what
lover, and such a one as I, ever listened to the
cold suggestions of prudence ? At length our
vows were plighted, and she became my promised
bride. I began immediately to make preparations
for our nuptials. I selected a retired cottage, and
procured board from the widow lady who inhabited
it. With what pleasure I decked out the little
parlour 1 selected for my Mary. Books and musi
cal instruments to amuse her. Then the situation
was so picturesque. The flowers so fragrant, so
blooming. It was the momh of May, and I almost
made a fairy bower of this spot, small and unosten
tatious as it was. The furniture simple, but neat
and appropriate, nothing costty nor unnecessary.
Ah, delightful hours spent in adorning the home
of my angel Mary, but too soon, all too soon to
be succeeded by sorrow and woe unutterable.
I come now to a portion of my story, over
which 1 must hasten. Time that usually brings
healing on its wings for the worst of wounds, re
fuses to mitigate mine.
It was a balmy eve in June —the day of days—
our wedding day ! We stood before the altar.
The white robed priest, with uplifted hand, pro
nounced the nuptial benediction, in the name of
the Father, the Sqn, and the Holy Spirit. 1
placed the ring on her finger, making her mine,
my own forever. The accumulated bliss of a long
life seemed crowded into those brief hours when I
clasped her—Mary, my wife —trembling and in
tears, in my arms. Alas ! why did 1 dread, I knew
not what, as that fragile flower lay in my arms, so
fair, so pale. My bereaved heart recalls that
scene, —those lofty arches, the noble Corinthian
pillars, the far-off hum of busy life echoing
through the vasty walls, and silent itself, save
when the voice of the man of God spake as he
hound together two hearts, already united by a
love as fervent, as deep and enduring as ever was
in the power of man to bestow or woman to re
turn. Oh! why was it of so brief duration, or
rather why, was one taken and the other left to
mourn ? Why did the grave close over my idol ?
W bile our love was in its first bloom, was she taken
from me, to her bright home in heaven ! And
yet—
“ Oh! melancholy Love I—amid thy fears,
Thy darkness thy despair, there runs a vein
Os pleasure, like a smile ’midst many tears—
The pride of sorrow, that will not complain.
The exultation that in after years the loved one
Will discover and in vain
How much the heart, silently in its cell
Lid suffer till it broke—yet nothing else.’ r
In happiness lipw imperceptibly time steals away ?
We start now and then from our trance, to won
der at its flight, then silently relapse into one
blissful dream. But Time, meanwhile, slays
not—pauses not —months are as days. Our bliss
Was too intense, too bright, too beautiful to last.
Our souls were penetrated with a sense of this —
for in extreme happiness, the mind is conscious of
a vague inquietude, a dreamy sadness, which,
while it tells us, vfe are mortal , seems as it were,
to defy hate and resolutely turn away from, even
whilst we dread the common doom of Earth’s
children. •
I broke from my dream of love to answer the
demands now made upon me, for the poor Artist
was now famous ! and if I had devoted all my en
ergies to my profession, as in the begiuing, I
should’have arisen more rapidly. But, the Fates
willed otherwise. 1 had, at a moment the most
unexpected, discovered rhe being for whom my
soul pined, and the dream of Ambition faded be
fore the dream of Love. We were scarcely or
never separated. In my studio, there beamed
on me the beautiful eyes, that made this world an
Eden. And again, as the shades of eve descend
ed, we wandered, with her arm resting in mine,
whilst the breath of the jessamine and wild rose
made the air redolent of sweetness. She was
fond of flowers ; and she had no thought of which
i was not the object. But slowly and insidiously
my rival, Death, was making his inroads on my
happiness. The color that lent that unnatural
brilliancy to those eyes, I fondly hoped was in
dicative of health. Alas! I deceived myself
sometimes, like a dark pall, the dread thought of
heriditary disease, hung over me. I feared to
mention them to her, she was so happy, that £
quelled the gloomy forebodings, and shut my
eyes to the change, that day after day came over
her, so gradually, so successfully lending new
beauties, by showing their fleetness, and seeming
to gild the mortal as she approached immortality
—a foreshadowing of her beauty, in her kindred
realm.
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“Oh! thou blight Heaven, if thou art calling now
Thy brighter angels, to thy bosom rest.—
For lo! the brightest of thy heart is gone,
Departed—and the Earth is dark below.”
But one brief year has passed, and I must resign
Mary. Alas! 1 cannot speak the change that
came o’er her—but there it was. All who are
familiar with the gradual developement of that
dread demon, Consumption, can comprehend how,
day by day, it withered and blighted the beauty
of my flower. All that could be done, was done,
but she was ‘predestined . And I—what a task was
mine ! sole guardian and friend to this suffering
angel, I could not indulge m} r grief for fear of # its
effects. Mary seemed to know the mental agony
I was enduring, for her eyes ever followed me.
She could not bear I should leave her, and en
deavored with earnest, beseeching gaze, to pene
trate into my heart and there read her fate. So I
assumed a cheerful look to cover a crushed heart.
Sometimes I thought of a voyage with her to a
more genial clime, but the physician spoke of the
probability of her not surviving the fatigues of
travel. He tried gently to make me sensible that
all means were unavailing. Oh! through the
long, long nights of vigil by that couch of pain, how
did my soul pray to trust its earthly tenement. I
prayed for death. Yes, —I the strong man—the
“ life of life ” was fled,—what more had I on
earth? I arraigned the justice of heaven, and
impiously begged that one blow might sever the
chords of life in both. And in that hour of gloom,”
when my very soul was a chaos, my loved one’s
spirit passed away 1 Sensible to the last, she
made a gesture to be taken in mv arms; and there,
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